-1Blair waited alone and nervous for Chuck to return to his room. The test had confirmed it and Blair really needed to talk to Chuck.
Serena, who would have normally been with there, was with Dan, who seemed happy to have his girlfriend to himself. Blair had watched them leave, laughing and generally happy to be with each other. It was hard for Blair not to be jealous of her best friend.
The fact that Chuck still was not there was about to drive her insane as her phone buzzed to let her know that she had a text.
D is in bthrm, srry 4 lving y…c u l8r.
A small smile came across Blair's face, but nerves wiped that smile off when she heard the door handle being turned. A very drunk and haggard Chuck Bass entered.
She stood up from the computer chair, and he stopped dead in his drunken tracks.
"Blair." came out as a harsh whisper before he closed the space between them, his lips descending on her's in a rough fashion.
Without breaking his mouth's possession of her, he lead her towards his bed.
He pulled away, and looked her desperately in the eyes, asking for everything she had to give and she answered him by pulling his head down to her's.
The warmth was what woke him. Chuck was amazed when he saw Blair was lying against him, his arm thrown over her waist. She was unbearably close to him. Though his head pounded from the coming hangover, he remembered last night, painfully in detail. But pain found it's way to his heart, when he remembered that Blair wasn't his.
Guess he didn't see the C she had lazily doodled on her leg…
He wanted to move away from her. In fact, Chuck believed that he should be disgusted by the fact she had slept with him, even though she carried Nate's child. But, when he looked down at her, with her pale skin clashing with his silk black-and-purple pajama top, he never wanted to leave her side.
Maybe he felt this way because she was a virgin the first time they were together. Or maybe it was because he knew her as well as he knew himself.
Watching Blair as she breathed in and out, snoring softly, Chuck found himself actually jealous of Dan Humphrey. Dan was happily in love with Serena, love brought him joy, but all it seemed to bring Chuck was heartache.
Finally, sick of himself, Chuck slid out of his bed. Picking up and pulling on his clothes that were scattered across the floor, Chuck finally thought of a way to end the pain.
He walked out of his room, softly closing the door, not only to his room but to his heart.
Blair Waldorf was cold. It was the reason she woke up. Like when her parents had first divorced, she had kicked all of the covers back away from her, a sure sign that she was feeling lonely. It wasn't until that she stretched out and rolled onto her back that she realized she was actually alone.
"Chuck?" she called lightly, though she knew that there was no use. The room was dark except for the sun trying to peek through the thick, dark curtains.
She got out of the bed, picking up her clothes and throwing the covers back onto the bed. She slid Chuck's pajama top over her head to pull on the black shift that was her Audrey dress. Her slim-fit yellow Kors trench and oversized Fendi tote was where she left them and she found her Marc Jacobs flats kicked near the door.
She wrote a quick note to Chuck on a notepad, he had lying beside his computer.
Blair took one final look before slipping on her huge D&G sunglasses, and shutting the door quickly behind her.
Thoughtlessly, she rode the elevator down to the lobby, and barely noticed the happy greeting that was given as the doors slid open. Serena gave Blair a hug.
"What happened last night?" Serena asked as she pulled Blair out of the elevator.
"Nothing that wasn't physical." Blair's short answer was cryptic.
Serena's mouth dropped before she reached realization.
Ten minutes later…Blair sat on the lobby couch after recalling last night to Serena.
"Forget Chuck Bass." Serena replied in true BFF fashion.
Blair stole a glance to her abdomen before replying, "I can't."
"Guess not." Serena said sadly before smiling, "I have an idea. Dan and I are having a get together with some friends at this little café that Dan and I discovered, Vanessa and some others are going to be there."
Blair was about to refuse.
"Jenny's not coming." Serena said, because she knew that would be holding Blair back.
"Alright." Blair replied, knowing if she denied Serena would have turned on her powers of persuasion.
"ALRIGHT!" Chuck exclaimed.
Eric smiled in success. He had been pestering Chuck to go with him to some meeting of Serena and Dan's tonight.
"I don't know why you want me to go so badly." Chuck said.
"I am not a junior, so I don't want to look like some young wannabe." Eric said, as if Chuck should know.
"Okay." Chuck said, not wanting to keep Eric on his case for too long, before he would have to be in his constant company tonight.