I can't believe I
let him do that to me. Hinata thought to herself as she lay in
bed crying. Why on earth would he do that to me? If I didn't pull
away how far would he have gone? And if he did have sex with me what
would my future be like? Will I have children? Would he
have left me to bear his children? What if he's planning to do the
same thing Gaara was trying to do to me the past few months? No! NO!
He wouldn't do such a thing. He said he liked me and I do too. No! I
love him. He was always there for me when I was trouble. There's no
way he would like me and not love. I mean if you like somebody you're
supposed to love them, right? So many questions yet not a single one
answered. I am sad very, very, sad.
That night she cried
herself to sleep.
XxXxXxX
Dammit! I made the
wrong decision. Naruto thought himself as he walked through the quiet
streets of Kohana. What was I thinking? Wait, I wasn't even thinking.
I did it for practically no reason except when I told her that I
liked her more or did that just slip out? Did I really mean that? I'm
going to have to apologize to her tomorrow morning if I return
home.
XxXxXxX
Hinata woke with her eyes all puffy red
from crying. (Even when she was sleeping and having nightmares at the
same time.)
"Headache." she said as she got off the bed.
She went to the bathroom, vomited, took a bath and went back to
bed.
While she was still in bed crying her eyes out, the front
door opened and Naruto stepped into the house. He went to the bedroom
where Hinata was and knocked.
"Go away." the person in the
room said
"Hinata, come on I didn't mean to go that far."
"Of course, and you think that I should believe that!" she screamed choking on her tears. He opened the door to find the room ransacked as if a tornado had hit it.
"Hinata, what did you do in here?"
"Mmmm... Let's see... I cried for more than three hours and I was so frustrated I practically destroyed the room. Is there anything else that you would like to know?"
"I'm s-.." Naruto was cut off when Hinata's cell phone rang. She picked it up.
"Hinata, Get your ass over here!" Neji shouted into the phone
"I'm not coming today." She said on the verge of tears
"What did that bastard Naruto do to you?!"
"Nothing okay. It's just between the two of us you know boyfriend girlfriend."
"Don't lie to me I know it when you lie!"
"I'll tell you some other time." She said through sobs.
"I told you, you
could've believed me." he said as he hung up the
phone
XxXxXxX
Naruto sat across form Hinata at the dinning
table. They had been sitting there just looking at nothing in general
but every now and then they snuck glances at each other. Both with
grim faces. Naruto felt undeserving of this treatment. Hinata on the
other hand was ripping apart at all the seams. Eventually Naruto
spoke up breaking the silence between the two.
"Hinata please listen to me. Please..." He pleaded.
"What do you want Naruto?"
"To explain myself."
"Fine."
"I still like you, you know. But while I was kissing you I don't know. I felt that there was something else. I'm sorry I made you feel that way. I didn't know. I promise I won't go that far again. Unless you want me to." he said with a laugh
"Alright I'll forgive you..." She said giving a shaky smile through her dried tears.
"So you forgive me?" Naruto asked.
"Yes I do." Naruto leaned across the table and stroked her cheek, getting rid of the last tear. They both got up. She smiled again dazzling him and he smiled back and then hugged her.
"Alright so to the beach again,"
"Naruto!!" Hinata yelled.
"Just
kidding!"
XxXxXxX
Hinata lay on her bed looking up at the
ceiling. She was now officially moved in. In fact she had been for
the past nine months. Now she and Naruto shared the apartment. She
redecorated it a bit differently with some of the stuff she and
Naruto had bought and the things in her old apartment. Now the walls
were just the way she liked them. A nice shade between blue and
purple. With pictures of her and Naruto on the desk and wall as well
as her team, sister, and family. She also liked the black and white
checkered pattern on the wall her bed was on making it seem as though
the headboard continued on. She especially loved her bed it was all
Indian silk in a deep shade of blue with checkered pillows and a
brown teddy bear. Naruto knocked on the door.
"Come in." He opened the door and smiled as he sat on her bed.
He sighed "Hina do you mind if we go to the beach again."
"No not really." She really didn't mind it'd been about three months now since that incident and they'd gone out to different places and he didn't repeat the same acts as he had at the beach.
"Great then. Can we go soon." he said.
"Yup we can go right away. I never unpacked my beach stuff so it's all ready."
"Great."
He motioned for her to come. She grabbed her red and white polka
dotted tote bag. Naruto took his stuff and they headed for the
beach.
XxXxXxX
They spent hours on the beach just splashing in
the water. Then getting on their beach towels and drying off. Only
looking at each other.
Naruto looked at Hinata and then at the
waves. "Hinata..."
"Naruto..."
"I have something for you."
"Oh what is it?" Naruto looked at her and then at a small black little case. He opened it. In it was a ring with purple and pink gems shining.
"Naruto..." Hinata said speechless. He put it on her finger.
"And you can't
take it off until I propose to you." Both of them laughed. Then
Hinata did something unexpected and leaned in and kissed him. He was
shocked that she would do such a thing. He kissed her back but, this
time with more passion than hers.
Finally! My dream has come
true. She happily thought to herself as the love of her life
kissed her. She tried to keep up with him but, couldn't. Every time
that happened a giggle would escape her mouth. Naruto would respond
by playfully growling at the back of his throat. Which she would
softly kiss. They were having so much fun with each other. Enjoying
each other's company. He gave her another kiss before he gently
pulled away from her. Just in time to hear his cell ringing. He
picked it up and talked rapidly sounding alarmed. He looked at Hinata
and sighed.
"It's ANBU." He said. "Have to go its
urgent." Hinata looked at him. He kissed her cheek and then
left.
XxXxXxX
Why did Naruto have to go just like that?
ANBU called and he had to go often but why did he look like it had
something to do with me. I wish he told me. Wait why didn't he tell
me? Why? Maybe he doesn't want me to know. Maybe he just wants to get
it over with. Maybe… Wait I have to stop with all this. We've been
going out for eight months. It's not fair that he trusts me and I
don't trust him back. I should really stop worrying like that.
Hinata sighed. She really didn't like that feeling like
someone was watching her or that she was in danger. It was late now,
and she was the only one home. She ate her dinner by herself.
Naruto's stuff was in the fridge to keep it nice. Slowly she dragged
herself to her room and fell asleep almost without even bothering to
change into her pajamas.
XxXxXxX
Gaara waited patiently. Now was his chance with Naruto on that phony mission. How stupid Naruto could be at times. He was only being lured into a trap. Now no one was standing in the way of him and Hinata. He smiled again. Had Naruto thought that Gaara would go down so easily? Obviously he had, otherwise he would've killed him. Poor Naruto. It was unfortunate that Hinata was already fast asleep from worry. Gaara entered swiftly and noiselessly. He walked up to the bed and studied her for a minute. Then slowly decided what to do to her. Hinata awoke to find herself oddly strapped into a chair. She felt a breeze and soon realized she wasn't wearing a thing. She was stark naked and tied to a chair.
