"We have your results for the ultra sound, I am very sorry but...you lost the baby" He told us.

My face dropped. I cant believe it. No, it has to be wrong.

"Your joking right?" Logan asked. I tried to talk but the words just wouldnt come out.

"I-I-I...joke...No..." I couldnt form a sentence even if I had a pen and a peice of paper. Logan grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I looked at him and couldnt do anything but stare.

"I will leave you two alone for a while." Dr. Smith said exiting the room.

"I can't believe it." I finally got out. Logan pulled me into a tight hug. I couldnt cry, I couldnt talk, I could barley breath. Those words just played in my head over and over. Lost the baby, lost...lost...lost.

"Its ok Dana. Look at the bright side, at least your ok." Logan said trying to raise my spirtis. I pulled away from him gently. I looked at him. I nodded a little. He put a hand under my chin before I could look down. He made me look at him. "Dana, just remember that everything happens for a reason. Maybe this was for the better."

"Yeah, right." I mumbled quietly. I guess this was good, I wasnt really ready for a kid and im sure that Logan wasnt either. I guess it was kind of a blessing in disguise.

"Look at something good that came out of it, we're back together, right?" Logan asked. I gave him a weak smile.

"Yeah, I guess so." I told him softly. He leaned in and quickly kissed me. I took a deep breath and looked out the window. It was dark but it looked like it stopped raining.

"Should we tell Zoey and Chase, their outside." He told me. I shrugged, they would find out eventually. I felt Logan get off the bed. I hugged my knees to my chest again. I sighed deeply. If there was ever a time that I needed music this was it. I needed my song, Baby, Come On by +44. That song was the best song ever, It always made me stop crying no matter what situation I was in. From the time my Dad left when I was 11 to the time I broke my wrist when I was 7. It just made me stop, I dont know why. I hope Logan told Zoey and Chase about the baby. I dont think I could listen to it again, and I definetly couldnt get the words out to say it. Logan came in with Zoey and Chase. I sat indian style and smiled weakly at them. Zoey sat on my bed while Logan and Chase stood next to it. Logan was at my side. He pulled up a chair and put it right next to me against the side of the bed.

"Are you ok Dana, Logan wouldnt tell us anything." I sighed. Great now I have to tell them.

"Im fine but-" I couldnt say it. I looked at Logan with pleading eyes. He put his hand over mine and squeezed it lightly.

"She lost the baby." He finished for me. I closed my eyes tightly. Holding back the tears. I took a couple deep breaths before opening them. Logan's grip tightened on my hand. Zoey and Chase were speechless. Zoey hugged me and started to cry on me. I held onto her tightly. I let a few tears slip but other then that I kept my cool. I dont really know how I ended up doing that but I did. Zoey let go of me and Chase did a quick hug. After a moment of silence Zoey spoke up.

"We have to tell them what happened Dana." She told me clearing her tears. I looked down. I have never felt this vulnerable in my life. I didnt know what to do. I wanted to cry, scream, get back at Lola most of all. Lola and her fucking clones probley dont even know they killed some one tonight. They have no idea about any of this.

"What did happen?" Chase asked grabbing another chair from a corner and pulling it over to the bed. I cleared my throat.

"When Zoe and I were walking her phone started to ring so she tried to find a spot with a singnal. She went around the corner and I couldnt see her any more. I turned around and Lola was there with 2 other girls. Lola started to yell at me so I told her off. The next thing I knew I was on the ground with my knee's covering my stomach and they were kicking and beating me. One of the girls kicked me in the head and that was the last thing I remembered." I told them quietly. I was pulling at my necklace guitar pic that my mom gave me. My eyes turned over to Logan. He looked pissed off.

"What the hell are we going to do?" Logan asked. His knee was bounceing up and down. I think that he would have lost it if he didnt do that. It was kinda annoying. They all started to talk at once. I thought about it.

"Nothing." I stated. They all looked at me like I was crazy.

"What? Dana they just put you in the hospital, and you dont want to do anything?" Zoey asked shocked. I nodded.

"They just killed our baby. We have to do something." Logan said.

"No, I dont want to stoop to their level. They did this and what did it show? They could hurt me and yeah it happened, but their goal was to make sure I stayed away from you, Logan. It didnt happen. Fighting never solves anything, right Zoey?" She was the one always telling me that hurting Nicole because of the hair dryer was stupid. It was probley going to happen again anyway. I just yelled at her and scared her enough to use the leaf blower all the time.

"But Dana they-"

"I know what they did Zoe, once they find out what they did believe me the guilt will be enough." I said my voice sounded deep. I was trying to make sure that it didnt crack when I told them. I think that Logan understood what I was going to do and Chase and Zoey eventually caught on. The doctor came in.

"Mrs. Cruz, were going to keep you over night, but you kids need to go back to school." Dr. Smith said. Zoey and Chase waved bye and Logan kissed me lightly. They all got ushered out of the room. I turned my attention over to the window again. There was a full moon out and I didnt even notice it. I heard the door open and I looked to it. Logan?

"Arent you supposed to be going back to school?" I asked him. He walked over to the bed.

"Scoot over." I carefully moved over as Logan took his shoe's and socks off. I had a pretty big bed so it wasnt hard for us both of us to fit. "I asked them if I could stay with you."

"In other words, bribed them so you could stay." I said with a smirk. He looked at me with a light smile.

"You know me way to well Mrs. Cruz." He said with a funny accent. He got under the covers and moved closer to me. I turned on my side carefully. I probley had a painful face on because when I looked at him he had a worried look on his face. "You ok?"

"Yeah, im fine." I said softly looking into his eyes. He kissed my fourhead and pushed some hair out of my face. I grabbed his hand that was just laying there now and laced my fingers in his. I looked back up at him and he had a smile on his face, it dropped when he saw mine. I was tired of being strong, I had tears pouring out of my eyes. He pulled me against him as I cried. After I started to calm down I started to sing my song quietly. Logan was rubbing my back and I had my head burried in his chest. I was holding onto him like he was my only life line. He was whispering everything would be ok. I knew it would be, it just...hurt.

"Quit crying your eyes out, quit crying your eyes out baby..."

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