As we got closer we saw Lola standing there. I almost stopped to turn around, but I knew that I wasnt going to be able to get out of here without the DA finding us. I gave her a glare. Carly walked over to her and stood in her way of getting to me.

"Carly can you move, I need to talk to Dana." Please tell me she is fucking joking. Carly moved with Lola as I got into the dorm. She followed me while closing the door in Lola's face. I heard Lola banging on the door. She was yelling that she needed to talk to me. I went over to the stereo and clicked the CD changer button. I turned on Underoath and blared my favorite song from them. A Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White. I could care less right now about the DA finding us. She's probley off fucking some guy anyway so what do I care.

Can you feel your heartbeat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong
It's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you

Here is where we both go wrong
Tonight's your last chance to
Do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive
Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up
And toss this key
'Cause for now we're
Living in this moment
And we both ignore the truth
Its all over
Its all over

I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes

[chorus
Your lungs have failed and they both stopped breathing
My heart is dead and its way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but its all in your goodbyes
It's all in your goodbyes

Well look who's dying now
Slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that
It doesn't matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
Never mattered anyway

In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes

[chorus

Don't shake, I hate to see you tremble
Trembling you've lost your touch
Haven't you, I'm so addicted

[chorus

As the music stopped to change to the next song, I listened for Lola. Nothing. I turned it down and sat down on my bed. Carly was leaning against the bed next to me.

"I cant fucking believe that she has the balls to come over here." Carly said. I rolled my eyes. Neither can I. She probley wants to apolagize. Even if she dose what ever she has to say cant make up for what she did. She needs to feel the guilt. I dont want to wish anything bad on her but I can only hope that she goes through this kind of pain sometime in her life. She has no fucking idea how this feels. She beat the shit out of me, yes I admit it, and then I lose a part of me. Remember how I told you that Logan broke me? Well I changed my mind, Logan fixed me then Lola smashed me into a million little peices. Its going to take me along time to pick them all back up.

"If she thinks that a lame ass apoligie is going to make up for this she has totally lost her mind." I told Carly. I was so fucking angry im suprised that steam isnt coming off of my head or blood boiling in my eyes. I found the remote to the stereo and turned on some Escape The Fate insted of Underoath. I couldnt stop thinking about it. She wanted to talk to me for some reason. Dosent she know that I could kill her in a second?

"She has lost her mind, she tried to take Danger Cruz down. She is way stupider then I thought." Carly commented. I smiled slightly. Carly always knows how to make me smile. She's just cool like that I guess.

"Stupider isnt a word, is it?" I asked looking down at Carly. She looked down and then up at me with a confused face on.

"It is in my world." Carly said smirking.

"And what world are you in?" I asked with my smile growing little by little.

"Carly-vill, It has duckies and dino's all over the place." She said with a little kid voice. (a/n: I put that in there for Me and Jarred 3)

I would love to live in my own little fantasy world. Where nothing could go wrong, no one could get hurt and no hearts would be broken, but we all cant be as insane as Carly is. Her phone started to ring. She picked it up and opened the fold. I guess it was from Zach cause she started to giggle.

"Dana, I have to go meet Zach. He wants to take me to lunch off campus. Are you going to be ok?" She asked me slipping on her shoes. I sighed and nodded.

"If you want me to stay just say so, and its good bye Zach, hello Dana." I laughed lightly.

"Its ok, go have fun." I said. She smiled and opened the door. She looked back at me and smiled. I smiled to her as she left. I layed down backwards on my bed. I was going to be super bored now. Oh well, I think I should take a nap. I turned the CD changer to The Almost. Aaron's voice always puts me to sleep when he sings his song 'Amazing Because It Is'. I took off my pants and put on boxers to sleep in. I turned over towards the wall and tried to sleep...

I woke up to someone snoring. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I looked over to Nicole's bed and saw her sleeping, what time is it? The digital clock showed me that it was 12:34am. No body woke me up for dinner? Losers. My stomach wont shut up now. Ugh. I got off the bunk bed and slipped on my vans. They had froggies on them and yes, Carly did pick them out. I walked out of our dorm and went down to the beach. I got to the sand and looked left and right, no one. I walked about 10 feet before I sat down and watched the ocean.

"Im sorry, Dana." I looked to my left with my eyes only. Lola was standing there.

"I dont want your apoligie, im not going to except it. Leave me the fuck alone." I ordered. She sat down next to me. "What the fuck is this, oppisite day? I said leave!"

She still sat there, not moving. She was just staring at the ocean. I think I might have saw a tear in her eye. No, no way in hell is she going to pull this stupid fake tears thing on me. I stood up and started to walk away. I heard her start to ball out. She wasnt going to get my forgiveness this easy. You know how some people forgive and forget, lets just say im not one of those people.

That was a very random lame chapter, I know. Any Ideas for another conflict or make up? tell me in a review.

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