Well, I decided that since I made you wait so long, I'd give you TWO chapters for the price of TWO CHAPTERS! (Basically, comment both chapters. Otherwise, I'll be sad and I probably won't ever upload two chapters at the same time anymore.) :) On that happy note, enjoy chapter two of two!
Lilly's THOUGHTS
Why him? Why Jackson? My best friend's brother. A guy I've known for almost as long as I can remember.
Why now? Why just as I'm starting high school? A Freshman so can't fall for a Junior. There's something taboo about that, I'm sure.
Why this? Why these feelings? I'm not supposed to have the strongest crush I've ever had on Jackson.
Why them? Why boys? They make everything so freaking complicated.
And I think that that last question will never be answered. –le sigh- They should send a team of like...psychiatrists or something to figure out how boy brains work. I think Miley would wanna know about that too. She keeps calling me to complain about Jake acting weird. But not that I'm complaining or anything. I'm perfectly fine with listening to her drone on and on about Mr. Ego. Yeah, he's my friend, but sometimes I wonder if he's ever wished the whole world was filled with clones of himself...If that ever happened, boy would he be in for a shock. More then one Jake Ryan on the same planet? Bad. More then one Jake Ryan on the same country? Still bad. There doesn't need to be more then one of him! The whole world would fall into a pit of egotistical, stereotypical, popular...ical, actors. And the world already has enough problems without that.
Now...where was I again? –reads back through entry.- Oh. Right. Jackson. I really wish I knew why I liked him in the first place. He's just so... Jackson! And when I was younger, I never liked him much. But now...well, you get the idea.
And something I know? Miley can never know. If she knew that I liked her older brother... –shudders- I don't think it would go over well with her. First she'd freak about me liking him, then she'd freak at me for not telling her, and then the process would probably just repeat. And then I'd probably go end up becoming a hermit and living on the beach...or in a cave...or maybe even I'd learn to breathe underwater and go live with the dolphins! Yeah...Dolphins...Or I could always get a face transplant. Don't those usually work?