I hate how school interfers with my writing time. Haha. Anyway, I have two more chapters written after this one, so as soon as I can find the time to transfer the files, I'll update. :)
Miley's THOUGHTS
Lilly didn't know what to do.
Thanks a lot, bestest friend.
I hung out with Oliver and Lilly today. We went to the beach and got ice cream and ran and screamed, just like little kids. Just like the old days.
Those were the days.
You didn't have to worry about who-liked-who or love or any of those relationship dramas back then. The biggest concerns little, little kids had were what ice cream flavor to get and how many sand castles they could build in a day. Boys were icky. Life was so much easier when they had cooties. Girls could be friends without having to think about whether or not you were being backstabbed. Friendship was innocent; boys and girls included.
I miss those days. Now, when I look around, I see my high school. A pretty campus, yes, but that's spoiled by the fact that people can't go for a half a minute without saying curse words.
Being Hannah Montana is a lot of fun. I love performing. What I don't love? Competition. Especially when that competition makes sure you know that they hate you. –cough-Mikayla-cough-
My friends are great. Oliver and Lilly are the best. But now, sometimes Lilly and I get in fights. We always make up, but sometimes it takes a couple of days. And with Oliver...well...sometimes I just have to ask myself what the heck is wrong with me when I'm around him. I know he's my best friend and that we're just friends... and that's how I want it, right?
I really wish I knew what I want. I used to know that I liked Jake. Now, I have no idea how I feel about him anymore. I don't really know how I feel about anybody that isn't my family or Lilly.
Yeah, I miss the old days. I'll bet the world looks pretty different through five year old eyes. I'll bet it's a whole heck of a lot nicer.