Lucas' Thoughts

by shep-shep

Lucas contemplates his feelings for Peyton. My musings of what he is thinking and his actions.

AN: I don't own OTH or any of its storylines. This is just an idea of mine of Lucas' thoughts.

I have no idea who I am anymore. I used to be someone. I used to feel things. I used to write things. But know I don't. But know I can't. Until she came back into my life. Yet I still feel as though I have been walking around in a daze. Even though I'm writing again, I'm ready to wake up. But I can't. Not until I've learnt something. I already know what it is but I can't bring myself to do it at the risk of getting hurt by her again. The one whose mere presence inspired me to write again.

I have to break off my engagement and be with her. The one this ring was meant for. The one who deserves something better than this ring and its simple promise. She's the one I'm really in love with.

I'm ready to wake up now and take the day's first breath with her by my side.

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