Title: New Found Love
Synopsis: Adam gives Joan a gift telling her how he feels. Joan/Adam
Songs: Will You? – Payable On Death
Can't Go On – Good Charlotte
AN: I know its been a while but I've had major writer's block and the fact that I forgot about this story only until recently is why it's been so long.
Previously on Joan of Arcadia
….And with that Joan could hear her mother's foot steps fade away. Once she could no longer hear her mother's footsteps – or anyone else's she grabbed the package out of her bag and started to unwrap it. Intrigued to know it's contents.
With the greatest of ease Joan unwrapped the package. She didn't tear the paper away but slowly peel the tape that held it in place away until she was left with the paper. Unfolding it she realised that it was a CD.
Going over to her stereo she placed the CD inside and pressed play.
[Will You? P.O.D
See you sittin' next to
The window in the bedroom
She breaks down (breaks down)
Cryin' over something
And starin' into nothing
Afraid now (hey now)
Wanting, needing, haunting
Its killing me
Thinking what has happened
To live the life like that, man
I break down
It's fake now
When she first heard the music she didn't understand the meaning behind it.
Will you
Will you love me tomorrow?
So will you
Will you stay with me today?
Afraid and out of reasons
To fight the way she's feeling
She breaks down (breaks down)
Goin' through the motions
And holdin' onto hopes
And a dream now (somehow)
Shaken (shaken), mistaken (mistaken), forsaken (forsaken)
Its killing me
Wishing you can change
But he's always been the same
If you leave now
I'll drown
Will you
Will you love me tomorrow?
So will you
Will you stay with me today?
Will you
Will you be here tomorrow?
So will you
You'll remember yesterday.
But as she listened to the lyrics she began to understand what Adam was trying to say.
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday
This time I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry
This time, this time
I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time
I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry.
(3x)
Will you
Will you love me tomorrow?
So will you
Will you stay with me today?
Will you
Will you be here tomorrow?
So will you
You'll remember yesterday
By the end of the song she was in tears and realised that she felt the same way to. By the time the next song had started she was already down stairs and on her way to Adams.
"Joan, where are you going? Dinner's going to be ready soon?" Joan's mother said as Joan ran out the door.
"Out" was all she said and she was gone.
[Can't Go On – Good Charlotte
It
cannot be easy to forget you when I think about you, all the
time
I'll never know how I miss you when I never had you,
nevermind
I'll move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll
try, don't know why...what to do without you
can't go on, can't go
on
She made it to Adam's in record time and bolted around the back of the house to the shed, where Adam worked on his artworks. Wrenching the door open she had startled him while he was working.
It'd
be cool if we never met, if we never locked eyes
so fine! its then
I'd feel so happy not knowing you're so fine!
I'll move on, but
can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know why...what to
do without you
can't go on, can't go on
"Did you mean it?" She asked staring him down. She knew she was making him nervous.
"Jane, what are you doing here. What are you talking about?" Adam said as he tried to busy himself with his work, avoiding her gaze.
I
get so nervous when I'm around you, there's nothing I can say
I
wish you'd get out of my head, I think about you every day
I'll
move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know
why...what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on...without
you
She took a step closer, "Did you mean it? The songs on the CD?" she asked again adding emphasis to the question as she tried to search his eyes for the answer she was looking for.
He
took a step towards her, "Of course I meant it Jane. I've been in
love with you since day one."
And with that he kissed her as
they realised that they had both found love.
I'll
move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know
why...what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on
Okay. I hope y'all enjoyed the ending. I L-O-V-E the Joan/Adam ship! Please read and review and enjoy my other stories.
Thanks to for the lyrics to Will You? – Payable on Death and Can't Go On –Good Charlotte
