Obsession

Starring: Alicia/Chris Jericho (eventual), Shawn Michaels/Rebecca, Trish/Jeff, Lita/Adam, Randy/Samantha, Stephanie/Hunter.

a/n: …… ……

Chapter 9:

Shane had left the next day, I had missed him leave. Stephanie and Hunter left two days after that and Shawn, Rebecca and the kids had to go for Shawn's surgery to New York so they were gone. Leaving me with Chris, at first it was awkward but after a day we got to know each other and now two weeks later it felt like we'd known each other forever. I could move now which was a plus! There were rumours on the net that Shawn ran into Kyle and superkicked him, I'll ask him next time he calls. Back to today, it was early in the morning. San Antonio is gorgeous in the morning, bright skies, fresh air, it was nice. I headed to the kitchen and for once I was up earlier then Chris on this Tuesday. I grabbed some flour, and water and began to make pancakes, I was craving them.

The last two weeks have been long but I've changed, I'm stronger, I feel I can face anything, Chris thinks I'm still venerable and anyone can still take advantage, he's being over protective.

"You're up early!" Chris said as he walked into the kitchen.

"I know," I smiled. "I'm making pancakes."

"Let me make them," Chris said.

"No I'm making them," I grinned. "I can, I'm not in pain."

"I'm not worried about you, I'm worried about me, I'll have to eat them," Chris said as he sat down on the breakfast stool.

"Haha very funny," I said.

He looked good in the morning, his hair wasn't all done up but it was still spiking up, man he looked good. I made the pancakes and we ate and guess what? They were eatable.

"I get to make lunch," Chris said.

"Actually I was thinking we go for a pizza," I said.

"You sick of my cooking or something?" Chris asked.

"No I really feel like going out, or we can order pizza and go for a walk in the park?" I asked.

"Fine we order pizza and then walk, but we just had breakfast."

"I know we did, I need a shower."

"Want me to join you?"

"What me to tell Uncle Shawn you just said that?" I grinned playfully.

"No thanks, I don't want to be super kicked," Chris sighed, "Guess that's a no on the shower."

I laughed as I headed to the shower. It was all going great. Me and Chris I mean, no awkwardness, just being friends. I did fancy him, I know that now but it was hard. It was really hard to get past what Kyle had done. I grabbed my phone, one text, I read it : Hey hope your good, your official leave is over, but I can extend it, let me know. Shane.

I sighed. I didn't bother texting back, I was having a great day, why ruin it? We ordered pizza, we laughed some more, we joked around. A nice day, that's what my mother would have called it, but nothing's perfect.

We headed to the park and sat down on the bench.

"Today was fun," I smiled.

"It was," Chris agreed. "It's gorgeous here."

I nodded as I looked around. Green grass, beautiful flowers, a perfect romantic spot. I smiled as I looked at Chris, we were really close. His lips were really close to mine, I leaned into him and I was millimetres away.

FLASHBACK

"Jericho text you," he said. "He said: I had fun tonight."

"Probably with RAW," I replied casually.

"Lying bitch!" He shouted coming at me. "Are you cheating on me?"

Before I got a chance to reply, he slapped me across the face. I fell to the floor, he continuously kicked my ribs. All I was thinking was I'm gonna die tonight.

END OF FLASHBACK

I pulled back, tears were flowing from my cheeks. Chris looked at me, he hugged me tightly. I don't know what it was but I couldn't do it, I couldn't kiss him, I wanted to, I really did.

"I'm sorry," I whispered.

"It's ok," Chris said to me, he lead me home. I felt really weak.

I sat on the sofa at home, Chris sat opposite me.

"I wanted to," I said to him slowly.

"You don't have to explain," Chris said.

"I need to," I said to him, for his sake and mine. "I really like you Chris, a lot but I can't. I'm not ready for anything serious, I'm too tired for another relationship. I wanna be free again, I want to be young again. When I was young, I had Kyle controlling my every move, I want to have fun again but I don't even think I'm ready for that!" I cried more. I didn't realise what Kyle had done to me. He had broken me and hurt me so badly that I couldn't move on.

"I get it Allie," Chris said softly.

I hated it, I wanted him so badly but I couldn't have him. Everytime I got nearer to him I got flashbacks. It was probably because Chris and Kyle shared one thing, the hair. Every time I thought of Kyle, his hair was what came to my mind. I loved him so much and he hurt me, he hit me, probably cheated on me with Mickie.

"You want me to get you anything?" Chris asked.

"You're an amazing friend Chris, thank you," I said to him through the tears.

He hugged me again, which made me cry again. I hated feeling like this. I hated it.

"Allie relax, it's fine," Chris smiled to me. "Come on cheer up, how about you fix your face and stuff and I get us ice cream and we can watch a film."

I nodded, and headed upstairs. I grabbed my phone and texted Shane: I'll be back next Monday, off screen. Allie X

I sent the text and headed back downstairs. I sat beside Chris as he handed me a bowl of ice cream.

"Feeling better?" Chris asked.

I nodded, "Yeah I am and I've made a decision, to go back to RAW."

"Are you sure you're ready?" Chris asked.

"Yea I need to get back to normal," I smiled.

"I'm gonna be with you every step of the way," Chris said to me.

"Thank you," I replied to him as the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it," Chris got up but I followed him. There was no one there expect a vase, full of a bouquet of red roses. Chris picked it up, he brang it inside, there was a card.

On that card was the DX sign and a red cross over it.

My eyes widened. Chris put the flowers down. What did these flowers mean? What did the card mean? More confusion, what I didn't know was this was only the beginning.

A/N: Hey guys, hope you like this chapter:D Thanks for reviewing the last!

Veronica

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