Hey there!!!
Ok sooo I love everyone who reviewed even tho it wasn't that many…
But eh w/e
So this is chapter three….
In this chapter its present day.. oh yea if you guys couldn't guess ch. 2 was a memory
But this one is gonna be so cute!!!!
Yay!!
Oh yea by the way… big j didn't rape Roxas I was still deciding on that but he didn't.. that would just be odd…
So yea just to clear that up
Kk disclaimer shit blah blah!!
Be My Heroin, Be My Drug
Chapter 3
Cold as ice to the touch
The moonlight reflecting off his luminous face
The roses had left his cheeks
Leaving all color erased
The tears had stained his satin skin
And his faint breath was lost in the stinging wind
His countenance show no fail of brokenness
While the rain beats down hard
He cant escapes this loneliness
Darkness all around
No heat or warmth
No love or freedom
A cage in his own heart
Suffocating, struggling, crying
He reaches for something
Anything, everything
All is gone
All is dead
His heart stopping
His breathing slowed
New life awaiting him in the distance
New life…
Eternal life…
"Roxas! Please Roxas! Don't leave me!" axel was crying and beating on the window of the emergency room window. Pleading, he was pleading. Kairi crying into Namine's arms as Namine stared in disbelief through the window. Riku had his arm around Sora as the younger one weeped into Riku's chest.
Everyone was together everyone has someone, but axel was nothing he was the odd one out without Roxas. Axel needed Roxas. Roxas was Axel's best friend. Roxas was practically his brother. Axel loved Roxas with every part of his mind, heart and soul. Axel could not imagine a life with out Roxas. A life with out Roxas would be no life at all.
A doctor came out pulling the bloody gloves off his hands. The man was tall and had curly sand colored hair. As soon as he came out of the emergency room, axel and the rest came rushing up to him hammering him with questions like, 'is he alright?', 'what's the matter with him?', 'is he gonna live?', and things of the sorts.
The doctor threw up his hands and the crew silenced. He turned to axel, and began to speak, "there was a strange poison in the heroin he had taken, he is stable now, but…" the doctor hesitated and with deep remorse in his face he spoke again, "he might not make it through the night."
At that, axel felt his face heat up, and soon his weapons were flaming hot by his side. Riku immediately laced his arms with Axel's, and axel began to scream.
"Well why can't you fix him! You people are not worth anything! You are fucking liars! I'm gonna fucking kill you! You call yourself a fucking doctor and you can't even cure fucking poison!? I fucking hate you and I'm gonna rip your fucking skull out and feed it to your family!" axel was infuriated and Riku had a strong grip on him. The doctor simply said he was sorry and went back into Roxas's room. Axel was still screaming but he was soon losing breath and he was getting weak. He turned his head in fury and looked at Sora. Sora was crying. The brown-haired person was holding one arm and he looked into the dying down of Axel's green eyes. The green orbs were watering now as axel fell to his knees and Sora rushed over to comfort him.
Sora's' shirt was wet when axel finally stopped wailing and coughing through crying. Axel wiped his eyes, took the tissue from Kairi and wiped his face and nose, then stood up and went over to the window. Axel looked over to the boy he loved and sniffled a little. The boy looked peaceful and serene, despite his colorless body. The doctor was still in there doing what looked like test and Axel knocked on the window. The doctor looked up surprised and then walked over to the door and walked through.
"Do you think, I c-could just sit with him a while?" axel asked pathetically.
The doctor looked unwilling but Axel added a please and so the doctor finally answered," well I guess since nothing in the air or contact would hurt him, it might even do him well, but only one person. If he wakes from consciousness, press the emergency nurse button on the bed. It is red and blue. Please be careful."
Axel looked around at his friends and they all nodded and said that it was okay for him to go in.
Axel almost ran into the room, and quickly he was beside the bed and looking down at the fragile boy. Axel pulled up a chair to the edge of the bed, and took Roxas's small, cold hand into his larger hot hand. "Hey Roxas," axel said.
He continued," yea so what's up? Wow that was stupid, god I'm so stupid sometimes. Jees Roxas you should have came down and saw us sometime you know. We all missed you. But man you look so fucked up," axel chuckled.
It was a long time passed and Sora, Kairi, Riku, and Namine, were all sleeping in the chairs or in the other's lap. Axel had his head down on the bed, still holding Roxas's hand as he drifted off into sleep.
He had dreams, horrible nightmares. Nightmares of a life with out Roxas and ways that Roxas died. Ways that would never be possible, but they were there nonetheless. Axel screamed as he woke again with a start. He searched Roxas's face, and everything was the same. No sign of movement or life. The monitors seemed to be decreasing and Axel was getting discouraged when he saw that they were low, lower than he had ever seen on E.R. or House.
"Please Roxas…please Roxas don't leave me," axel pleaded as the tears began to fall down his cheeks.
He let his head down and began to kiss Roxas's little hand and plead for his life. It seemed like hours had gone by but it had only been a few minutes, and axle felt a small tug on his hand. Axel's head shot up and he looked at Roxas. Axel brought Roxas's hand to his mouth and kissed it as he asked Roxas to wake up.
A small wrinkle on his forehead, and a flutter of his eyelids, answered Axel's cries. Axel sat straight up and encouraged his friend more. Another flicker and more wrinkles and soon bright green orbs met clouded blue orbs. "axel?" Roxas said weakly and dryly.
Axel was ecstatic, he flung his arms around Roxas and cried and mumbled small words of 'thank god' and 'I love you'. Roxas lay still and spoke softly, "axel you're hurting me."
Axel froze and sheepishly he pulled back. Then he remembered the button.
"God Roxas I'm so happy you're alive," axel said as he pressed the red and blue button and saw the doctor and some other medical personels come in.
Axel was ushered quickly out of the room and was seated with his other four friends. The rest of the four woke instantly and began asking questions; axel was overloaded with questions as he answered them.
"Roxas please...please don't leave me,"
A familiar voice
He recognized that voice
He loved that voice
He adored that voice
He needed that voice, that being
His darkness was engulfed in flames
The flames burned long, hot and hard
Eternal life?
No, not yet
The fire burned it away
Darkness replaced with light
Pure light
Warm light
Keys to a closed cage
Freed from torture
Warmth spread through his body
The roses filling his cheeks
The tears of joy clean up the stain under his blue orbs
The rain now light and loving
It caresses his bright glowing face
His skin silky and smooth as satin once again
The fire inside him ignited once again
His joy and love being filled by the only being that could fill it
Eternal life?
Not without that voice
He loved that voice
He adored that voice
He needed that being
He loved that being
That fire…