Ah fuck. He's gone again. Well, he must be out selling that horrible shit. I took a swig off the top of my bottle of sake, wiping the spill that dribbled from the corner of my mouth. Rubbing my chin I can tell Kaoru has really been getting to me lately, I haven't shaved. It's not like me to ignore my appearance, but with the person I live with could one argue with me? Don't get me wrong, like i've stated before, I'm deadly in love with Kaoru. I guess that's why I've been so rough with him. When he started this abuse he was a totally different Kaoru..

Getting up off the couch I walk down to the basement, cringing at the horrible aroma that stung my nose. My fingers glide down the handrail as I descend the staircase. I look around, the very dark basement was dripping from the ceiling and small puddles of unfamiliar chemicals scattered around the floor. I look around the lab table, surgical tubing everywhere with discarded matchboxes off to the sides. Tears form at the rim of my eyes at first for the armoa, but soon migrate to worriness and missing.

The couch is down here? Since when? Sitting down on the historic mark in our lives I run my hand up and down the arms. This is the same couch where Kaoru and I first had our night together. It was cold that night, but the two of us would have never known. Sweat, body warmth, moans, pleas, love.. It was like a roller coaster, our minds weren't working right. The only thing I was thinking about during the whole expirance was how much I loved Kaoru.. How much taking him as my own ment to the both of us. After the explosion of estacy, he told me for the first time, 'Niisan... I love you..'.

I haven't heard those words in months. I guess I haven't exactly said it myself either. At least the feeling's still there, right? I guess I should probably make it up to him for yelling this morning.. I'll clean the lab for him.

Four hours after lab duty I've mopped the floors rid of whatever was puddling, cleaned the used matchboxes, emptied the trash, and to top it off I febreezed the couch. I'm begining to get a headache from the messed up concoction, so I'll lay down in my own bed. Upon entering my room, I look at the clock to notice how long it's been. Kaoru should have been home by now. I should leave him a note, saying that I got worried read:

Dear Kaoru,

Gomenasai for earlier, I didn't mean to yell. If there's anything I can do to make it up, let me know. I cleaned your lab, it was getting messy. Anyways, I'm sleeping in the bed, wake me up when you get home.

-Love Niisan

I walked to the bedroom, laying down and crashing out.

When Kaoru came home very, very late that night he skimmed my note over, having been in a rather good mood. This changed everything, he growled as he crumbled up the paper and rushed into the bedroom.

"Hikaru! If anything is messed up down there-so help me god!"

I sat up in bed and blinked, looking to my angery beloved.

"What are you talking about...?"

He took a few steps towards me, gritting his teeth.

"DONT. TOUCH. MY. LAB."

Giving the same glare right back at him, I got to my feet.

"Kaoru Hitachiin. Do you know who you're talking to?"

I skimmed his features over. Giving a groan I layed back in bed, realizing Kaoru was on the verge of being blazed again. He was just in his irritated junkie state right now. Even if I did pick a fight with him, it'd be worthless.

"..How was your night out?" I inquired.

"WHAT I-... wait how was my night out?"

"Hai..."

I could tell he was taken back by this, but I didn't feel like yelling at the moment. Kaoru's expression slowly moved from angery to confused to shameful and sorry.

"F-fine.."

I patted the bed and Kaoru sat at the edge. He layed down, looking at me.

"Y-you're not mad?"

"Well, should I be?"

"...I yelled at you..."

"I guess I'm a lil mad... But you're going to be high as a kite in a few moments. what's the use?"

"Hikaru.. I'm still a person. I can still have conversations."

I nodded, agreeing with whatever he said to shut him up.

"Hikaru... W-while I was out... I-i saw Har-"

"SHIT! I forgot to call Mom!"

I jumped up out of bed, knowing I'd get a lecture and an ask to visit. I can't show them Kaoru at this point of life! Hell, they can't come over because of the meth lab downstairs! I pick up the phone, and dial mom's cell number.

"Oh hey mom! Sorry I didn't call til now... What? No mom.. No, you don't need to check in on us-we're perfectly fine! ...Giving us our inheritence? But you and dad are still ali-... oh... oh i see... okay than... I love you too mom.. with all my heart... i'll see you soon."

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Didn't see THAT one coming, huh?

IMPORTANT NOTE

I no longer have a cowritter for this fiction. It seems every time I try to get one, they quit or I don't hear from them after a while.
I'm currently looking for help on this fiction, it has alot of potential and a great plot.
ANYONE can help! If there is more than one offer for cowritting, I'll set up chapter submissions so everyone can write a chapter. [even if you come in after i have a cowritter, i'll add you to the list]
the story will be posted on my account. i will give you my password, please please PLEASE keep yourself trustworthy(I.E leave my other fictions and profile ALONE)
if this fiction works out I will make another account for the people who have worked on this fiction, and we can continue to work on stories together.

Thank you! R&R!