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Chapter 6: Who Knew It Would End Up This Way?
"…Well, that was a first, and I never figured we would get to home base that soon…and even without flesh on flesh contact," Axel sat in the quad with Roxas laying on his back, trying his best to get the memory of what they had just done out of his head; Axel was just as happy to sit and smoke, "You know kid, I've only read about things like that, but believe me, the "real" thing, oh boy, I could tell you stories I've heard of the stuff people have used for their first time of doing the "real" thing."
A cloud of circling smoke curled around his head as he tilted his head back and blew off a steady stream; his eyes looked over to Roxas who had been quiet since the whole incident. He was thinking over how he was going to explain the wet stain in his pants to his Mom, if she was home.
In the back of his mind, he had felt released, like he could finally come out, "…When can we do it again?" they were the first words that left his mouth as he felt down in the area to see if he was dry enough to walk home without his Mom asking too many questions, "When can see each other like that again…?"
Axel nearly choked on the cigarette in his mouth as he waved off the smoke that was threatening to create a grey halo around Roxas' head, "Damn kid, you sure are one horny little boy aren't you? Thinking about banging again so soon after getting it once already? Don't you want to take me out for a date first and get to know me first before we go moving to third base again?" he could've laughed at the scarlet red of embarrassment painted across Roxas' face like a neon sign as he pulled him up into his lap, sitting the boy in between his legs as he put the cigarette out, "…We can do it soon enough…let's just get to know one another first, I'm sure you wouldn't be opening your legs up for the first guy that comes along to prove you are gay…I did that once and got hurt."
Roxas looked up at the man's face, he could read the hurt on his face, maybe, just maybe, Roxas wasn't alone in his pain of a miserable life; his hands brushed up against the top of the man's legs, "…I wasn't aware you cared, and I wouldn't just lie back, open my legs and let some random guy take advantage of me…now that I'm aware of where I stand…I want my first time to be special, and with the person that can fulfill me…vanquish my pains, and make me forget about the Hell I have to go home to…" he didn't want to admit that he was ready for the next step in this kind of relationship, they had only just made out in the locker room; he had done just what he had said he wouldn't do for any random guy, "…Damn it."
"What's wrong?" the man's hands wrapped around the boy's waist as he played with the hem of his shirt, making it dance, "Forget your pride back among the innocent lockers?"
Roxas softly chuckled as he rolled his eyes at the man's sarcastic remark, "…No, I just realize I'm a hypocrite," he buried his face in his knees out of sheer and utter embarrassment.
"What do you mean? When did you ever become a hypocrite?" he pulled the boy's head off his knees so his eyes were staring up at his, "I've known you for almost a week, and I haven't seen any of that in you."
"I just contradicted myself, I said I would never just lie back, open my legs and let some random guy take advantage of me," he faintly chuckled as he nervously bit on his lower lip, "…I did that back in that locker room, I let you, some random guy, take advantage of me lied back against the lockers, with legs fully open that had been around your waist, take advantage of me."
It was now Axel's turn to laugh out loud as he pulled Roxas down with him as Axel laid on his back on the quad, grabbing Roxas' legs and spreading them spread eagle, "Okay, so that was a contradiction, but don't you think it would've looked like THAT!" he watched and listened as he felt Roxas trying to pry his playing fingers off his thighs as tried to close them among his swearing and screaming, but listening to him was like listening to an angel, "It wasn't a contradiction if they weren't open like they were just now."
"YOU ASSHOLE!" he would've slugged him if he wasn't laughing so hard, but the laughter ended as the sight of his friends walking up and seeing him in the awkward position made him numb, "…Shit."
Olette was showing signs of pure embarrassment as she tried to not to giggle so much as the sight of Hayner hurling up in the bushes among the snapping sounds of Pence's camera went off, "So Roxas, you model this position off with, I'm guessing this guy is your boyfriend, often?" the camera shuttered open and close quickly as it caught an almost flip book effect of Roxas scrambling off Axel to retrieve the friend's camera.
"PENCE, GIVE ME THE DAMN CAMERA!" Axel was clutching his sides as he watched the sight of his possible boyfriend chasing down possibly dangerous photos, and he knew it had to end as he grabbed Roxas around the waist.
"…Come on Roxas, let him have his fun…we'll just call it our first memories…as…" he purred in softly against his ear as his hands started slipping lower, "…a couple…isn't that right, sweetie?"
Roxas would've decked him had he not felt aroused by the man's hands hovering over the same place he had been wet moments before, he became unaware to Pence's camera snapping. The two boys spent time on the quad, getting lost in one another, playing at one another's clothes, and poking around playfully, not wanting to scare Roxas' friends with too much stuff. If asked, they would willingly pose for any possibly steaming photos.
Axel heard Pence ask for one for the girls, "Okay, I want you guys to kind of do a position you guys are comfortable in, especially Roxas, since I'm sure you guys aren't that close yet."
Roxas wanted to turn three shades of grey at Pence's request, but Axel's hands around him made him comfortable, "…I won't make you do this if you don't want to…" Axel softly purred the words up against Roxas' ear, but he soon enough felt Roxas hands undoing the man's belt, button holding the pants closed and the zipper down as he slid them down to below his hips, "…Roxas?"
The man soon found himself down on the quad floor, being straddled by the blond, his own pants undone as well as he laid down upon him, grinding his hips up against the man's, "…Let's just get it on and done…Pence will never ask for the shots again…and after this, you owe me dinner out, and your life story," he nipped at the man's pulse point as he almost flinched as he felt his own flesh rubbing up against Axel's, "…As soon as this shoot is over…we need to get rid of this growing problem you have with plants in your pants."
Axel lightly laughed as he brushed his lips into the boy's as he reached his hands up around his hips, moving the pants, and even fabric barrier down a little more; Pence was snap happy today for some reason as he saw that flesh was being revealed, "Okay, good shots…Thanks guys!"
Roxas was still lost in the man but the cold whipping of wind up his backside made him realize that he had given the camera a little more then it had bargained for as he scramble off the top of Axel, "…Wha…Wha…What exactly were you doing?!" he only had time to pull his boxers and jeans back up before Axel had him pounced and tackled back to the quad floor, "Axel?!"
"…I was just give the people what they wanted and I think, you, need a little help in a particular department that could maybe use another visit to the Locker Room?" he rolled his hips over the boy's again as he heard him gasp, "Or is this too fast?"
"…I'm not gonna be able to walk home if we do it against the Lockers again," he sat up as he brushed his lips in against Axel's again, his fingers curling around the man's wrists as he brought them up behind Roxas' back, "I'm going to have to get cleaned up if you're going to take me out for our first date, and being all stinky, sweaty, and possibly a little turned on isn't going to look good at dinner."
Axel wasn't sure who this kid was, if he had two sides him, a side that played the role of innocent, cute, naïve, never been laid, and the other side that played the role of banging up against the lockers, rolling in the sheets, toys being used; whatever and whoever he was, he knew this time, he wasn't going to get used like he had back then, "So, you going to invite me over to wash up too, or are we just going to meet somewhere to go to dinner?" his lips chastely combed over Roxas' as he knew the boy would almost go five more rounds of tongue wars.
Roxas faintly nodded as pushed his lips around Axel's as he tingling wormed his tongue in as he smirked at the man's reaction, "Six o'clock work for you, Twilight Diner…?" he tongued him again as his knee pushed up between the man's legs as he felt the man nearly fall on him, "I'll take that as a 'Yes'?"
"…I told you before, you keep playing this playful kitten stunt and I'm gonna have to rape you," Axel was trying to keep himself composed and was failing miserably, "Alright, it's a date…wear something fitting…who knows, maybe tonight you'll get lucky."
The blonde's face almost turned beet red as the man helped him up, his eyes watched the hips swagger away which just made his inner senses quake to have done what he was threatening the boy, but something interrupted him, "What is it now?" his mood turned sour as he pulled out his phone, an all too familiar face and name appeared on the caller I.D., "…I told you, asshole, we're through, you weren't gay then, and you as Hell aren't gay now."
The phone found a new home at the bottom of the school fountain as the Caller I.D. photo of a mullet styled dirty blonde, flashing a less then tasteful gesture stayed on the screen until the water finally water logged the phone, "…You can run, Axel, but you can't hide. You belong to me, and that's going to be that."
"Give him up, you've moved on and found that you are gay for guys…so what if it was some harmless prank back then, you've got someone else," the woman that slinked up behind the dirty blond, she could've been Namine's double, but older, and just as dark at getting her way, "…He's got nothing on what I can offer you…"
Her kisses seemed to trail up along his neck as he shoved her off, "Get out of my bed, and out of my life, Larxene, I'm going after Axel, you can find someone else to lay," the voice trailed off as clothes flew onto the figure's body, and his bedroom slamming behind him, "…Not one leaves me, Demyx, Captain of Twilight College's Basketball Team, they'll learn to be mine…"
Women are like dangerous snakes, provoke them enough, they'll strike, Larxene wasn't like any other snake, as soon a man told her to get out of his bed and life, she was on to the next man; her fingers speed dialed a number, "…Hey Xaldin, its Larxene, you free…Oh…you are really free then…hee, hee, I'll be over in five minutes…be in the ready position when I get there or else this is off," her phone snapped shut as she set about redressing and heading for her next victim, "I'm getting some if it means having to sleep someone else."
Home is where sanctuary is, Roxas figured he would come home to silence, alone, and a note pinned to the fridge, but this time, "Hello sweetie, glad to see you're home, come over and meet your soon to be Daddy?" her voice was the one thing he didn't want or needed to hear.
"Mom, what are you doing here?" he tried to make an excuse to escape upstairs and to get ready to meet with Axel, this was the first time ever in so long that he had been happy, actually happy, not that fake created, plastered on cheesy smile happy he had been with Namine, "Who is he?"
He shifted from the sofa as his face started to come into light, his face looked like someone who had an ego as big as the Greek God who was in love with himself, everything about him seemed like it had been molded like a God, "Hey kiddo, my name is---"
"Mom, can I speak to you in private," Roxas' eyes darted to the office as his mom huffily got up as she took a moment to grab a piece of her gentleman caller's posterior; the door slammed shut as the war of words began.
Words were thrown about angrily as the sound of his Mother's hand contacting with his face as her voice rang out, "GET OFF YOUR SELF ABSORBED EGOTISICAL SELF CENTERED LITTLE PRICK OF AN ATTITUDE YOU'RE CARRYING AROUND, NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU BESIDE THE BLOND HEADED BIMBO OF A SLUT YOU HANG WITH. YOU WILL TREAT THAT MAN WITH RESPECT, AND WHO KNOWS, HE MIGHT EVEN BECOME YOUR FATHER!"
"…That bastard will never be my Father," Roxas left the room as he stormed up the stairs, slamming his door shut as his stereo was cranked up loudly as the sounds of a sad sounded song started to play out, "…Why won't it end?"
It was well after six when his Mom and the man she was claiming would become his Father had left, Roxas had fallen asleep listening to songs that could only be considered depressing, "…What time is it?" his eyes were shot with fear as he saw the time, it was two hours pass the time he had promised to meet Axel, "SHIT!"
Axel stood outside the dinner waiting and waiting; he was willing to wait as long as he needed, but as the time dragged on and the owner told him they were closing up early, "Its cool, I've probably should've been home hours ago anyway," Axel's steps walked down the sidewalk as he watched the streetlights flickering around him; he felt like every girl who has ever gone on a first date, he felt he had been stood up, "…You said you'd be here at six, you were the one who set the time and place, I guess you really aren't ready."
Roxas raced down the sidewalk from his house, his hair still damp from the shower and the night air was coming on cold as his clothes looked like shambles, nearly tripping over his half assed attempt at tying his shoes. The moment he came upon the Diner and saw that no life existed in it, "…No…" his head hung low, every part of his body language almost read as if he would break into tears, there was no stopping them once they began to fall, "…He's probably gone now…probably thinks I'm nothing less then the one that betrayed him before.
I'm worthless, I'm of no value to anyone…even my own Mother thinks I should just get along with whatever jackass she brings home, if I was to disappear, would miss me?
"Now I know how the girl feels when she's forgotten on a date," Axel's hand found it's way onto Roxas' shoulder as he watched the boy slowly recover, "…Kind of rejected, used, and a little upset that her guy couldn't think enough to call her to tell her they had to reschedule."
"…Sorry if the girl got stood up, the guy had a situation at home that could make or break his life as he knows it," Roxas' face turned upwards towards Axel's, the mark from his Mother's hand, the bands from her rings had left an impression on his face, "Could the girl ever forgive the guy for standing her up?"
Axel's face fell crestfallen at the marks brought on the boy's face as he traced one, but he watched Roxas painfully flinch at someone touching them; he helped him up as he brought him close to him, resting the boy's face against his chest, "…In this case, I'm sure the girl is willing to make an exception," he felt lower then dirt at this moment as he felt the boy's tears staining up his top, "I think its time we just called it a night."
Roxas rubbed his face against the man's chest, "What about our dinner date…you were going to tell me your life story," he seemed worried that their plans were now ruined, but the man's hands around his face and his lips upon his own answered it all for him, "What kind of answer was that?"
"The only kind that answers everything, come on," Axel took Roxas' hand in his own as he walked them along the sidewalk back towards his place, "Home sweet home, I know its not much, but its home."
