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Disclaimer: Though I can not name who all they belong to (other than SCI FI and MGM), Stargate and it's charcters are surprisingly not mine. I KINDA wish they belonged to me, but I wouldn't pay a million buck& (s) for them. THOUGH I DO LOVE THEM! SQEEE!!!! Phewm now that's over with, after I'm done using them, I will return them. Though they might be in bad shape! Backs up against a wall NOT MINE!!!!!

Title: Silver Tears part 2: Forcible love

Chapter: 7: Zillah

Story Summary: It happens again. But This time worse.

Chapter Summary: Sam becomes a Keres. Not Really. She becomes worse. She becomes a Zillah. Worse than the Goa'uld. Worse than anything you could ever imagine.

Chapter Rating: M

Warnings: Death (Not Major, will not really), Rape, (but not graphic images), Murder, Major Charater Whumping and Major Character Victim-er Language (I hate cursing but it jut seemed to fit. I put just so ya know! ;-P

Author's Note: Not my usual style, so sorry! And in case I haven't said this is other chapters, this is probably going way AU, but you choose what you wasny it to be. I just want you to be happy! ;-P Hope this is long enough and you enjoy!... (PS I know this is not flowing not pointing fingers and I understand that. I swear I will fix up part 1 and I will try to tie this up into a actual stories!!!! Sorry!)

Author's Note 2:I know I don't give thank you's for reveiws, so I just wanna let everyone know, I really appreiciate them and luv ya guys! HUGS AND GIVES A COOKIE please keep reveiwing!!!!

Author's Note 3: I don't know where I'm going with all this. I used too. But when the alien came it kinda screwed things up. I will try to figure something out, but if you guys could help me that would be awesome! Please and Thank You! And if you haven't seen my little note on my page, I'm going to be starting a story where I start it out and you guys send me the next chapters, etc. Read it and it will make more sense! LOL. Now, on wiht the story!

Author's After Thought: O! O! I got an idea! Forget the warning at the beginning of the story! I have another idea, which Jack fans should like better! 'K, now REALLY on with the story!

Important Note: The times may not be right. Suck it up and deal with it! Or. as my dad would say, Grin and bear it! ;-P Anyway, I will try to put the times I meant next to them. Just so ya know. CENTRAL TIME YA'LL! DON'T KILL ME FOR IT!!! (haha) looks around nervously

SV the Muse: Have No fear, SANCIA VALARA THE MUSE is here!

GOSH! YEAH! YOU'RE BACK:-D

SILVER TEARS PART TWO: FORCIBLE LOVE

Turns out, all that went wrong was the science lab trying a new experiment, and Sergant Shel'be 'accidentily' touched something she wasn't supposed to, causing the 'thing' to blow up, thus making the ground shake, the lights go out, and when they did Shel'be dumped hot coffee all over herself. Not very interesting.

Sigh, well, what did she expect? To find out that the alien had done something bad or that something more worse was gonna happen? Guess not.

To bad, though. She HORRIBLY needed action!

Ugh! My goodness, she was so bored. She wasn't allowed to leave base. No one was. They were on lockdown.

She didn't know why, but she didn't really care.

She was just so bored. Had she metioned that already? Probably, but did she also tell you, she didn't care?

'Must be the hormonenes talking' Sam thought. Then he came in. He being the hot alien with the curly, shadowed-colored hair, and the soft green eyes, and that build of his...

"Hello, Samantha." He said. His voice was so rich and so soft that Sam had to answer to it.

"Hello. How do you know my name?"

"How could I not? In all my 33 earth years, I have not seen or met, or heard of someone so beautiful!"

Sam blushed. Not even Matt or Jack had said that to her. It sounded good. Thoose eyes were tugging at her soul, making her move toward the alien. He leaned in closer, she leaned in closer...their lips almost touching...

"Ohmygosh! Ohmygosh! OH MY GOSH!!!! I am sooooooo sorry you guys! I think...I think I'll just leave now!"

"Daniel!" Sam screamed, furious with the archoligiest. How dare he inturrept? She was about to kiss Raanan and... WHOAH! Hold up a sec here, did she just call him Raanan? How the heck did she know his name? How the heck did she even know that was his name? And why did she reconize him? He seemed so familier...then he lent down and kissed her, a long, deep, loving kiss. How come his kisses even seemed familier? Mmmmmm...but she was enjoing in. But what kinda hipacret was she? She had made love to Jack and Matt, Jack didn't know she was carrying his baby, Matt may be in jail for the night, an here she was kissing an alien? Wow. And one she got a weird feeling about. But, it was enjoyable. But she didn't feel like these were her feelings.

Then he lent out of the kiss.

"How far along are you?" 'Raanan' asked.

"Mmmm...I don't know, about, three and a half monthes?"

"Oh."

"Oh?" "Yeah, well, that means you won't have the baby for another-" He paused, "Six in a half-five in a half monthes?" She smiled. "Something around there." "Why?"

"Oh, I don't know. Just wanted you to come with me to my world when the rest of your team does, to trade." He added in a hurry. "The general would never let me. Not like this. But I really want to go, sigh." WHAT!!!! Sam did NOT want to go. Repeat: She did, aboslutly, want to go! NO! Not! She did NOT want to go! UGH! Something was not right. She hasn't felt this out of it since-since-the Keres incident!

Oh. My. Gosh. Was it coming back? Was it? BING! She had an idea. Was this the guy who-no couldn't be. Could it? She felt the baby inside her kick for the fist time. She gasped. Raanan wipped his head around to look at her, "Samantha, are you okay?" "Fine. Maybe You should go?" She suggested. "Um. Okay then. I'll stop by later." He moved his hand to swipe the stray hair off her face, while in the process kissing her on the forhead, then left. Maybe this wasn't such a bad day after all.

Tuesday, Sunday 8, 2001 1800 hours (6:00 central time?)

Raanan's Journal

How dare he inturrept! The d archoligiest! Samantha was finally again with him and he inturrepts! I will get him, even if its the last thing I'll ever do! Either way, I will make my move. Maybe not at the moment. But I will. Maybe after the baby. Maybe not. Yes, I will. But I will have to wait! NO! I will speed it up. I will inject her. She will give birth to her child in a few days after I inject her! Then I will make my move. I will give her the shot again and she will once again become a Keres. But worse. She will be seducive, and much more. She will be the Zillah, the worst thing ever created, ever imagined.

I can't wait.

I am going down to the infirmary now.

There she is asleep.

I will have to stop writing, but mark my words, I will tell you about it.

Then he injects her with the serem.

She wakes up to a blinding mass of dizzeness, wondering what exactly had happened. Sam was in pain. Alot of pain. She could tell her baby was going to be born soon, though she didn't know how, since she had only had been carrying the baby for about four monthes. She could hear screaming in the back of her mind. Not just screaming, but blood-curdeling screams. From babies to adults, kids to teenagers. She could hear it. Barely. What she could hear gave her a headache, but yet she enjoyed the screaming of the innocents.

Then she heard a real scream. Next to her. Was that the doctor's scream?

"Sam? Sam? Are you okay dear? Are you with me?" She heard Janet ask. Then she felt a cold washcloth against her head. She tasted a tangy, yet delicious taste in her mouth.

"Sam? Answer me! Can you hear me?"

She groaned. She was screaming in Sam's ear. So Sam screamed back, "Yes Janet! I am fine!" She opened her eyes and laughed at what she saw. The doctor had fallen over a instrumental tray and spilled everything all over the floor.

"Gosh Sam! Scare the nice doc will ya?" She heard a voice at the door. She looked over. It was the Colonel. Great. The Teal'c came in. Her fury raged when she saw Daniel come in last. Then she heard a gasp. "Sam! What happened?" Daniel rushed over and touched her forehead. "Get away from me B!" Sam screamed and pushed him away. He fell on top of Janet, who was trying to get up, but both were now lying on top of all the instruments.

"Carter!" Jack rushed over. "Take it easy!" All calmness and love flooded over her as she saw who came in. "Raanan!" She screamed. "Carter!" Jack said, covering her eyes. "Major Carter, did he tell you his name?" Teal'c wondered, raising an eyebrow. "Uh-Yeah. Sure. Let's go with that." She forced a smile. Jack scowled. "Leave!" He ordered 'Raanan'. "Me?" Questioned Raanan. "Yes You!" Jack yelled. "Who are you to tell me what to do?" 'Raanan' said, stepping up to Jack. "The second in command of this base and the one keeping you here!" Jack said, now face to face with 'Raanan'. 'Raanan' did not step down. "So? I have my freedom, and you could kill me for all I care! But I am not leaving here, and you do not have a say in the matter!" "Wanna bet?" Jack said, missing 'Raanan', when he tried to punch him. 'Raanan' ducked and scurried over to Sam, and kissed her. The kiss got deeper, and deeper, until they almost swallowed each other.

Jack took out a gun he had been carrying, and emptied the gun into the man that was kissing his CO. Or used to be CO. She was leading the kisses he saw. He also saw the horried looked on 'Raanan's' face when she made him kiss her deeper, and when she started unbottoning her shirt.

'Raanan' landed on the floor, into a bloody mess. Jack felt his pulse. "Dead." Jack stated. Then, "Doc," and he simply left. The little docter scurried over to the man and started yelling to her staff. They hurried out of the room, leaving Teal'c to ran after Jack yelling, "Colonel O'Neill!", and Daniel to scowl at her and run after Jack.

Sam grined an evil grin. She laughed to herself.

Her day just got a whole lot better.

Wednesday, Monday 9, 2001 0300am (3:00am central time)

Sam's Journal

I killed today. It felt good the blood all over me. The blood in my mouth when I bit him, over and over again. I chewed on his fleshed, though no one knew.

I killed today. I killed Raanan. I made that jealious son of a b Jack kill Raanan.

Yes. It felt very good. The taste, the feeling. I want to do it again. But to who?

Daniel. Yes. Get him back for what he did to me. He interrupted me and Raanan. I was so close. So very close. That clumsy archeioligist and his bad timing really stink. But that's okay. I'll have my kill. Kill Daniel and anyone who gets in the way of that. That's my promise to you. I will kill that-

Sam closed her journal and looked up at the door.

"Time of death, 0327 (3:27am central time)." Said a very tired Dr. Janet Fraiser.

"Go to bed." Sam ordered Janet. "You look like you could use it."

Janet smiled. "Thanks. I think I will. I just came to tell you and check up on you."

"And the guys wanted to know what happened with me and how I knew Raanan's name. And probably everything else, to. Well, tell them to suck it up, 'caus I ain't tellin'!" Sam stated solidly. Janet sighed. "Just, get some sleep." She order Sam. "You too." And Janet turned off the lights and walked off.

Just how she liked it. Dark. She liked darkness. The coolness and depths. And most of all, the shadows and secrets darkness held. Secretive. She closed her eyes and drifted off into a deep sleep.

Sam's Dream

Sam held the staff high. "Jaffa, KREE!" They obeyed her, because they feared her. Everyone did. She was the most feared person in the galaxy an out. The only one who wasn't scared of her was Ba'al. He was her mate. He obeyed her commands, did everything she ordered him to do, but he did not fear her. He would be nothing without her.

The whole galaxy (inside and out) would be nothing without her.

SG-1 stood in front of her. Colonel Mitchell, then Vala, Dr, Jackson and Teal'c.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"We have come bearing gifts!" Exclaimed Vala.

"You haven't." Stated Sam.

"Oh, yes we have. But you see we can't seem to get to them to give them to you, since you're buddies took our bags away from us. You could go look if you want-"

"Shut up!" Sam snapped, making everyone in the one, except herself, jump."I will have none of this nonsense! Jaffa, take those-poor excuses for human beings out of my sight! Take them to a seprate cell each! And if the humans protest once, you will be killed!" Sam ordered the Jaffa.

"You used to be one of us poor excuses!" Yelled Mitchell.

That would've struck hard if she wasn't a Zillah.

She had been having dreams like this ever since Raanan had died. At first, it hadn't worried her, but when it kept happening, it started worring her.

I means, who would ever like Ba'al? She thought. She knew she never would. She had only one man. And that man was Jack.

Speaking of Jack- Jack came walking in the door.

"What the he did you do to me?" He yelled at her.

"I have no idea what you're talking about, sir." Sam said innocently and added a smile for an after effect.

"The he you do! You did something to me Carter, and I'll take it to General Hammon if you don't tell me!"

"I didn't do aynthing sir!"

"The truth!" Jack screamed at her. She was angry.

"Fine! I hate every living thing on this base except you and I want to kill everyone! But I wanted you to do Raanan for me! Happy, sir?" She streched his rank.

Jack's face turned red and got this screwed up looked on his face. He stormed out of the room. Sam waited for what she knew was coming. She heard Jack's footsteps coming back. He stormed into the room, face still red and screwed up.

"Why don't you just add a pink, flying unicorn while you're at it?!" He screamed.The stormed off again.

"Be careful what you wish for!" She yelled back. The she heard him yell out and she laughed. This was going to be fun.

A week later, Sam was cradling a baby boy her her arms. Everyone was surprised when she had her baby so soon, but they were even more surprised when Sam was weighed at about one hundred and twenty pounds. Not very healthy, the doctor said, but also not very common. Though some people on base weren't much heavier.

"Get this thing out of my sight!" Sam ordered.

"Major Carter?" Teal'c questioned, rasing an eyebrow.

"I said, GET THIS THING OUT OF MY SIGHT!" Sam said, practicly throwing the baby at Daniel.

"Sam, I don't think this is a good idea-" Daniel protested.

"It's my baby, therefore I shall chose what to do with her. It would be cruel to kill it, so get rid it! I never want to see it again!"

"See the Carter I know wouldn't do anything like that. Nor would she have her baby at about four monthes pregant or weigh one hundred-twenty pounds after two days of giving birth to a 5 pound premie baby!" Jack said, talking to, about, Sam since the 'Raanan Innocdent' as people were calling it.

"Well, maybe I'm not the same Carter!" She argued back.

"Probably not." Jack agreed, sinking back into a 'silent state'.

She scowled.

Janet cut in, "Okay. You will need to atleast put on ten more pounds before I think it's safe for you to go through the gate."

Daniel carried the baby away, followed by a stoic Teal'c, and a grim looking Colonel.

"And it will be a few day before you can leave my infirmary. Now get some sleep!" Janet ordered.

Sam grabbed a sharp untensil off the tray and threw it at Janet's back. It hit her right between the shoulder blades, making her fall to the floor with a grunt. Blood spilled everywhere. Sam got up out of bed, dragged the good doctor away and put her under a bed in the corner of the infirmary, a bed which was never used, thus getting cleaned. So it was a perfect spot to hide her body.

She wasn't dead yet, so Sam stabbed her with some sharp instruments she found with the doctor.

Sam felt for a pulse, and didn't find one, so she was satisfied. She licked the bloody instrument and put it in her pocket, she would use it again, very, very soon.

Author's Note:

Not as long as I wanted it to be (wanted it longer), I intended to bring Matt back in in this chapter, but I don't fell like it, and I felt bad about making you wait so long. So here's a few things I'll clear up for you:

1. Her dreams are not present time. They are just dreams that might come true. wink wink Or not. MUHAHAHAHAHAHA

2. Sam is not a vampire.

3. Sam is acting different, I know. But that's because she was shot with that serem stuff. 'K?

4. The names that are not orginal characters are mostly real. I go to bored (dot) com and got to name central. But some of them I do make up. The one's in this chapter are real. Here's the link to look them up if you'd like: (or if you want to give me name suggestions ;-) Like baby names! NOT ANY SG-1 MEN BTW!) (don't sue me bored(dot)com!)

5. I will npt post anymore chapters for a while, beacause I need more room for documents, so I am going to try to clear the first chapter up a bit. 'K?

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