Sorry it took so long to update…I had personal issues with the person who is somewhat the Sasuke here in this story. Let us just say that all hell broke loose and I could not even glance at this because of it. Now I am stronger and things are getting better again, so more to come!
This is my second fanfic and I really hope you would review so I would know whether to continue this story or not…There is a special reason why I like it but let us keep it a secret ;) Sorry for possible grammatical errors. SAY HELLO TO THE FRUITY SMUT!
Pairing: Sasuke x Naruto
Summary: Naruto was absolutely lost. What will happen when he ends up in a band and meets this angst ridden raven haired Sasuke and tastes him and his world? (SasuNaru, Rated M) REVIEW, should I continue or not?
Disclaimer: I have no rights over the characters or what so ever (do not sue me Mr. Kishimoto), I am just loaning them and returning to the rightful owner (Mr. Kishimoto). I just own the story, do not plagiarize – it is based on a true story. I will bite your head off if you try.
You see, when you like someone from the bottom of your heart, only the time spend with that person counts. That is how it was for Sasuke at least. All he could think of was Naruto; his lips, eyes, hands…everything.
He so hoped that the other boy would feel the same but the frustration started to show its ugly effects on him. Sasuke was tensed up and sulking over the stupidest things and Naruto felt cornered all the more. Giving space was harder for the Uchiha than he had thought. Yet, their relationship grew deeper without them realizing it. More kissing, more touching.
Naruto was still clueless how he should proceed with everything and it was shown in his behaviour. He and Sasuke were almost lovers inside the four walls but outside was different. Naruto was using Sasuke and Naruto knew it himself.
One day they walked through the busiest street in the whole city together and Sasuke gathered his whole courage for this one thing; he took Naruto by the hand. The whole little incident made Sasuke so happy that he almost fainted - to hold the hand of his most beloved person. Unfortunately Naruto did not feel the same.
Naruto panicked that someone they knew would see them and then he would be labelled as taken instead of single. Selfishly he took his hand away so that he could find his phone which he did not need. He just wanted to break free from the grasp. Sasuke did not say anything; he just swallowed the hurt like he always did.
Sasuke decided not to give up yet so he took Naruto's hand once more. Naruto did not know what to do since he did not expect it. Then the drummer of one of his favourite bands popped out of nowhere before them. He smirked towards the boys and Naruto felt all the air escape him.
This was the case he was afraid of the whole time. It felt awkward and he hated it. Naruto took his hand away vigorously and turned his gaze away from Sasuke. Sasuke did not try to take his hand anymore that day. A cold rejection is a one thing but this…this was more painful than death itself.
Time passed but nothing really changed. Sasuke never got the answer he needed since sometimes Naruto led him on and the other times he did the opposite. Sasuke was at a loss. He wanted to date the other boy so bad he was loosing his mind.
Naruto was gentle and amazing but showed affection only when no one was around. He was kind of daring too, making Sasuke wear a skirt and taping it with his video camera. The most embarrassing thing was the fact that, when wearing the skirt, Sasuke had the most massive hard on anyone could ever have.
Naruto was good at seducing and playing with the young Uchiha but he was still sexually quite timid. It took some time before Naruto had the courage to unbutton Sasuke's pants and slide his hand inside. Yes, Naruto panicked so much that he had to ask how to do "it" and whether he was good at it or not. Naruto was not really fond of jerking himself off so he did not have hardcore experience on the subject.
The thing that bothered Sasuke the most was that Naruto treated himself as a kid although they were almost eighteen. Naruto felt bothered by his own body although Sasuke thought it was amazing. Naruto hated that he himself did not have muscles and that he had girly figures.
He did not want to see himself as a sexual being - just Naruto. Yet, he did the opposite from time to time. Sometimes he was worst than a prostitute and most of all; he was a teaser. Naruto was actually two persons; the both ends of the same line. Sasuke kind of liked it, but then again it made him insecure about himself.
Sasuke was not the only one pondering these things…Naruto had had lots of sleepless nights over the matter but he had decided - touching was not enough. No, it was, but he graved for more. Sasuke would be a safe choice; someone who would like him just the way he was. Naruto wanted experiences, but he needed a safe starting point. Sasuke.
So it was not out of love really…more like out of curiosity. Friends with benefits. Naruto just did not understand that the whole idea of fucking buddies would not work if the other was in love. What is sex? Something lovers should do? Well, Naruto really liked Sasuke - he just did not have a crush on him or was in love. Sadly he had to admit that he wanted a mere practise of some sort.
It was spring time when Sasuke came to visit Naruto at his house. All the snow had melted and flowers were blooming - very romantic if one likes to think that way. Naruto's parents were on a trip so the two boys were by themselves. They went to eat at a restaurant and ended up smooching in Naruto's bed afterwards.
It was quite warm so they decided to take off some of their clothes, mainly their shirts, and kept making out the whole time. Naruto rested his head on Sasuke's chest and listened to his heart beat like a drum. They stayed like that for awhile until Naruto asked if they could go and buy condoms from the nearest gas station.
Sasuke's jaw dropped as the words sank in. Naruto was suggesting sex. Sasuke was bedazzled yet extremely happy. They got dressed again and headed for the gas station; the whole trip there felt a bit awkward, but they did not let it bother them. It just made them a bit shy.
Naruto was too ashamed to buy condoms so Sasuke had to do it. Sasuke was sure the cashier looked at him weirdly but he let it slide.
In the room Naruto put on some music so they could relax. Taking off clothes seemed so hard in that situation. The shirts were easy, but the pants…blushingly they stood before each other in all their naked glory. Naruto resting his eyes on Sasuke and Sasuke on him.
They stepped closer to each other letting their lips meet again. Their kisses deepened until Sasuke decided to carry Naruto on to his bed. Their make-out session had more passion in it now that they had the freedom to touch everywhere.
Sasuke laid Naruto on his back and lowered his head. He took Naruto's member between his lips and slid it inside his mouth. He started to suck bobbing his head up and down with a rhythm. Naruto just whimpered underneath his touch wanting more, pleading for a release. Naruto could feel Sasuke's inner cheeks and tongue all over his manhood. It felt so wonderful and erotic.
Before Naruto had the opportunity to explode, Sasuke haltered his movements. He raised his head and pushed his finger inside Naruto's hole. Naruto groaned in a mixture of pain and pleasure since it still hurt. The pain was stinging so he could not set it aside - it was there the whole time.
After increasing the amount of fingers, Sasuke pulled them out and set himself behind Naruto. He was panting raggedly and Naruto tried to calm himself down. When having sex for the first time, one should be calm so that muscles do not cramp and the passage is obstacle free. Citing a sex book Naruto had read ages ago did not really help the situation at hand.
Sasuke took out the condom, turned around and put it on. Naruto smiled a little because of Sasuke's shyness, it was quite sweet. Then he turned around and inserted his member at Naruto's pink entrance. It was supposed to be that easy - just push it inside, but no, it was not. Sasuke tried his best put could not get it in.
Now his hands started to tremble and panic raised its head inside him. Naruto tried to stay calm thinking flowers and stuff but Sasuke just did not succeed. Sasuke started to get frustrated and he almost cried. He stuttered to Naruto that it did not go in. Naruto soothed his back and gave him instructions on positions and they tried different angles but it did not still help.
Sasuke's arms gave upon him and he collapsed on Naruto. Pleadingly he asked for Naruto's forgiveness and told that he was just too nervous. Naruto laughed a little and said that he was nervous too and it did not matter that they did not go all the way. Naruto did not tell Sasuke that he was a little disappointed and that he himself had done everything right so basically it had to be Sasuke's fault.
Sasuke was so depressed that it made Naruto feel bad. He grabbed the other boy into his arms and said it was okay. They had the whole time in the universe and that sex was way overrated these days. Naruto's understanding and cheerful attitude made Sasuke feel a lot better although it was not quite that sincere on Naruto's part.
Meekly Sasuke asked whether it was okay if he satisfied Naruto in another way and of course Naruto agreed. Sasuke pulled Naruto on to his lap and started to jerk the blonde off. Naruto's insides were on fire as Sasuke played with his shaft. Sasuke turned Naruto and himself around so that they now faced the mirror, which was quite kinky.
Then and there Naruto came with a hoarse scream right in Sasuke's hand and on the sheets. After catching the air Naruto did the same to Sasuke, who also came but this time on Naruto. They shared a heated kiss and decided to take a shower together.
After watching television for a while Sasuke had to leave since Naruto's parents were soon home. Naruto walked Sasuke to the buss stop and they shared a wet and passionate kiss and no one saw them - just the way Naruto liked it.
On the way home Naruto started to ponder on everything. Maybe it was not that bad that the whole sex thing did not work out. Maybe someone had other plans for him and loosing one's virginity to someone else then one's own boy/girlfriend was out of the question. So what now; to date or not to date?