Hey guys sorry for not updating sooner, it's just that I've been horribly sick and writing hasn't been an option lately, well here's chapter 5 of my short story, and stop whining, i have a really hard time trying to describe things, that's why my chapters are short, so just read and enjoy

Oh yea I don't own anything lol

I don't know how long we stood there. I clung to his sculptured body as if it were my life; I needed him here, with me. H e was my only hope; after all he had helped me remember something from my past, even if it only was his name. "Bella, I really can't do this to you again," he stiffened as he said this, "I just can't bear to see you get hurt."

I let go of his too still figure, and took a step back to get a better look at his face. "Edward, I don't understand, what do you mean?"

"Bella don't you get it. You can't remember because of what I did." I was about to argue, but he cut me off. "Last time I left, you went in to denial; before I could come back and rescue you Victoria found you. She made you what I never wanted you to become, a monster, a vampire. And then I found you, and thought that I had to leave, until I saw your eyes; that made me want to die, to give up my immortal life just so you could live again." He dropped to his knees and covered his face with his hands. "Oh Bella, my sweet Bella, could you ever forgive me for the pain I've caused you?"

I just looked at him, perplexed by his confession. A vampire that sacrificed himself, just so I could have a better life, and had his dreams destroyed when someone else took that life away from me. I closed my eyes for a few seconds, and when I opened them back up, he was gone.

I followed his scent for 2 years; I followed it as far south as Mexico. In Mexico something shocked me; there were vampires that had armies of newborns, attacking everywhere. Those armies were everywhere in Mexico, and in the Southern US.

Then Edward's scent dragged me up to Alaska. I now knew why most of our kind proffered the north; there was barely any sunlight, witch made it better for hunting, and stationery families. I dare say Alaska was beautiful, the snow covered mountains took my breath away, and the sun rising from the East above the mountain tops was just an amazing site.

In Alaska I lost his scent; I was going to give up looking for him, until I found them. They were without a doubt the most beautiful vampire I had ever laid my eyes upon. The were the Cullen family.

HAHAHA I love how i just leave you people wondering what's going to happen next lol, just review lol