Chapter 4: Only Dreaming
The sound of panting filled my ears, the panting I was hearing sounded rough and raspy. I was running through the woods. The only time I had ever gone that fast was on Edwards back but I could tell that from my point of view I was the one who was running.
Trees whizzed by in a blur and everything I saw was so familiar.
"I think I've been here" I kept saying to myself.
I kept running and I didn't know why. In the distance I saw something beyond that grove of trees I knew I saw something. I saw it again but this time closer, behind a patch of bushes to my right. Everything happened so fast, I caught sight of one of the objects. I knew what they where now.
"Jacob" I screamed in my head but I didn't make a sound.
Why where Jacob and all of the other werewolves doing this. They where running from tree to tree as if trying to hide from me and then as if they finally realized it was me they all ran at me at once. For a second I was terrified but I don't know why. To any other person the sight of four werewolves running straight at them would have made them scream for mercy. I knew them and they would never hurt me.
"Where is Jacob?" I asked, but once again I didn't make a sound. It was if I couldn't talk.
At once they all changed back into there human form. They all stood naked in the harsh glow of the full moon. I tried to avert my eyes but I couldn't do anything, I couldn't shut my eyes, I couldn't turn my head, I couldn't say "put some clothes on." The situation made me feel as if I had turned to stone and the only thing left working was my mind.
A light breeze caught me and I felt a shiver go up my spine. I realized at once that they where not the only ones without clothing. My reaction was to cover myself but I couldn't! Embarrassment overcame me and I could feel the blood rushing to my face. My head uncontrollably looked down and to my horror I realized I wasn't in my body. This was definitely not my body and I immediately recognized the dark skin color and realized I was not in my body but in Jacobs. The reason I couldn't control my movements was because they weren't mine to control.
"We've been looking for you" said Sam.
"Where have you been today?" he asked.
"I was upset over a talk I had with Bella this morning" the voice of Jacob seemed to echo within me and I could tell from his answer that he knew that there was no point in lying about what had upset him today.
"I can't live without her" Jacob said. Once again his statement surprised me
"Well I don't see how there is any way that you can be with her the way you are and the way her boyfriend is." Sam's words made me somewhat angry for some reason
"I know that she would have to choice one or the other and she won't pick me but I have to get her back someway"
"You need to let her go and stick with the pack" Sam said with authority
"I think I have a plan to get her back" his words intrigued me.
"I'm going to kidnap her and take her away from that retched Edward, she may not like it at first but when she is back in my arms she will eventually realize what she has been missing." I couldn't believe what he was saying; whatever he was on was making him crazy. His plan had to be the most ill thought out plan ever but none the less I knew what Jacob was capable of and I was a little worried.
With that my dream was over and I woke stiff and sore, I couldn't lift any part of my body and I thought that if Jacob came in right now and tried to kidnap me I really wouldn't stand a chance. My dream caught me off guard because it was so vivid; it wasn't as much of a dream as it was a vision. Jacob's ill-thought out plan quickly discouraged that but I still had to tell Edward about it.