Thoughts
"Speaking"
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Recording
I don't own CSI but I do own Ginnelle, her father, Grissom's kid, John and Mike, and a Christopher Patrick
There was pain. So much pain. She couldn't more, she could barely breathe. She was lying on her stomach and wanted to more but she lay still fearing she would do worse on her already damaged body. So this is the end... she thought to herself. She was a woman of pride, stubbornness, and strength and she was reduced to this. That woman was named Ginnelle and she was waning. John had came and beaten her once again. Ginnelle was surprised that she was still alive. She was losing blood much too fast and right now she didn't know if Grissom and the rest of the team was any where's close at finding her. Ginnelle closed her once open eyes and sigh. Was this it? Was this the end of her life? She smiled despite the situation she was in. Seeing that she couldn't hear anyone else but John, Ginnelle knew that Alex had gotten away. She was probably safe somewhere or a more comforting thought, she was with Grissom. At least Alex was safe even if she was to die right now. She could live with that, yeah she could live with that.
Ginnelle went limp at the thought of giving up. It was not like her but she didn't really have any hope left. It had been hours since her and Alex had tried to escape. If she was with Grissom or someone wouldn't they have found her right about now. Ginnelle no matter how many times she told herself she couldn't relieve the doubt that was place in her head. Did they all forget about her? Did Grissom forget about her? Ginnelle put her head closer to her chest. He didn't even help her when her father had died. Sure he was on her father's case to solve it but Ginnelle at the time didn't really care about that at the moment. She wanted Grissom to comfort her when she needed it. Sometimes before Anthony's funeral Ginnelle would wake up in a cold sweat and even screaming either about his death or she was with John and Mike again. When she tried to call Grissom he wouldn't answer his cell phone. He wasn't there when she needed him. He was too busy with her father's case. Sometimes she would even go as far as to go to the crime lab but the people there would just tell her that he was out in the field or he was in his office but had asked that no one disturbs him; no one and that included her. When Ginnelle had found out about this she was devastated. He didn't want to see her. Grissom wasn't there when she needed him and slowly Ginnelle could feel herself drift away like the wind.
Ginnelle opened her eyes. She could feel wetness on her cheeks. She hadn't realized that she was crying. Ginnelle didn't try to stop. There was no point. No one could blame her for crying and she wasn't going to take the blame. Had he really forgotten her? Was this the end of everything? Ginnelle did not know. All she knew was that she was in some serious trouble if she wasn't found soon. But even with all the pain a part of her wanted to die. To end all of this; to end her life. Ginnelle chuckled. She had been with John and Mike for two years and had never thought about wanting to die. She had been here what, a day or two and she wanted to just die; give up. Ginnelle guessed that back then she had a purpose; to help those that were kidnapped. Now though Alex wasn't here to help her get through this and she was having thoughts of Grissom forgetting her. She had been forgotten before during her own kidnapping. The police gave up on her like it was ok. There were other people to help so they can give up on her. After awhile she even saw people that she had known for along time slow forget about her. She didn't want that to happen again. Ginnelle knew that Gil care and loved her but that wasn't good enough right now. All she could think about was that times he wasn't there for her. Was her trust really that bad with people? Did she already give up on Grissom so easily? I won't give up on you Grissom…I will have faith in you 'til my last breath…Ginnelle thought as she started to close her eyes. Just when her eyes were about to fully close she heard the door being kicked opened. Ginnelle only opened her eyes partly. She was so tired right know. She just needed to get some sleep. Ginnelle wanted to sleep fully aware that once she closes her eyes that this might be the last time not knowing if she was going to wake up again.
Ginnelle cried out as she felt new pain on her side and stomach. She looked up to see John hovering over her. That bastard had kicked her! Ginnelle started to cough not even stopping when she could taste and feel the blood coming up her throat and out onto the floor. John had pulled her up by her hair and put his face close to his. In a sudden motion he kissed her on the lips hard and shoved his tongue into her mouth. Ginnelle started to gag but that didn't stop him. Once he was finished he started to talk to her.
"It seems that your friends have decided to find you." John started out. Ginnelle's eyes showed confusion at he's statement. What did he mean by 'decided to find you?' Ginnelle had no doubt that they had been looking for her and Alex since they figured out that they were kidnapped. John saw the confusion on her face and smiled; he was going to mess her up some more before they cops would find them. "That's right girl. They had finally started to look for you."
"That's not true…" Ginnelle seemed to be trying to defend Grissom and his team but it was mostly trying to convince herself. She was weak in the mind right know and they both knew it.
"But it is. All of this time, they had been looking for Alex not you. Grissom was so worried for Alex that he had forgotten all about you." John told her. Ginnelle turned her face away trying not to believe those words but here she was listening to him with half an ear. "Why do you think that Alex is with him right now while you're here getting your ass beat by me? They were so close to you Ginnelle but yet they did not find you. Their concerns were Alex. She had all of their attention. Those CSIs of yours that you call friend didn't even have the sense to look around the area and find this place. Why was that, mmmm? They didn't care about you enough to find you. I mean if they found Alex near here why they wouldn't think that you weren't far behind. I know why because-" Ginnelle cut him off.
"Shut up!" Ginnelle yelled the best she could but it only came out as a loud whisper. "That's not true…They care for me…They will come for me…" Ginnelle started to talk but she seemed to be talking more to her self than at John.
"-because they had found Alex. They had found the daughter of Gil Grissom. They were together again; a family. Now where do you come in Ginnelle?" John continued as if Ginnelle didn't talk at all. Ginnelle didn't answer his question, she remand silent. "You're not his family. He only knows you as the girl that had helped him during his kidnapping." Ginnelle shook her head whispering a no as John continued again. "You still don't believe me, huh?" John asked as he pulled out something black from his pocket. "Maybe this will show you that I'm right." John told her as he pushed a button.
"I forgot about her Catherine." Ginnelle jerked her head up at Grissom's voice. Tears started to build up at what he had just said. Did he truly forget about her?
"Who Gil? Who did you forget?" Ginnelle notice that that was Catherine's voice.
"Ginnelle…" Ginnelle heard some movement and the sound reminded her of a chair. Tears were coming freely from her eyes. John was watching from the sideline grinning at the emotions coming forth from Ginnelle. It he had known that this was going to be her reaction he would have done it sooner.
"Grissom, you didn't forget about Ginnelle. Just because you put your attention on finding Alex for a short period, doesn't mean you have forgotten about her. Gil, you didn't forget about her." Ginnelle heard Catherine say.
"I did. I found myself having more concern for Alex than Ginnelle on the way to the gas station. Once I arrived at the gas station, I put all thoughts about Ginnelle in the back of my head. When I saw Alex there, alive and well, I was so happy; too happy. I felt that I was done, that I had my family back and I didn't need to search any more. I didn't even think about Ginnelle."Ginnelle's heart was breaking. He did, he did forget about her.
"This wasn't the first time I had forgotten or left Ginnelle." Ginnelle heard Grissom continue while she slowly shook her head not believing what Grissom just said.
"When Anthony died I had spent every wakening moment in my office or out in the field working trying to solve her father's case that I had told Judy that no one was to come into my office not even Ginnelle. I shunned her away. On the day of the funeral for her father, I didn't come. I wasn't thinking about Ginnelle. I forgot about her. " The recording ended there and Ginnelle felt something break in her, that something she didn't know but Ginnelle guessed was her heart. (You notice that some parts are missing. That's what John wants)
"Just think all that time Grissom was working on you father's case and I was the one who did it." was all John had told her. Ginnelle couldn't take the pain in her heart any more. She just wanted everything to stop. "It's amazing how you could do some much with just a little oxygen through the neck. Kills them silently and leaves really no mark at all."
Ginnelle put her head down making some of her hair cover her eyes and face. John brought up his other hand and put it underneath Ginnelle's chin. Lifting her head John smiled wickedly, he finally did it. Ginnelle looked back at John with blank eyes resembling a ghost. He had finally done it; he had finally broken the woman that had pride, stubbornness, and strength; the only person that had stood up to him. John through her down to the ground, she didn't even make a sound as she just laid there with her new blank eyes, seeing but never aware of the things around her. All she did was stare out into space as if it was the most interesting thing in the world right now. John snickered but before he lift John put the recorder that he had and put it next to her for the famous Gil Grissom to find and left her there. The police with their CSIs would be here any minute now and he couldn't wait to see their reaction front the site of the girl.
Just as John made it down stairs the front down was broken in. John didn't move or make a run for it. He wanted to get caught and he also wanted to see Grissom's reaction if not nothing else. John wondered as the police put guns to his body what Grissom's face would be like once he finds out that the girl was broken because of him. John then started to smile as one of the police officers put handcuffs on him. He would find out so enough.
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Brass was with the police as they got ready to enter the house. They had traveled for about an hour before they found the place. It would seem that the only reason that they missed this place was because they had entered from the front of the forest while this house here was in the back. Jim started to give commands to the swat team. (Those police that wear black. I don't know what they are called so yeah.)
He looked behind them to find the CSIs; they had bullet proof vest on. They were all worried about Ginnelle but Jim could see even if he was hiding it that something was up with Grissom. He was distant and jumpy for some reason. Jim turned his attention back to the swat team has he heard that they were in position and were ready. Jim gave the command and the swats started to draw closer to the house slowly not knowing what's up a head. Once that got to the house a couple of the men broke the door down and started to run inside. There were shouts saying that they got him. This left the people outside confused. Didn't John at least run for it? Brass and the CSIs behind him set out for the house when a couple of men ran out throwing up. That was not a good sign, not good at all.
Grissom's worry for Ginnelle spiked as he watched the men from his spot. What did they see that was so bad? Grissom prayed it wasn't going to be Ginnelle but Gil knew that it was in fact it was her. The only thing that Grissom could think of it get his mind off of that fact was that there was another body in that house that made the men throw up. It didn't work; no matter how many times he had repeated the story in his head over and over again he could not believe his own words.
The men that ran out of the house pointed off somewhere and told Brass something. By the look on his face everyone knew it was Ginnelle that had made those men throw up. Jim and the team behind them followed him in the house where they show John getting arrested with a smile on his face. Grissom clenched and unclenched his hands as he saw him. Gil would have made a move to strike John if it wasn't for Catherine who held him back. Brass lead them up the stairs and the CSIs were right behind them following.
Once they were on the top he told Nick, Greg, and Warrick to stay there. Jim then preceded to the only opened door, with him only Catherine and Grissom. They made it to the door and Grissom could see medics hovering over something or more like someone. Brass stepped a side to let Grissom and Catherine inside. Catherine went in with out hesitation but Grissom stayed in his spot for a moment before he had walked in. He didn't even make two steps into the room when he heard Catherine gasped and put her hands to her mouth. Grissom gulped hard and then start to walk again. The medics saw him going and tried to tell him to stop but Gil didn't listen. He pushed away the medics that were trying to stop him. He had to see Ginnelle even if what he was about to see would kill him inside.
Gil made it to her body and once he saw her his stomach did a flip. He wasn't able to take the site and ran out the door. Grissom stopped in the middle of the hallway as he hunched over and throw up what little food he had left in his stomach. He could feel a cold hand on his back doing small circle motions but Grissom shrugged it off. He couldn't get the images from Ginnelle out of his mind. Her body was mangled; broken bones, gashes, dirt and grime stains, infected wounds, and more. The worst part was that he heard that Ginnelle was conscious and was able to feel all of the pain that John had inflicted upon her. Grissom stayed in a crouch position for some minutes when Jim approached him.
"Gil, they loaded Ginnelle into the ambulance and are going to the Desert Palms Hospital." Jim informed him. Grissom nodded but did not move. Brass put his right hand on Grissom's shoulder. "Gil we got him, Alex is safe, the medics say she has a chance to make it out, and Sara is going to be ok; it's over Gil." Grissom shook his head.
"No this is just the beginning." Gil told him as he thought about Ginnelle. Grissom walked out of the hallway, out of the house, and into his car.
That's it the last chapter! If you guys want a sequel then review and tell me. if not then there is going to be no sequel!