A/N:: I am so sorry for the delay, I had a death in the family and It really took a toll on me. So I have decided to continue and make this a semi big story. So here is your long overdue chapter. Please don't shoot!
-I DON'T OWN ANY CHARACTERS. That would be the great Stephenie Meyer.-
(JPOV)
I stepped quickly into the trees, and watched as the fortune telling Cullen and Charlie rounded the corner. Her nose was wrinkled, as well as mine. I was my scent was as strong as hers was to me. She glared in my direction briefly. I took a step back further into the woods, to show I was not here to cause trouble. She simply smiled and nodded and looked towards Bella.
I wasn't sure how long, well even if I was able to stand here. Could I make it to the I do's? Charlie looks nervous, it isn't even his wedding. I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Bella looked happy. Good. At least she has no regrets.
I can't help but wonder if I will imprint. If there is that kind of love out there for me. I feel so strong about her. So right. Will there ever be something like this, but better. I can only hope.
I watched as Bella began to walk down the aisle. It was painful; my heart ached. Still I was dumbfounded and couldn't turn away. I wanted to, there was that need again. This need was beginning to cause me more pain than imaginable.
It kept my eyes steady. My heart momentarily went numb from all the pain. As she drew closer, my body began to shake. I had learned better control of this, but at this moment I had no control of my body. My eyes, other half, and mind seemed to control themselves.
The music came to be only known in the background. The man began to recite the traditional. I couldn't take it anymore. I had to go.
My body took total control of my needs. Before I had even realized what was going on I was on my way back home. Bella… and Edward kept replaying in my mind. I would give anything to be him. Not to be a bloodsucker, but to have her. I loved her more than I thought was possible. If imprinting did not exist I would not know of a stronger love, and yet it wasn't enough. She didn't love me back─ she loved me but Edward was her drug. I was merely her sun. I could be gone on a cloudy day and she could survive. This did not hold true for that leech.
I knew already the effects of that. I was happy that she found love, and that she was happy, but I was angry that it wasn't me.
I continued to run until I got to my house. Billy lay awaiting me on the front porch. I put on my shorts, and ran passed him to my room. I didn't need to hear that. All I wanted was to be alone. I lay on my bed and surrendered to pain.
A/N:: Apologies for the shortness, but that's why the next chapt is almost done. I'm sorry but school has started and I'm trying to keep up with both stories. So please please please review. Reviews faster posting.
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