The Diary

Chapter 11

Yugi's Diary 2

Entry One

I feel a strong wind approaching from the south and everyone around me seems to get further away from me. Sometimes I feel as though they are growing up and leaving me before I'm ready to let them go. Is there anybody who can help me? Anybody at all?

This is how I feel diary. I feel as though I am being dragged away from my friends. Are they going to leave me or is Yami going to leave me? I don't want him to go! I am going to go and cry for a while. Maybe then I'll feel a bit better. Sometimes I just need time. I'll see you later diary. Maybe a therapist will help me. Do you know any?

Entry Two

Today I feel better. My friends were actually around me and tried to comfort me when they saw me crying yesterday. I really needed that. Weeks will go by and I feel so separated from them. Do you know why? Am I just loosing myself to the world of misery and despair? I feel a surge of misery and sadness coming. I shall go for now…..

Entry Three

Much of the sadness is coming from Yami. It's pouring into me through the link. That's why I've felt so down, it's because he feels down. I wonder if I should try to talk to him. Last time I talked to him he yelled at me. I guess it won't hurt to try.

Entry Four

He won't let me in the link. I wonder why he feels like this. Is Yami in love with me or is he just having a tough time in the world today? It's going to take work to figure that out.

Entry Five

I am beginning a plan with my friends to try to figure out what's wrong with my beloved Yami. I love him so much both as a friend and if he'll let me a lover. He doesn't understand passion of two lovers and all of the friends that he has. Yami needs mental help whether he wants it or not. The only people who can help him are his friends and I but he won't let us in. He won't let us penetrate his wound nor will he tell us why he's feeling this way. I should go. Yami is having another wave of sadness and despair.