The Diary
Chapter 12
Yami's Diary 2
Entry One
Yugi and I both have been so freakin' depressed lately, and I think it's for two completely different reasons. I don't really know though! It pisses me off just thinking about it.
It pisses me off even more to see my hikari crying. Why though? Why do I always get to gosh danged emotional whenever I think about him? What could this all mean?
Entry Two
I got really upset again yesterday. I saw my poor beloved little hikari crying his eyes out and talking about how much he felt like we were all leaving him. I would never do that! I love him too much!
Ok, wait a minute. When in Ra's name did I decide that I am in love with Yugi? What the heck? Wasn't it that when I first got this diary that I called Yugi stupid? Argh! Feelings are too damned complicated!!
Entry Three
I don't know why, but I feel so sad, and upset. I'm not even sure why. Perhaps I'm upset with myself for falling in love with Yugi, or maybe it's that I'm just something else.
My sadness is affecting Yugi through the mind link. He's been all down in the dumps lately. Gasp! I'm such a retard! No wonder no one likes me lately. I really need to cheer up and talk to Yugi.
Entry Four
Yugi wants to talk to me, but I'm not ready to tell him how I really feel. I'm afraid that he won't accept me, even though I'm pretty sure he's gay. Sigh… feelings suck…
Entry Five
I can't do it. I can't tell him how I feeel. Rah, it's just too hard. He knows something's up with me. My depression has surged through the link, but I can't let him know. He'll think I'm a freak or something. I mean seriously, we've known eachother for how long? You can't just go and fall inlove with your best friend can you? Can you? Sigh…
Author's Note: And there you all go. A new chapter after what felt like forever, which is probably because it's been well over 2 years. I'm sorry if it's not good, or if it's not funny. It's just that I really wanted to update it, and I was sick of seeing the last update date, because it was so long ago, you know? Anyway, I hope you will review, despite everything. As usual, I still accept flames and reviews with constructive criticism. Please review?