Sentimental: Chaaaappppttttteeeerrrrr eeeeiiiiigggghhhhttttt. :D AND SORRY SORRY SORRRYYYYYYY!!!!!!! I keep getting sidetracked, school, rented video games, homework, it's all a pain..'cept for the video games. And, aaaw, I lost an alert and fave on this story. :(...Oh well, can't control people's actions.

Story Inspiration:...I really think you get the point by now. xD

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Diary of Ray

Page 8

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In an instant, a searing pain spreaded throughout my right hip and I cringed, yet still didn't scream. Turning my head slowly, I noticed he was standing there...but...I hadn't even seen him move! He didn't move the chainsaw, he just kept letting it harass the wound it had already created,"Kai, Kai, Kai," he smiled at me, a fang peeking over his lip,"do you want to play 'Torment Death' or 'Quick Kill'?"

I winced as the chainsaw moved slightly and gasped, a bit of blood leaking out of my mouth. "W..why...Ray?" I asked, staring into his eyes. Yes, they were the same colour as before, amber, but the peace-keeping Ray wasn't identified in them, instead a blood-craving happy-go-lucky murderer replaced it. But, I couldn't be sure still. Was this the real Ray, transformed into something so horrid? Was it the neko-jin's 'twin'?

"Why? Why what, Hiwatari?" his grin broadened as he shifted the chainsaw again, causing me to cough out a chunk of blood. I turned away from him, tears were starting to freefall down my face, I didn't want him to see me like this, even if it might be his 'twin'. He continued to move the chainsaw slightly, and I had to clench my teeth to not scream. Finally, after a few minutes of small torture, my voice had been resurrected.

I gasped slightly, more blood spilling from my mouth,"Why are you do...doing...this...?" the sudden jerk of the weapon inside me caused me to scream, the pain overwhelming, falling to my knees when he abruptly removed the chainsaw out of my side. I looked out of the corner of my eye as he threw the chainsaw behind him, walking slowly towards me as I clutched my wound, blood seeping along and throughout my fingers. He smirked sickeningly, raising his leg and smashing it down on my neck. The impact caused my face to crash to the ground, all the air once inside of me vaccuumed into a creeping vortex. I could only manage to wring out a weak grunt after he lifted his leg once more, my strength buried with the dinosaurs.

Ray bent down as I struggled to lift myself up, my body wouldn't obey. My head strung with a sharp pain as he gripped onto my hair, causing me to face him. Leaning close, he rested his chin on my shoulder, the touch sending earthquakes down my spine,"Why, Kai, I thought you'd know! The thrill and excitement of watching the people suffer, watching as they cry for mercy, yet giving them no such gift. Our feathers have been tainted one too many times, Kai, fire's breath crafting them into scales. We have not been sent by the Gods, we have not been sent by the angels, for we live to watch the innocent die in agony, live to see their blood spill. That is what we were created for Kai, along with Tala, Spencer, Bryan, Ian, it's what we all were--"

"No." I seethed, through pain and anger,"You're wrong. That wasn't our purpose, and it's definitely not your purpose. The Ray I knew wouldn't do this, he wasn't a blood thirsty monster, he was kind, gentle, caring, patient, everything I wish I had been. He was...perfect...And...I...I...I loved him..." without warning, I was thrown aside, hitting the wall with a deathening crack. My lungs were unable to feed themselves again.

Ray slowly walked over to me, his deep chuckles soon turning into a vile, wretched laugh,"Have you really been this oblivious? Kai, the Ray you knew had never existed, it was all a ploy. My concern for everyone was a lie, my pain was mere tickles, my friends were nothing. That diary you happen to be reading isn't even mine, it's not real. Infact, Tyson wasn't the one who put Dranzer in the book, it was I, wearing his clothes. That diary was the only way for me to get back to Russia without causing suspicion. It created me deathly ill in your eyes, when certain pages were read." he'd bent down to me again, and my eyes were wide with shock. By reading the diary, I'd caused all this?!

A certain question clicked on my tongue, along with another one I wouldn't speak,"...Is...is Boris your real father?" he chuckled again, staring at me intensely, yet didn't answer. I watched as he moved his hand, looking about ready to slap me, and I awaited for the impact, it had never come. Instead, he swooped his hand down and dug it into my wound, causing me to scream in pain, an erupting volcano screeching throughout my body.

Cringing, I grabbed his wrist and ripped his hand out of the wound. Ray glared at me, eyes burning with flames. He started to lean over, reaching for the chainsaw, when, out of nowhere, a black mist clouded the room. I dropped Ray's wrist in suprise, and something held onto my arm, forcing me to stand and run out of the mist, following them. Once out, I could hear the growls of frustration from Ray, and a few curses in Russian. My side was being eaten in pain as I continued to run, and I could feel it pulse when we stopped. "Tie your scarf around your wound, so our trail does not become larger then it needs to be." I looked over my shoulder, seeing the drips of blood which had emitted from me. Turning back, I quickly took off my scarf, not daring to ask who this person was, and wrapped it tightly around my waist. Nearly as soon as I had finished, the person grabbed my arm again, leading me to a room with nothing at all, just walls and rocks dried in cement.

They let go of my arm and walked over to the top right corner, stomping three times on the black rock, which, to my suprise, lifted up. I walked over and looked down, a ladder going down into a black abyss. For the first time, I took a glance at the person who led me here,"S..Spencer?!" he shook his head, telling me he'd explain later, and pushed me onto the ladder, which I immediately started to climb down after hearing the echoes of a flaring chainsaw. The other person started to climb down too, the rock closing after his entrance, entrancing us in pitch black. After a few minutes in silence, my foot stepped on solid ground and I hopped off the ladder, awaiting for the Spencer's...'twin'. He arrived at the bottome shortly after and took hold of my arm again, leading me through corridors and turns, until a small light emerged, and we entered a fairly large room with four shelves on each wall, two couches, a protected fire in the middle and a door placed by one of the shelves, most likely a bathroom.

"Sit down and make yourself at home. Everything will be explained later. Oh, and, I'm Sergei, by the way." he smiled and walked into the room by the shelf as I sat down, and by the looks of it, that room wasn't a bathroom. "Mao", he called to someone,"I've got him. I think you should start treating his wound, it looks pretty bad." I heard another voice aknowledge what Sergei had said, and a girl with a medical kit brushed by him...who looked exactly like Mariah! But...how...?!

She smiled kindly at me,"Everything will be explained later." she repeated the phrase Sergei had stated a few moments ago,"I'm Mao, it's nice to meet you, even if it is under these circumstances. I'm going to need you to remove your scarf and your shirt so I can treat your cut properly." nodding, I obeyed, although my body stung as I stretched the wound upwards after taking my shirt off. She dug through her medical kit and started to inspect my wound, putting, what I think was anthistetic, into my wound and brought out a needle and thread...or stitches. She started to work on closing the wound, and I had to turn away when my stomach started to churn. "No offense or anything," Mao started,"but I'm suprised you aren't dead. You've lost quite a bit of blood."

I shrugged,"Yeah, well, what can ya do?" and looked over when somebody entered the room. It was...a...miniature Ray?! Upon his entrance, Sergei came out of the room, along with another person who resembled Kevin. "I'm Kiki." the green-haired kid nodded and sat down next to the small Ray, who sat next to Sergei on the other couch across from the one I was sitting on.

"You're wondering why you're here, are you not?"...Ray's...'twin'(?) asked, and I could only nod in agreement,"Well, for starters, I'm Rei. I was Boris' first experiment with human organs, but I turned out a failure. If I'd been created correctly, I'd have been the same age and same height as your friend is now, but that's not the point until later. Your friend, Ray Kon, is indeed Boris' son, and he's also Dr.K's boy, too. He had been growing up above with the adults, watching as you, Tala, and all of those other boys trained, being told that you were all monsters sent there to stay for punishment for the rest of their lives. He had also been told that if he'd interact with any of you, you'd eat him, or something else, in a flash. But Ray wouldn't believe it until it actually happened. Since Dr.K and Boris had a glitch in their 'monster room' they tried to see what would happen, and try to fix the problem, by sending Ray in there. He was scared out of his mind, and everything for a year after that was all a blur. A--"

"How do you know about all this?" I interrupted, shaking my head slightly, my confusion more overwhelming then before.

Rei smiled lightly,"I was created to feel and remember what had happened to Ray before and after I was created, along with everyone else and who they were cloned by. You see, when I was created, I had known what Ray had gone through before I could breathe, and any pain he received, his memories of that moment would automatically appear in my mind. The same thing would happen with your clone, or 'twin', and Bryan's, Tala's, ect."

"But Tala said he destroyed the machine they used to actually create the clones before anyone else could get their 'twin'!" I exclaimed, leaning forward a tiny bit until Mao pushed me back. Rei stared long and hard at me,"But you saw all of those severed twins, did you not? Your memory, and everybody else's, of that event had been deleted from your mind. Tala was the only one to have that burden still flare in his skull since Boris and them were too preoccupied with Yuriy, thinking they had already wiped his memory. Infact, Tala was the last one to get his clone created." I opened my mouth to speak once more, but Rei put his hand up to silence me,"When Boris had gone to China, where Ray's knew home was, he got his men to inject false memories into all the villagers, and while at it, he had managed to clone Mariah and Kevin, as the liquid of memories inside them caused everybody to slip into unconciousness. Even though I had been a failure as a clone, I was still useful to Balcov and got to see the event with my own eyes...I had to inject the liquid into some of the villagers."

He bowed his head down, yet I could still see his eyes as they looked up at me. A small tug on my side caused me to look over, and I found Mao smiling, while putting away her supplies. She got up, went into that little room over by the shelf, walked back empty handed and sat down next to me. A silence filled the air, and I decided to take in at least a little detail of my surroundings. The shelves were bare, and the door was closed, so I was unable to peek inside from my position. Sighing quietly, I stood up, and everyone jumped at my sudden movement,"Do you know any way to get the Ray I know back?"

"...No."

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Sentimental: heothyy63879y67u5gufslhurela I made this chapter on a whim. D8 I hope it's okay?