Sentimental: BACK FROM VACATION! I MISSED YOU ALL! PLEASE DON'T EAT ME ALIVE! THAT VACATION WAS LIKE BEING EATEN ALIVE AS IT IS ANYWAY! I GOT A FREAKIN STALKER! D8! BUT HE WENT AWAY! YAY! ALSO, LOLHOLDINGDOWNTHESHIFTBUTTON!
Story Inspiration: IF YOU HAVEN'T FIGURED IT OUT YET, GIVE ME THAT CRACK YOU'RE ON!
Disclaimer: DAMN, I can't type out the words to this awesome Korean song. EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE KOREAN STUFF, LISTEN TO "INTO THE NEW WORLD" BY SO NYUH SHI DAE NOW, DAMNIT!...OR AFTER THIS CHAPTER, DAMNIT! WHICHEVER WORKS FOR YOU, DAMNIT!
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Diary of Ray
Page 14
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He shivered, and I heard a clank as the chainsaw hit the floor. It's rumble had finally stopped. Ray's shaking got worse and I felt his hands on my chest before roughly pushing me away. I nearly fell backwards, but kept myself on my feet. I stared hopelessly at him, he was shaking so hard, he clutched his head within his hands and I swear I could've seen tears, but I could've been imagining it. He kept his head lowered as he continued to shake uncontrollably, backing himself into the cold, brick wall as he lowered himself to the ground. His breath was coming out rough and fast.
"Ray, I-" taking a step forward I reached out a hand, he looked up at me, mystified.
"No, stay away! Stay away!" he screamed, eyes wide with panic, his shaking now looking as though it could beat an earthquake. I gasped when I suddenly realized something. His left eye. It was back to it's original honey-filled colour. A part of me completely rised in hope. Did this mean I would be able to get my Ray back? I took a wary step forward and he fretfully crawled backwards. "No! Stay away! Stay away! I don't want to hurt you again! Please! Stay away from me!"
He stared at me with pleading eyes, although one was still stained the colour of blood, and I couldn't help but frown slightly. Did he really think I would leave him? Ray continued to stare at me with wishing eyes that I would turn my back and leave him there, and one simple word was all it took to diminish those eyes,"No." his eyes widened again as he started to shake his head and open his mouth to object, but I ran over and covered it with my hand before he could speak. His fresh tears started to roll through my fingers.
"Ray, listen to me. I'm not leaving you. I promised three people that I would bring you back, and I keep to my promises. And after everything I went through just to get you back, don't think I'm going to walk away on you now...Ray, I'm taking you back home, whether you want me to or not." he stared at me for the longest time and I thought he would come with me, but he did the exact opposite. He yanked my hand away from him and scurried away, running as fast as he could. "Ray!" I called, chasing him, my side suddenly rejecting the idea of running. "Ray!" I called again, rounding a corner, only to find him kneeling in the middle of the hallway, shaking terribly again. Dr.K stood infront of him.
I stood in a stupor.
I blinked, twice.
I glared.
It was all I could do.
I glared harder when she laughed, staring straight at me.
My fists shook with anger.
Ray wouldn't move from his spot off the floor and run.
Boris walked up behind Dr.K and smirked.
I growled.
I heard footsteps and Tala call my name.
I ignored him.
I started to walk forward.
After walking infront of Ray, I couldn't help but stop and look behind me. Ray had grabbed my pantleg and looked up at me with those same pleading eyes,"Kai, don't! Go home! Just go home and burn the diary! Forget about me, forget this ever happened! Please, I'm begging you! I'll only cause everyone trouble and misery as long as I keep living! Please..."
I could have slapped him right then and there...Wait, burn the diary? What would that accomplish? Ashes and melted pictures of course, but what else? Make everyone forget that this happened? I doubt it...but...what if..what if it could...? What if it actually can?! Pushing these thoughts away, I shook my head again,"Ray, I told you, I'm not leaving you!"
"Kai, ple-"
"No, Ray! I'm not leaving and that's fucking final, do you hear me?! I'm still going to bring you home because I always finish...my..prom..is..." I suddenly felt so drowsy all of a sudden...But how?...Why? I took a clumsy step backwards and another clumsy on forwards, before the distressed face before me was drowned in darkness.
The last thing I heard were a variety of voices calling my name.
The last thing I felt was someone grabbing me.
The last thing I...smelt...was...Boris...
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Sentimental: I'm high off something right now. WHAT WAS I ON WHILE WRITING THIS?! WAS IT YOUR CRACK?! D;
SORRY FOR THE SHORTNESS.
AND FOR THE HOLDING DOWN THE SHIFT BUTTON.
A.K.A CAPS.
I JUST REALIZED THAT IT'S NOT CRACK I'M HIGH OFF OF, IT'S GARLIC BREAD AND LASAGNA.
DEAR LORD I NEED TO WRITE LONGER CHAPTERS.
GIMME LONGER CHAPTER WRITING SKILLZ SOMEBODY! D;
LAWL, I JUST REALIZED I SAID "EYES" A LOT IN THE CHAPTER. xD