A/N Ok, ok, I know everyone hates me for the cliffie, but it had to happen… ok, so maybe it didn't have to happen, but my sweet lamp chops, you will still live. Well technically, if you're lamb chops, you're dead… ok, when you all review, as I know (ok, hope) you all will, please tell me a nickname I can call you guys, unless you like being called pieces of meat… anyway… I'd like to thank the many, many gorgeous people who reviewed and say that you're all… gorgeous people!!! Make sure you check the a/n at the end! Enjoy!!! X LaJac

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SIRIUS AND UNDERSTANDING

Jamesy's mind still sweetums!!! Ok, I need a new nickname!

Flashback: Earlier I said that I liked Lily but I think it's more then that. I think- no I know- I love Lily Evans. When Sirius walks in-

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Sirius walks into Lily's bedroom and he takes in the sight of me on the bed, holding Lily and he looks at my face. He looks into my eyes and he nods. I don't care how stupid that sounds! He understands. I told him on the second day of school in year one I was going to marry Lils and I will. Sirius climbs (very quietly) onto the bed and leans on the bed post opposite me. Remus enters after Sirius and Em after him. Moony leans on the post next to Padfoot and Em leans on him. I don't get it, are those to going out yet or what?! (A/N, no they aren't, but they like each other.) Sirius gives us all puppy dog looks and grabs the only teddy bear on Lily's bed and leans that on himself. Then he looks at it again in shock, and then looks at me, first shocked then questioningly. I nod, yes it is the teddy we sent her in first year for Christmas and then I shake my head, no she doesn't know it's from me… yet. When I was in first year, I had bought it with me from home. My mum had bought me it and said that if I kept it with me for 48 hours; it would always smell like me. My mum had already done it, so it smelt faintly of roses and now I'd slept with it-not how you're thinking it-and so I'm guessing it smell of me… But since Lily has had it, wouldn't it smell of her?

I lifted my head (I'd been leaning on Lily's since the rest of the gang had come in) and motioned for Padfoot to chuck it to me. When I caught it- Sirius is a beater and aimed it at my head out of habit, or at least that's what I'm going to presume- and I smelt it. Then I smelt Lily's head. Yup, same smell. I looked down at the crinkly red hair below me and grinned. If anyone had told me this time last year I'd be holding a sleeping Lily in my arms, I'd hex them for teasing me or ask what potion to use. Now? It's true! Oh Merlin, I'm grinning like a maniac. I look up to see: Moony's raised eyebrow and look of amusement, Sirius' "you're crazy dude, why on earth are you sniffing Flowers hair and her/your/our bear?" and Em's… well I have no idea what her expression is saying. It looks kind of happy, but confused. What is it with girls? Confusing, cunning and beautiful, that's Lily and Em to a't'! I squeeze Lily gently and Moony looks at his watch. He whispers into Em's ear and she glances at me and nods.

"Oi, Sirius, we are leaving" he says, putting emphasis on the 'we'. Oh I do so love the way Moony talks to Pad, it so… reminds me of my mother. Note to self: don't tell Moony he reminds me of my mother.

"Ok, well you have fun," Sirius says cheekily. Ok, that boy needs to leave! Remus whips out his wand and Sirius eyes it warily.

"I know non-verbal spells, don't make me use one." Man Moony rocks! Sirius opens his mouth and looks at me. He closes it, sighs and glares at Moony, who glares right back and then Sirius sticks his nose in the air and pouts his way out. Remus rolls his eyes and grabs Em's elbow and she smiles encouragingly at me. Have I mentioned girls are weird?! Oh, Lily's stirring!

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A/N I know its short, and I'm sorry, but the next chapters going to be short too and I think they need to be separate. Hmm, so what's going to happen to Lily??? Ok, first off, I'm sorry for saying girls are weird, not once but twice, coz I'm a girl myself (checks) yup, definitely a girl! But when I was writing this… I'm sure several people were thinking it about me… Anyway, the real reason I'm typing this a/n is to say: WHAT SHOULD JAMES' PATRONUS BE??? Even if you wouldn't normally review, please just write me and tell me what it should be. Lily's is a doe and Harry's is a stag… James' could be a stag or… I'll leave it to you!!! And because you've mostly been good little lamb chops, I'm updating 2 days early:P X LaJac!