A/N Some of the writers on have such an uncanny ability to make me feel incredibly bad about myself. You guys have talent!

Anyway, now that that's out of my system…on with my own fic. :) The actual plot will pick up and thicken a bit after this chapter, since up til now was basically the intro and this chapter is basically my first ever attempt at yaoi. Though of course, if this goes well, it will NOT be my last. And besides, a big part of the plot is yaoi, anyway. XD

There's an M and a K in my name, but I'm not Masashi Kishimoto. So…I don't own Naruto.

Rated M for, well, this. Don't like, don't read.

-nervous breath- Here we go…

Oh, and please tell me what you think of this, since this is where I really need feedback. Thanks so much!

I couldn't think and I didn't want to. I was pressed up against my front door, with Sasuke's hands on either side of my face as our lips refused to part from the increasingly passionate kiss. I loved it, I loved it so much, I loved everything –

What the fuck? No! Why?! Sasuke pulled away and looked me in the eye.

"Sa-suke." I was not a happy camper. But he was dead serious.

"You just unlocked me, who you haven't seen for years. Tsunade-sama said I was dangerous. She warned you about me hurting you. Why did you bring me back here?"

All of a sudden I found myself very shy. He was so intense, and so close to me, and so…

So fucking gorgeous it shouldn't be permitted. Honestly, he could have asked me to jump naked into a pit full of rabid toads and I would have done it in a sexond.

…I mean a second. Dammit. Well, I guess that clarifies what I'm thinking of at the moment.

"I don't know," I said truthfully (once I got over the intense sexiness in front of me). "I guess…I kind of just want us to pick up where we left off, even though I'm not sure we can. I just wish we could be like we were when we were kids."

"But we're not kids anymore, Naruto."

For a moment, my heart stopped. Then he kissed me and it restarted.

And then he was pulling up my shirt and this time I swear I literally stopped breathing.

"So we're going to have to act our age if you want to pick this up again," he murmured, his breathing harsh and ragged in my ear.

I couldn't speak. I just grabbed his collar and kissed him roughly, dragging him towards my bedroom. My shirt lay forgotten on the floor behind us, and the next thing I knew I was pushing him onto my bed, ripping open his robe.

"I – missed – you – so – much," I panted between covering his chest with kisses and tiny little licks. I wanted to explore every bit of his grown body, even the not-completely-healed scar tissue that was bumpy under my tongue. "You've gotten so big!" I said in unembarrassed awe. It was true, his chest was so broad and muscled, it put me to a bit of shame. I eased his arms (it was not easy to ease them, let me tell you – I wanted to rip that goddamn thing off him) out of his robe, leaving only his bottom half – which was growing quite warm, as was mine – covered. I kissed his mouth for a long, long time, then moved to suck on his neck….then his chest (he moaned my name and I felt certain parts of me stiffen in pleasure.)….then his toned stomach, taking care around the scars…then –

"Stop!" He gasped and yanked at my hair. I looked up, slightly confused.

"Why?" I could feel his taste on my mouth, and I thanked – well, not God, but something – that he still tasted like he used to.

"It's my turn," he growled, and before I knew it, I was flat on my back and he was all over me, in my hair, on my lips, on my chest: every millimeter of me was covered in Sasuke, and every millimeter in me writhed with elation at it.

"God, Sasuke!" I cried out as his teeth grazed over a certain spot on my hip.

He glanced up at me with a devious look.

"Just pick one name, dobe."

What? I don't – oh! Hey!

"He--" I cut myself off in the middle of my protest. Sasuke's lips were at waistband of my pants. As much as I couldn't deny what I needed and wanted – badly – I just…didn't want him to demean himself like that. He was the dominant one, and no matter what people usually associate…um…that act with, there's no denying that there is a demeaning element about it, and I just didn't want that. "Wait – no – don't – "

His eyes met mine and he could see the worry in them, and he laughed.

"Don't worry. I know what I'm doing."

It's amazing how one simple action can change who you are forever. The moment Sasuke pulled down my boxers, I knew I was no longer who I used to be. Neither of us were. I didn't have time to dwell on it though – Goddammit, his mouth was there again! No! That's not what I want!

"Sasuke – please--"

"Stop worrying so much." He flashed me one last mischievous grin. Then he cradled my erection in both hands –

And kissed it.

Not licked it, or massaged it, or whatever the fuck people do. He just let his lips graze over the skin lightly, in the softest, sweetest, most loving little kiss even a two-year-old is incapable of planting on her mother's cheek.

Needless to say, I lost control. I let out something halfway between a moan and a yell, and thrashed myself frantically until I could make our lips meet again, not caring in the least that both my pants and my boxers had fallen off my legs onto the floor. We rolled over and over, ripping off clothes and blankets in the heat that had suddenly dominated the bed. He was making a noise I'd probably call a laugh if I could concentrate, and if he wasn't panting so much. I don't know how long it lasted, but before I knew it, we were both completely bare and I was flat on my back with him pressed between my legs.

"I told you I knew what I was doing." He lightly licked my jaw, and I bucked up into his hips. I think I was whining a little….Fantastic. "Why were you so worried?"

"S-So much has changed since I last saw you, Sasuke. I just…didn't know what to expect." I hate to admit it, but even though what we were saying needed to be said…I wanted us to just shut up and move, because the ache between my legs was starting to grow seriously uncomfortable.

"There is one thing that'll never change, dobe, and that's how I feel about you." He kissed my burning forehead and I realized, with my head resting in the crook of his arm, we were positioned exactly how we had been on the training grounds all those years ago.

Except, of course, we were clothed then.

"I – " I began, but he put a finger on my lips.

"Tomorrow," he whispered, and I understood. He needed it as badly as I did. I started to turn over, a nervousness growing in my stomach through all the lust and anticipation, but he stopped me. "Fuck no. I've gone without seeing your face for too damn long. Put your ankles on my shoulders." I nodded, more nervous than ever, and let him ease each of my ankles onto his shoulders. The immensity of the life-changing moment hit us then, as we each looked upon the other, and we were both completely bare in front of each other for the first time. He was so….perfect. Yes, every single inch of his body was smooth and muscled and (I blushed) big. We both gasped a little bit as we realized what was about to happen. Sasuke bit his lip and oh, he's so beautiful and I can't wait any longer –

"Ready?" he breathed. I wrapped my arms firmly around his legs, took a deep breath – and nodded. I squeezed my eyes shut, but they flew open as he inserted a finger into me, the most private part of me. It hurt, so much at first, but I knew it would get better, so I didn't say anything, I just let him insert another one. At the third finger, I began breathing very hard, and he patiently waited for me to adjust, although I could feel we honestly couldn't wait anymore; he definitely couldn't, I could literally feel it.

"Please…"

And the next thing I knew, his hands were gripping at my hips and I couldn't believe it, he was inside of me he was inside of me he was inside of me he was –

"You're beautiful." He could barely choke out the words as he moved (inside of me), and I could barely hear them through my attempts to move with him, but I heard it and I couldn't believe he thought so, but then I looked into his face, and through the sweat and the effort, he was smiling at me and I knew he did. At first it burned (he was so big) but then it stopped hurting and started being the best thing that had ever happened to me.

Then his hand was on me, and it was moving as we moved, and my knees shook from the amazing feeling – he somehow knew all the right places to touch me, to drag out the experience. His hands rubbed my hips and chest, sending tingles through my spine and I moaned and moved my fingers up to his stomach to try and touch every molecule of him, though his motions made my lips shaky.

I tried to say the same thing, "You're beautiful, Sasuke, so much more beautiful than me", because he was, he was sweating and panting and eyes were half-lidded and his mouth was half-open and he was – but then he hit a certain spot inside me, and I grabbed hard at his legs, and then he hit it again, and aga—

"Sasuke!"

Time stopped.

At least it felt like it did. A sensation rippled up from the spot up through every inch of me, and it was like nothing I had ever felt before and it was the best thing I had ever felt. I could see his genuine smile as he saw and felt what was happening, and without missing one beat of his steady, even, thrusts, he bent to brush a kiss on my trembling lips.

It was too much. My grip tightened on his thighs; my eyes rolled very nearly to the back of my head as an emotion nothing short of ecstasy coursed through me, making every single muscle in my body contract at the beyond-delicious sensation. This included the muscles that were currently clenched around Sasuke, and with a sudden gasp from his lips, I felt him release barely a second after I released into his palm. Still, we didn't want to stop, so we kept up our rhythm, me moving forward every time he did, and he was covering my damn undeserving body with desperate kisses, and oh – oh – oh ­it was happening again, and this time I couldn't help it, I groaned and whined and moaned his name over and over and over again, with each thrust –

"SasukeSasukeSasukeSasukeSasukeSa--!"

And he moaned mine, but in a low, throaty murmur that I think made me scream a little –

"Naruto-kun…"

Because he was strong and powerful and I was oh so much smaller, and he took care of me, and I would whine and he would laugh and shut me up with a kiss, just like he did back then, yeah, it was just like it was back then except so much better now and everything is as it should be and then – he pulled out of me, and it was over, if just for now.

Then he was lying on my chest and it was my hot bare flesh against his and we're breathing so hard on each other…and I love it I love it so much, I never want it to end again. I ran a shaking hand through his hair.

"Sasuke-kun?"

"Mmmm?" His throat vibrated against me and I couldn't stop myself from nibbling on his ear, making him snuggle deeper into me.

"Do you love me?"

It wasn't like last time. This time, I truly knew what I was asking. And this time, my fingers were crossed in a tight prayer behind his back. He looked me straight in the eye – then kissed me. Hungrily. His tongue swirled around the inside of my mouth. His lips covered mine, and he even bit me a little bit.

"So much it hurts when I blink," he whispered, "because I can't stand not seeing you, even for a second." He kissed my cheek then, because I was crying, and he licked up the tears, taking care of me just like how I love when he does. "Please don't cry, Naruto-kun. I'm back, and I can't ever leave you again. I won't ever leave you again. Please don't ever leave me…"

I pulled him closer to me, though it was almost impossible to bring our bodies any tighter.

"I love you, too. And I will stay by your side when you fight your brother, and I will be there when you defeat him, because I know you will. I love you. I love you so much."

We didn't need to say anything else. Our actions had already said what we just had, though it was nice to hear them coming out of his mouth. He took me in his arms and kissed me one last long time before laying me back onto the bed and allowing both of us to fall asleep.

Tonight was my first time. And I know, with Sasuke almost asleep next to me, it won't be my last.

I can't believe I just wrote that! –sweat drop- Please tell me what you thought

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