So someone reviewed and they were complain about my whole entire story well I would just like to say to sucky story alerter IF YOU GOT A F#IN PROBLEM WITH MY STORY THEN DON'T F#KIN READ IT AND IF YOUR SO GOOD AT TELLING WHATS A GOOD STORY WHY DON'T U WRITE YOUR OWN STORY SINCE YOUR SO GREAT. t to those of you who like my story I would just like to say I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH AND IM HONERED TO HAVE OVER A HUNDRED REVIEWS FROM ALL YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im sorry to any who have been offended I just gotta get my opinion out there
I don't own twilight or any of the characters because Stephanie Meyer does
Edward's P.O.V
As I watched my angel sleep I tried to figure out what the hell I was doing. Vampires aren't supposed to fall in love with humans never mind a human whose blood is so irresistible.
"Please Jacob I don't love u……….no stop please stop." Bella was mumbling in her sleep I knew she was having a nightmare since she mentioned Jacobs name but I hadn't expected her to jolt up and scream my name.
"Bella……….Bella love im right here it's all right." I whispered to her. She broke down crying on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her a started to hum the song I made for her. She whimpered against my chest but soon fell back asleep. I held her in my arms until morning came. As the sunlight streamed threw the window making me sparkle she opened her eyes.
"Wow you look so………you haven't burnt up why?" she asked wide eyed.
I smiled and answered.
"Most of the myths about vampires aren't true……..we don't burn up in the sun we sparkle just as you see here…..and before you ask no we don't sleep in coffins in fact we don't sleep at all." I whispered out the last part.
She seemed to be thinking before she spoke again.
"So let me get this straight you don't burn in the sun, you can't sleep…wait what do you do all night since you can't sleep?" she questioned
I hesitated for a moment should I tell her before she came here I went to her room and I would listen to her sleep talk.
"None thing much." I answered but then I remembered something. "Wait aren't you concerned about my diet?"
She looked at me as if she had no clue what I was talking about but them realization dawned on her face.
"Well I guess im a little curious but it's not something im really concerned about." She shrugged as she answered.
I stared at her and little by little I felt my self getting angry, how could she not care about my diet did she care so little for herself that she didn't realize what kind of danger I was to her.
"What do you mean your not really concerned about it?" I growled but I instantly felt bad because she looked like she was on the verge of tears.
"A I meant was that If doesn't matter what you eat or what you are to me because I love you." She looked down and blushed as she mumbled the rest of her sentence. I pulled her into my arms and whispered in her hair.
"I love you to Bella and im sorry for growling at you but I could hurt you and I just want you to know that so you could make a decision with the knowledge of knowing what my family and I are."
I tilted her face up with my finger so that she was looking at me and I kissed her she wrapped her arms around me and pressed her body up against mine. I pulled away reluctantly and let her breath for a moment. Her face was stained red. I chuckled and then suggested she get dressed. She nodded and I left the room. Alice was beside me the second I stepped out she looked really hopeful before she even opened her mouth I said
"Only if she lets you and don't put her in high heals." I then walked down the hallway towards Carlisle's office leavening Bella in Alice's care. I paused at the door for a second then walked in. He watched me walk in and waited for me to sit down before he asked anything. Usually he would ask me in his mind but he was thinking of Esme at that moment so I didn't pry anymore.
"What's wrong Edward?" he asked as I sat down.
I stared at the wall behind him until I finally looked at his face. He looked concerned and his thoughts had switched from Esme to curiosity of what was bothering me.
"I love her Carlisle but I'm afraid id hurt her." I rushed the words out.
Carlisle looked thoughtful for a moment before he spoke again.
"Edward Im sure if you love her you could never hurt her in you lifetime………….but if you're so worried about it maybe you should change he…….." he stopped when he heard me growling
"I will not damn her to a life with no soul." I growled
He looked at me with an even face before it turned to one of confusion.
"Edward she will grow old one day and you'll be lonely again….. I don't know if you know how you behaved before you first saw her but you were lonely and depressed and we'd all hate it if you went back that way but I'll still give you the decision of changing her or not….but if she finds out how to become one and if she want to be changed that's her decision not yours……I hear Bella and Alice coming you should go and meet them. He said"
I stared at him for a moment then I nodded and walked towards the door as I opened the door Alice and Bella were standing in front of me. if felt my jaw drop open as I stared at my angel. Alice had dressed her in a baby blue tank top with dark washed jeans but what surprised me was that Bella was wearing black knee high stiletto boots. (im curious if theres even such things I don't know much about fashion) Bella met my gaze and she dropped her head and blushed. I tilted her face up to mine and whispered.
"You're beautiful." If even possible her face grew even redder just as I was going to pull her into my arms Alice pulled her away from me. I glared at her but Alice just shrugged.
"It's Saturday and I do believe Bella is supposed to join Rosalie and I in a shopping trip today." She said
I don't know what kind of expression was on my face but I must have been a funny one because Bella started to giggle. I quickly fixed my face and nodded at Alice then I turned to Bella.
"I'll miss you." I whispered
"I'll miss you to." she whispered back
I was going to kiss her but Alice grabbed her and started to pull her toward Emmett's and Rosalie's room while grumbling along the way about mushy people and the idea of not being able to trust a sister.
I laughed to myself and went in search of Jasper. I found him in the living room watching the history channel. I went and sat down beside him watching and listening to all the mistakes they made about what had really happened. I should know I was there. Jasper started to shake his head as they mentioned a battle witch all thought it sounds funny I was the only reason they won it.
"Im just curious but did you actually shoot down 50 guys in 30 seconds." Jasper asked
"Yes and it's not one of my proudest memories." I said
He nodded and continued to watch the TV. His thoughts were manly based on the show but they kept drifting to Alice and the emotions that were coming off of me.
He turned to me and smiled.
"I haven't felt emotions like this come off of you ever since I've met you Edward you really are in love with her." He said
I nodded but my attention drifted towards the girls that had Bella I couldn't get to them in time because they were running down the stairs with vampire speed and they had Bella in the car and down the drive way before I was even up.
Emmett came down looking just as disappointed as I was Jasper seemed to become depressed to probably because of out emotions.
All of our thoughts were based on one thing the girls.
So I guess this is a pretty long chapter 1447 words. so my friend is doing better but my sister just broke up with her fiancé and she came home and she cried all night and I got no sleep cause our rooms are right beside each other. And about my previous note im just a little bit irritable so don't be offended. And my cat that ive had for over 8 years is sick and he might die so as you can see im in a little bit of a delima (sp) so I might update and I might not it depends on what happenes
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