Disclaimer: don't own Gossip Girl, not the book and not the TV show. Although I wished I owned Penn Badgley. Hahha

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It's my first story.

Chapter 2

School was boring. Yeah, specially Health Class. Like the teacher, Mr. Nicholson, truly believed that his students were pure virgins. Well maybe he did.

She used to love this class. This was the one of the only classes that the St. Jude's boys and the Constance's girls had together. So that meant…more time to be with Nate. But right now it meant that Serena would be all over Dan and Nate would be away with Chuck trying to remember or forget, she didn't know, that the first time he had had sex had been with her best friend. This was just great. Peachy.

Her eyes wander over to where Dan was sitting next to Serena. All the way across the room. He looked like he was trying to listen to the teacher but he was also listening to Serena who was talking to him. Blair thought she was talking about the party that was gonna be held in honor to Serena for her birthday because she had heard the name "Plaza Hotel" where such a party was going to be.

Suddenly, his eyes were on her. She quickly looked away but she knew he was still looking at her. She didn't know why but she felt naked.

Blair got out of Health Class as fast as she could. But he was faster…

Luckily it was break, so when caught up with her, he grabbed her by the arm and pulled her into an empty classroom. And luckily too, nobody had seen them.

"What are you doing? Somebody could have seen us! You can't just-!" he kissed her. He had wanted to do it since she had left that morning…

FLASHBACK

This time when she woke up, it was morning. And he wasn't in bed anymore.

She instantly felt sad. But when she looked over to his pillow she saw a little note.

"Please don't come out of my bedroom. I locked it, but anyway, my dad may be outside in the kitchen. Jenny is at a friend's house. I went to get you breakfast. My girl's gotta eat. Love. D."

She pulled it next to her heart. It was so cute. She put it away in her purse so she could later put it away in a little white box in her closet that she had specially for them.

But she knew she couldn't wait for him. So she got dressed quickly and she was grabbing her coat when the door suddenly opened…and he walked in.

Her boy…

Sometimes she liked to think he was hers.

But then reality came…"your limo is here" Dan said. "are you sure your driver doesn't know? Or suspects something? Because he picks princess Waldorf from Brooklyn nearly every morning."

You simply look at him. And then you put on your ice queen costume and say "Who cares? He is help." You pick up your purse and say "I gotta go. Your father is out there?"

He looks at you sadly. Oh Gosh. You could look at him forever. And he says "What? No good morning kiss?" and looks at you with his puppy eyes as he grabs you by your tiny waist. Sometimes it surprises you how large he is. Nate was only a few inches taller than you. But next to Dan you look like a little girl. And you love it because next to him you feel so protected.

You could never resist those eyes. You think of an answer, but your heart speaks before your head "I would, but with you, Cabbage Patch, a kiss never is simply a kiss. You won't get in my pants" and look at him defiantly.

All he says is "Oh, you mean again?" and laughs softly. All you can do is join him. But your cellphone vibrating for the 25th time that morning pulls you out of your love story.

"I really gotta go. Sorry. You comin with me? I can drop you off a couple of blocks away" you smile hoping he says yes. But you know he won't.

"Sorry Waldorf, can't. Promise to do something and I can't bail" he goes to the bed, grabs his bag avoiding your look and you look at him simply saying "You gotta pick Serena up" you say. It's a statement, not a question.

In his eyes all you see is guilt. Oh my Gosh. Everything this boy does is honest. So you can't be mad.

"It's ok." You say, even though it isn't. "Did your dad already leave?" you casually ask.

He grabs your hand and nods. "Ok, gotta go Humphrey. See you later" you shake his hand and as he tries to pull you for a kiss…you run and yell "No is no!" and you laugh.

Thank God… you hear his laughter too.

END OF FLASHBACK

He kisses you. Long and hard. But he stops before you take his shirt off.

"This's gotta stop" he says while nervously walking around the room.

"I thought you liked kissing me" you say like a 5 year old would, but you know what he is talking about.

"Blair---"

"I know, I know. But…I don't know if I'm ready for everybody to know."

Ohh. His girl. Yeah she was his girl. Blair Waldorf. Who would have thought? She may look strong and fearless on the outside but you knew that she was a fragile porcelain doll. And God may help you, you didn't wanna break her.

"let's talk. Tonight. Ok?" you look at her grabbing her hands waiting for an answer.

"can't. we're having a girls sleepover" she smiles sadly.

"oh, can I crash?" he laughs. "just kidding, don't get mad." She hits you playfully.

"have you told her?"

"who?"

"Humphrey…"

"Waldorf…"

he avoids your question. "you're ready to tell the world but not her"

"Blair… come on. You know she is not everybody else"

oh how do you know. Of course Serena Van der Woodsen isn't everybody else. No for Nate, not for your mum and certainly not for Dan.

You start to walk away. "you blame me for not telling everyone else. But you said you were gonna talk to her first. You haven't. and you know what? Maybe you never will." He tries to grab you by the waist. "No!" you yell. "my entire life everybody else have chosen Serena over me. But I thought you were different."

You open the door "how could I have thought that from a Brooklyn wannabe?"

You have let your heart in there. But you can't be with him if he is still in love with her.

You just can't.

You almost break the door when you close it.

i really hope you guys like it!

(K)