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Don't Leave Me!

When Elliot got home he was shocked to see her things packed, everything, her closet was empty, and her drawers were also empty. And she was no where to be found.

His mind was racing and his heart pounding, he knew thing had been bad between them but he hadn't thought she was going to move out.

"Olivia where are you going?" Maureen asked as she watched her leaving a letter on the counter.

"As far away from here as I can get!"

"But Liv..."

"Don't but Liv me..."

"I'm not scared of you, why the hell are you running away?"

"Because I can't stay here any longer, I just can't Maureen"

"Olivia wait please don't walk away from me, we can work this out" Elliot said as he heard her in the kitchen with the pain in her voice, his heart was breaking to see and hear her like that but he couldn't reach out to her he was so scared he would get hurt if he actually proclaimed he loved her.

"Elliot I tried talking to you and you blew me off for a football game"

"I am sorry just please talk with me"

"I can't do this Elliot as Kathleen said I can't replace her mom and I can't replace your wife, I have wasted too much time already trying to help you all get over the death of Kathy but I have no more energy to Elliot I love you family and I can't continue to do this I am the one who feels it, no one here cares if I die so before I die I'm leaving." she said turning to open the door and leave

"Olivia Benson Stabler I care, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME"

Olivia stopped dead in her tracks waiting, wanting to move but no movement came to her aide. Elliot acted fast moving up on her like a lion going in to kill. He couldn't lose her he just couldn't she was far too important to let her go.

"Olivia I don't want you to go" Elliot said gripping her tense shoulders in his large hands. Trying to move away from the pleasure his hands gave but still her body didn't move it just wouldn't till...

"Mommy where are you going can I come?" Lizzie asked jumping up in front of her.

"Lizzie I am leaving for a while to set my life in order" Olivia said leaning down to the little girl who looked at her with big blue worried eyes.

"But mommy you can't leave me" Lizzie replied as the misty tears formed in her eyes.

"Olivia we need to talk please" Elliot interrupted.

"Elliot can't you see I am losing myself in your family and I can't do that, and living with you and our relationship has slowly went down the drain I love this family and I want to do what right for them but I can't anymore I have to do what's right me I'll have Casey draw up the divorce papers I'll be at my apartment if you need me" and she slowly turned closing the door behind her hoping that someone would say they needed her but it never came.

As Olivia entered her apartment she let go of her bags holding on to her stomach she wept, for all she had all she had lost for love her hate for the Stablers family and most of all for their father Elliot Stabler. Looking at her finger she played with the ring with the sobs escaped her lips.

All eyes where on Elliot as he stood in the living room starring at the door that Olivia closed behind her and the words she said causing havoc in his head.

"Dad why did you let her go?" Maureen asked as she came close to him.

"Do you think if I had asked her to stop she would have stopped?" he snapped at his eldest daughter, who starred up at him with angry eyes.

"Yes she would Dad, she would Olivia loves you and all you have done is sit here and roll around thinking of mom, but Dad mom is gone and she ain't coming back I can't believe you allow her to walk out!"

"Young lady don't use that tone with me!" he was yelling now and everyone was in the living room watching the battle between father and daughter.

"Dad look what happened in court the day you all found the scum bag who raped me, he pulled a gun at you and she didn't think twice about blowing his brains out! She puts her life on the line everyday for you, how can you not love her?" Maureen asked looking up at her father who was clenching his fist and tightening his jaw.

"What do you want me to do?" Elliot screamed at her.

"You know what that is up to you!" She yelled and flew out the door.

Ring ring ring

Olivia came slowly awake by her telephone and noticed she hadn't moved she cried herself to sleep right there against the door.

"Hello"

"Olivia the Captain wants to see us" Elliot said into the phone and before she could respond there was click he hung up.

"Morning to you too" Cragen said as Olivia stormed into his office.

"Sorry Captain" she said and took the chair furthest away from Elliot.

Cragen gave them a quizzical look and went back to the stack of papers on his desk.

"I am going out of town on business, and I need all of you to be on your best behavior" he said with a smile on his face looking directly at Elliot.

"While I'm gone Mrs. Stabler with be in office Elliot you are on reserve, Munch and Fin will be the lead detectives on the case of Millers Everyone else just fall in and behave"

"So Captain when do you leave?" Munch asked

"Captain why am I on reserve" Elliot asked.

"I leave today to Atlanta and you will not be working with out you wife and I need someone with a bit of self control to run my office"

"But Captain I don't..."

"Hey I am still the boss and I just spoke; now the meeting is over kindly leave my office all except Mrs. Stabler."

Olivia sat in the chair in Cragens' office and looked at the papers that needed her signature and began to sign when Elliot cane into the doorway, with anger in his eyes.

"So you have managed to ruin my life in every way possible" Elliot said from the doorway to Olivia who was starring at the papers before her.

"Excuse me?" she replied.

"Don't act like you don't hear me, you know..." but before he could finish she cut him off.

"Elliot this isn't the time or the place" she was so calm in made Elliot nervous.

"Then when is the time or place?"

"Listen if this isn't about work could you kindly leave me in peace?" Elliot didn't respond he just stormed out leaving her, a lonely tear rolling down her cheek. She lost him and he lost her.