Numb the Pain

Olivia got home her head ached and so did her stomach, trying to relax she went to the bathroom to take a shower. The water left great against her skin she just wanted to lay there as he body became weak and her limbs couldn't move.
Olivia got up and was headed out the shower when she saw blood. Blood was everywhere streaming down her legs and in the shower where she had been blood seemed to fill it, suddenly she panic and her head started to spin everything was going black he had to get to a phone!
"Casey help me!" and that was the last thing she said before she everythin went black.
"Olivia! Olivia! Wake up!" Casey screamed as she saw the blood stained floor and a bloody Olivia.

"Mrs. Stabler how are you feeling?" a white haired middle aged man asked her.
"I feel a bit sleepy but I will survive" she forced a smile to her lips
"Mrs. Stabler are you aware that you were pregnant?" the doctor asked her
"Yes, why is there something wrong with my baby?" She asked putting a protective had over her stomach.
"Yes there is, Mrs. Stabler you had a miscarriage that why you where bleeding" he said searching her eyes and trying to give her comfort.
"Why did that happen?" she asked as she felt the tears stinging at her eyes.
"I think it is due to stress, we are running some test to see the real reason of why it occurred"
"I need a moment to be alone, where is Casey?"
"She is outside, would you like me to get in touch with you husband?"
'Crap Elliot!' she thought she hadn't even had a civil discussion with him about the pregnancy now this!
As the tears freely left her eyes Casey hugged but she didn't feel it she was numb!
"I want to go home!" she said to the doctor.
"Mrs. Stabler we would like to watch you for a while to see if there..."
"No! I want to go home now!" she yelled nothing could fill the void she felt in her stomach and now she was going to have to face Elliot!
"Liv I think you should stay and then you can come home tomorrow" Casey said resting a loving arm on her hand.
"Casey I want to go home to hug my pillow and cry freely I want to home please take me home" Casey looked down at a broken Olivia with the tears streaming down her face.
"Ok but I am staying with you or you are going to have to call Elliot"
"Ok stay with me just take me home"

Elliot waited for her to answer the phone, but nothing came no answer nothing it just rung. 'Maybe she doesn't want to talk to me' he thought as he hung up and headed for his shower.
As he walked in the shower memories assaulted him of her with him in this steamy place, he heard her moans of pleasure as if she was there with him he left the he pulse through his body at the memory of a naked Olivia.

"Mrs. Stabler, you are not supposed to be sleeping on the job, its not our fault Elliot wore you out" Fin grinned at her. Olivia managed a smile but she felt the pain.
"What's wrong Mrs. Stabler Elliot not giving you any?" this time it was a laugh that escaped.
"Fin go away or you loose $50.00 off you pay check remember i'm signing it!" she said trying to scare him off so she could be alone.
"Okay fine but I'm going to Elliot when he gave it to you, you used to be happy so I know you not getting any!" he stuck out his tongue like a primary school kid and left her with pain.

Olivia looked at the bottle in her hand it shook before her eyes. It had been three weeks since the miscarrage Elliot didn't take it well and her only help was Vodka it numbed her pain.
Knock Knock Knock

"Go away and leave me alone!"
"Olivia you are still my wife and I want to talk to you so open the damn door or I'll kick it down!"
"Just leave me alone!"

Crash!

Elliot entered the room and saw Olivia lying on the floor and a bottle of Vodka in her hand her apartment stank of it.
"Get out!" she yelled but he just scooped her off the floor.
"Liv what are you doing?" he asked he laid her on the couch.
"None of your damn business leave me alone!" she yelled again and raised her hand to hit him but that didn't occur she ended up holding on to him for dear life. Circling her hand around his neck she brought his head to hers in a sweet kiss...

"Liv are you sure about this?" Elliot asked as she quickly removed his shirt and his pant follow and the top she wore were also gone...

Olivia awake with heavy eyes she felt like puking and as she looked over she saw Ellit sprawled out on his back next to her. 'Did we really do it' she thought as the liquer from the night before exit through her mouth.