chapter 7

Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win

Judy laughed as she pushed her foot on the gas pedal.

"Wish David realized that." she muttered

You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold

David's heart dropped as he approached where Judy's F-150 should have been.

To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold

"She... she's... gone." David whispered as his fist tightened.

What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me

"What the Hell is wrong with me!" David yelled as he dropped to his knees.

I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold