You broke my heart the day you left

I have cried in the solitude of our room until my eyes were raw

Sobs that can no longer escape my lips, echo throughout my chest

Memories that once brought light and smiles only bring an open ache

Every moment, and every breath is a wasted effort if you are not in my world

My days are filled with rules but once, with you, I could care less

Now rules are my life something to follow without you

He black and white of my world, narrowed down to fine detail

My sword my only friend, only companion in the silence of my nights

Where once my Bankai brought silly smiles, now brings only death

My life is now the Goten 13 not making you happy, us happy

I miss you my love, everything that I was vanished when you breathed your last

Until the day when I leave this cold place, you will hold my soul