Good-Bye My Friends

Back with Inuyasha and the group. Shippo had gotten tired and headed into the hut to lay down and wait for Kagomes return. When he got inside he found the notebook on the sleeping bag that they shared. After opening it up he saw the Jewel inside and screamed this brought everyone inside very fast. As he held up the Jewel for them to see. To say they was all in shock was an understatement.

As Sango took the notebook and started reading it her knees went weak and gave out on her and she started crying." Kagome No! " she cried. She held the notebook close to her chest. Her face was pail, everyone stood waiting for her to talk but she remained silent. They could all tell she was in shock. Miroku walked over to Sango and put his arm around her, took the notebook from her and started reading what was in it aloud.

My Dearest Friends,

Your more like my family then friends and that is one of the reasons I had done what I have done. For the pain I have caused you I am truly sorry for I too am feeling it, more than you will ever know. Please forgive me.

The reasons I have left is simply. The Jewel is almost complete and if I stay till it is fully done I will be pulled back through the well and would haft to leave you anyway. But with being pulled back through the well I would have no memory of any of you. Kikyo knows the truth as well as I do. I would rather remember you all then not. I Love you all so much. Plus I made a mistake one that I am not sorry for. One even though it hurt very much I do not want to forget. I fell in love with someone. He already knows. But I have my honor as well as he does.

Sango, You are the sister I always wanted and never had. I will miss you so very much. I have always trusted you with every secret. I had even with a curtain someone. Please take good care of my little Shippo he is really going to need you and Miroku now more than ever. Please tell Kaede thank you so much for everything I learned so much from her. She was and always will be like a second mother to me. I will always remember her with a smile.

Miroku, You are like a protective older brother and I have always loved you for it, even though you are a pervert. Brother one pieces of advice for you. You really need to marry Sango and stop putting it off.

Shippo, Hunny I know this hurts allot. I'm hurting too. but just remember 2 things I Love you very much. You are my son no matter what. The other thing is demons live a very long time. I want you to grow up strong and brave and happy have pride and honor in whatever you do son. Make me proud of you as I always have been. Someday we will see each other again I promise. Look for me Shippo and I will hold you once again with open arms as I have always done. Until we meet again my son I love you. I will always be your Momma.

Inuyasha, I have already talked to Kikyo she will join the group as soon as you let her know I have gone. Do not be upset with her or I will curse you over the ages. I still have your hair so it can be done. She still loves you Inuyasha and I know you love her as well. I hope you two can mate this time. I wish you both nothing but happiness. I don't know if we will ever meet again. So I will say it now. Thank You Inuyasha. Even though you have tried to kill me at one time and made me mad more than I want to remember like everyday. You have always protected me and for that I am truly grateful. Over the time we have been together I have watched you grow allot even though you will not admit it. I'm proud of you Inuyasha. I'm sure your Mother and Father would be too if they where still alive.

Okay enough of that I'm sure he is red enough now. I know I might now have the right to ask anything of you all but., I ask one favor of you. As a last wish I would like for your group and Sesshomaru's group to combine just for a little while till the Jewel is complete and the wish is made. I want you Inuyasha and your brother to learn a few things about each other. You are more alike then either of you know.

Inuyasha if you wouldn't mind finding Sesshomaru and giving him the letters I have left for him and the one for Rin. She is one of the reasons I want your groups together. She is going to take my leaving very hard she will need someone. He cares for her, he just don't understand how to comfort her like she is going to need. I know he will do it for her. Please be kind.

Good-Bye My Friends Always Kagome

After Miroku had finished reading the letter she had left. Sango found the letters for Sesshomaru and Rin and handed them to Inuyasha. Then the group fell into silence. They all knew it was to late to stop her from sealing the well. She had been gone far to long for that. Each person was lost in their thoughts. Shippo had jumped into Sango's arms and was crying for the lose of his adopted mother. Sango was doing her best to comfort him.

Everyone remained silent until Miroku decided to ask the one question he wanted to know the most." Inuyasha are you going to try to for fill her request and ask your brother to join us?" Inuyasha looking at Miroku for a bit before answering,. He didn't think his half brother would really do it but if it was something for Kagome he would try. After all it was the last thing she would ever ask of him.

"I don't know if he will do it or not Miroku but I will ask. Kagome has never really ask that much of me personal. For her to ask there hast to be a reason for it. We'll leave tomorrow to find him." Miroku nodded his head. The 3 of them sit and talked over there plans of how they was going to do things. Shippo had finely fallen asleep so Sango had placed him in the sleeping bag to help comfort him with Kagome's scent. After a couple of hours everyone decided it was time to sleep.

Kagome had been crying for over two hours it was late at night and she was all alone. She had cried so much her tears dryed and stopped. The heart in her chest felt as if someone was to touch it , it would shatter into a million pieces. She was crushed and heartbroken. The pain made it hard to breath or even think. But this was her choice and now she had to learn to live with it. She knew down deep it was the right thing to do. Now she had to learn to go on with her life. Even though she had told them that she would see them again she didn't really think so. She had not felt any demons in her time. This fact saddened her deeply.

She picked herself up off of the ground dusted herself off and made her way to the house. Went to her room changed and laid down. Even though she didn't sleep well she kept having dreams that would wake her. Kagome sat up on the side of her bed crying. "Sesshomaru I Love You, please forgive me, I Miss You. Rin Hunny please don't cry. I'll always be your mother. I Love You Baby and I Miss you". She laid back down and drifted off as sleep over took her.

At the very same time in the past Sesshomaru sit straight up and looked around he had a feeling something was out of place something was wrong. He listened he hear a soft sweet voice floating in the breeze and he knew who it was. " Sesshomaru I Love You, please forgive me, I Miss You. Rin hunny please don't cry" after hearing this he knew something was wrong. He decided when it was light he would find his brothers group and make sure she was alright.

He sat and waited for light. As soon as they was able to leave they would brake camp and started to search for Inuyasha. Sesshomaru had not been able to stop thinking about Kagome since the night they had the fight about her honor and doing her duty and the Jewel alone with a few other things. With each passing day the pain and heaviness in his chest grew heavier. Now there was something new something he had never felt before. He was afraid something had happened to Kagome. He silently cursed his brother if anything had happened to her he would kill him for it.