My husband? NO! My biggest enemy!
By Mmiray
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters, Rumiko Takahashi does… sigh
Oh yeah! And sorry for mistakes! °
Chapter 19. „It was a nightmare… or…a dream?"
'Owww… I know there will be a beautiful, sunny day. The sun will shining, the birds will chirping and the flowers will be just as beautiful as his silver hair. On that beautiful day, I will kill Inuyasha. I swear I will kill him… Under a blooming cherry tree…' thought Kagome as she stormed over the beach, her fists clenched. She was dreaming of that wonderful day, when she will kill Inuyasha with her own two hands. Maybe she should struggle him…? Or kick him to death…? Or-
„Hey, wait a minute! I didn't mean it that way! Hey, Kagome!" her thoughts was interrupted by his irritating voice.
„Oh yeah!" Kagome whirled around, put her hands onto her hips and stared at Inuyasha who nearly ran into her. „Let me guess… You meant it as a complain, but you couldn't express yourself the best. Am I right?" she smiled at Inuyasha with the smile of an angel. Inuyasha put a finger to his mouth and looked up.
„Yeah, kind of… I didn't mean you are as heavy as a cow… I am sorry Kagome, please forgive me." Said Inuyasha and looked at her with huge, innocent puppy dog eyes. Kagome narrowed her eyes and stared at him.
„Are you ill or something..?"
„No I am not… It's just… When I watched you, I had to realize something…" Said Inuyasha, and caressed her left cheek with his hand… Kagome blushed, but didn't pull her head away from his touch. It felt so good; his hand was so soft and warm.
„Wh..What did you realize, Inuyasha?" she looked deep into his eyes, searching for that familiar flame of passion in his eyes… But this time, she just couldn't find it.
Inuyasha pulled her closer, leaned to her ear and whispered into it quietly. „I realized that you are not as heavy as a cow. No at all. You look like a cow." For another second Kagome was under his magic, but suddenly pushed him away. Her eyes were wide and filled with anger and embarrassment.
„WHAT? I LOOK LIKE A……?" Yelled Kagome and stared at him. Slowly flames started to form around her body…
„Yeah… You know you have wide mouth, small, stupid, dark eyes, wide-„
„WHAAAAARGH!" Kagome launched at him, and before he would be able to realize what happened, she grabbed his hand and bit down onto it as hard as she could. Inuyasha yelled from the pain and fell over his own legs, straight back into the cold, salty water. Kagome looked down at him, her eyes said „You pathetic little worm… I will stomp onto you next time". Kagome hmph-ed, turned over and walked in the direction of the apartment 'I WILL KILL HIM! JUST WAIT INUYASHA; YOU WILL BEG ME ON THAT BEAUTIFUL DAY!'
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'That stupid wench... Who the hell does she think she is! I am her fiancée, or what..!' Inuyasha rose to his feet with the speed of a thunder and rushed after the cruel cruel Kagome… When he finally reached her, he grabbed her shoulder and whirled her around. „Now listen carefully, stupid cow-girl. You wi-„
Inuyasha's eyes widened as the so-called cow-girl snuggled up to him and wrapped her arms around his neck, her face resting on his muscular chest. „Inuyasha?"
„Yeah…?"
„Thank you. Please forgive me, I shouldn't yell at you. I mean you DID save me, I should have been thankful."
„Well, yes." A grin appeared on his face. „Don't you think it's the best time to be thankful?"
„You are right." Said Kagome and her hand sneaked down to his shirt. Inuyasha didn't know what to do: grin and be his normal hormone-driven self or star at her with wide eyes and opened mouth. Finally, he decided near the first one… Kagome unbuttoned his last button and her hands slipped up again. Inuyasha smirked and closed his eyes to enjoy the situation. Alone with Kagome on the beach… Suddenly he felt a strong push on his chest and he fell into the freezing salty water.
„What the..!" Inuyasha stared up at her and split out some salt water. His face slowly turned into the so familiar deep shade of red and he bared his fangs. „What the heck are you doing!"
Kagome looked down at him with pity in her eyes. „Inuyasha… Are you really this stupid? Oh please, tell since when am I such a bitch to thank you THAT way, huh? Geez… „ said Kagome and the victorious laugh burst out of her. Before Inuyasha could come back to his senses, jump up and launch at her, she ran away… Laughing… „What an idiot!"
Inuyasha rose and stormed after her. If anyone were on the shore, she/he would have probably run home crying from his sight… 'My dearest Kagome… You REALLY think you can run away from me? Stupid bitch…' With this thought, he jumped up and landed in front of her. Kagome shrieked and nearly bumped into him. „I got you. And how can you that stupid to think you can run away from me? From a half-demon."
„..Uhh.." Kagome stared up at him. His face swore her nothing good. „Oops?"
„Yeah. Oops…" With it, he took a step. Kagome whirled with a loud scream and tried to run away. But in a second, a very heavy and evil Inuyasha sat on her back.
„It hurts…" Moaned Kagome. And made a hopeless try to throw him off of herself.
„No, it doesn't. Liar." Growled Inuyasha dangerously.
„Ok. Then grope me. Or harass me. Just get over it quickly." Sighed Kagome. „Inuyasha, you know, you are really boring. You can never show me anything new. Anyway… Why do you harassing a cow?" Her eyes widened suddenly as she felt a hand on her tight.
Inuyasha watched her face eagerly and grinned as a blush appeared on her face. He started to slip his hands higher. But suddenly Inuyasha pulled his hands away. "You are right. My hand might get dirty and smells like an ugly cow. Uggh." With it he jumped up and ran away, didn't even give her a chance to strike back.
"Selfish idiot. I won't chase you. I am not an animal like others.." mumbled Kagome as she stood up and slowly walked toward the apartment. "From today, I am a real lady. And not even Inuyasha will be able to stop me. Hmph." 'At least I will be lady till I get a chance to kill him'
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Kagome stepped into the house like a real queen. Followed by Inuyasha's sarcastic glance. 'She is definitely not normal…'
Suddenly a crying Sango stepped out of her room. "Kagome…" Kagome blinked a few times as Sango ran to her and started to cry hard on her shoulders. "Kagome… Miroku… He…"
"What's with that pervert?" Asked Inuyasha sarcastically, but soon regretted it as Kagome's shoe hit his head. "Owww…"
"Come with me, Sango! Let's sit down in your room, ok?" said Kagome, smiling kindly.
"Y..Yeah.." They stepped into Sango's room and Kagome closed the door behind them. They sat onto the bed. Kagome put her hand onto Sango's shoulder. Sango stared at the floor, and Kagome has the feeling that her best friend is trying to avoid her eyes…
"Sango, don't scare me! Please, tell me what happened with Miroku!"
"He… He hit me." A single tear rolled down on Sango's cheek. She was still staring at the floor, but Kagome could see her eyes. They were filled with sadness and pain.
"WHAT! He did what? No, it can't be. Miroku would have never done such things." Said Kagome. She was confident about what she said but Sango's eyes… 'Why would he do it? No way. Miroku is a really good person.'
"I… I don't know… Yesterday, when I tried to go after you-Kagome! Please tell me Naraku didn't do anything to you! He didn't, right?" Sango stared into Kagome's eyes, her face was all wet from her tears.
Kagome bit down her lower lip. "No. He didn't come after me."
"I thought… I thought he wanted to.. Oh Kagome, I am so glad!"
"Yeah… But Sango, please tell me what happened! What did Miroku do?" Sango turned her head away again, but she seemed to be calmer then.
"When I tried to go after you, he pushed me to the wall… I can't explain.. His eyes were cloudy. No emotion, no glint… He was scary. I was scared. First I thought he was kidding, but then he pulled me out of the club and hit me." Kagome stared at Sango who was crying and shaking again with opened mouth. "He said don't go near the club or else I have to be harder on you. I jumped up and yelled at him. He hit me again. Harder. And…" Sango looked into Kagome's eyes. "He was crying, yet the cruel grin was on his face."
"Oh my god…" Kagome froze, and didn't know what to do or say. "Sango… He… Why…"
"I don't know… I think…" Sango hide her face into her hands. Her whole body was shaking wildly as she tried to fight back her tears. But they kept on falling from between her fingers. "I think.. he doesn't love me anymore"
"Oh, Sango… I want to say 'It's not true' but I can't. I will be honest." Kagome hugged her crying friend and caressed her cheek gently. "If a man really loves you, he wouldn't hit you. Love doesn't know violence."
"Please go out Kagome. I want to speak with her alone." Kagome snapped her head up and sent death glares at Miroku. Sango stared at him with fearful, painful, wide eyes.
"No. Get out of here, Miroku." Hissed Kagome and hugged her friend protectively. "Why do you want me to get out? To hit here again if she tells me anything? You are late! You-"
"Kagome, please. I would never hit her. I would rather kill myself." There was something in his eyes that told Kagome he was telling the truth. She narrowed her eyes at him, but Sango suddenly pushed her arms away.
"It's okay Kagome. If there is something to finish, I will finish it now. I want to speak with him. Please.." Kagome stood up without a world and went out of the room.
'I hope she will be alright. If that bastard dares to hurt her..!'
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Miroku stood in front of the door and looked down at Sango. He wasn't scary, but Sango was ready to jump away. She stared at him, tears welled up in her eyes. Memories came into her mind. Memories about a gentle, kind man who really loved her, who was ready to give up everything for her, to die for her. When he held her in his arms, whispered their dreams into her ears. She was happy, she was smiling. She felt safe and comfortable in his arms. If everything were to collapse, his arms would be the last safe place. Always.
"What did I do wrong, Miroku? Why did you stomp over me? Did you enjoy it? I hope you did, cuz I will never let you do that again to me." Whispered Sango, loud enough. Miroku's shoulders shook slightly, and a frozen arm reached up to his neck and started to struggle him. His blood froze. He felt like someone was tearing his heart off of his chest.
'No… Oh no… Sango…' "Sango, please! Listen to me. Hear me out. You don't have to, I will not trying to explain myself. I was weak." Sango snapped up her head.
"WEAK! And when you are weak, you hit your so-called girlfriend! Yeah… very brave. Congratulation! Do you know what you are? A worm! Come on! Why don't you come here and hit me, huh? Come one. I don't care!" Sango's whole body shook with anger mixed with sadness. Her eyes were frightening. She couldn't see from her tears that rolled down on her cheeks everywhere. But she didn't care. "You bastard! I don't want to hear you out, there is no explanation of what you did! You were weak..! Go to hell!"
"THAT WASN'T ME! " Miroku looked up at her, and Sango near fell back onto her bad. His cheeks were wet from his tears as well.
"What's the meaning of this?" She hardened her heart. He hit her and she would never forgive him. "Tell me, who else would it be? You have a twin brother, I just don't know about him, huh?"
"No. It was Naraku!" yelled Miroku hopelessly. 'She won't understand… I will lose her… It can't be… Why did everything turn out this way? Why? I can't go on…'
"Nara..ku..?" Sango stared at him for a few moments. The turned away, and watched the wall without a word. "No, Miroku. Kagome said nothing happened. Why would he have done that? I can't believe you are such a liar" She whipped away her tears. 'I won't cry. Not because of you.'
"He did. He almost raped Kagome." Said Miroku quietly.
"Don't lie! Anyway, how do you know, what happened?" She was still staring at the wall and slowly calmed down.
"Inuyasha told me. I don't know why she didn't tell you. But this is the truth." Miroku took a step toward her.
"Why am I supposed to believe you? She is my best friend. You are…" Sango closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"Who am I to you, Sango?" Miroku kneeled down beside her. Sango turned to him and looked into his eyes. She didn't find even a trace of lie. He was sad. And his loving glance was caressing her soul.
"Who you are, Miroku? I don't know anymore." They looked into each other's eyes for a long time. Everything was like the old times again for a few minutes. The know each other, they loved everything on each other. But Miroku broke the magic.
"No one will ever love you more than me. I was just weak. Naraku took the control over my body. I couldn't do anything but watch what he did to you." A few tears rolled down his cheeks. Sango reached out and whipped them away gently.
"Is it true? Miroku, what you… Naraku did is unforgivable. You don't lie to me, do you? It was horrible to see your smirk and those emotionless eyes." Sango slipped off of the bed, and kneeled down in front of Miroku. "Did you say the truth? I will believe you now."
"Everything was true, Sango. Everything." Miroku reached out for her and pulled her to himself. Sango felt the same warmth, the same safety. She leaned to his ear and whispered into it.
"I love you" Miroku hugged tight and buried his face into her neck.
"I love you too, Sango. I would never hurt, you know that, don't you?" He kissed her neck and caressed her cheek with his hand.
"Yes, I do. Miroku, we should tell Kagome what happened between us. I think she has worried to death by now."
"Okay." With that, he picked up his beloved girlfriend bridal-style and go out of the room with a delightful smile on his face. Sango rested her head on his muscular chest, smiling happily. She was the happiest woman on the Earth. Kagome narrowed her eyes at Miroku. "I will explain everything, my dear Kagome. But now I have to go to the beach with my one true love. Excuse me!" With it, they stormed off.
"I am eager to hear your fairy tale." Said Kagome sarcastically to herself. "Inuyasha?"
"Hmm?" Came the answer from the hanyou, who was laying on the couch, staring at the TV.
"I have to tell you something. So please turn off that stupid thing and listen to me." Kagome's voice was cold. But Inuyasha didn't notice, he was busy growling about 'women and their idioticies'.
"What?" Inuyasha stepped behind her and reached out a had to grab her shoulder.
"What happened, it means nothing." His hand stopped half-way. "You always humiliate me, harass me. You don't care about what I want, I am just a toy to you. You saved me and I owe you one, but it means nothing else. I won't let you playing with my emotions. I am not an object, and I fed up with you. You are selfish and a bastard."
"…"
Kagome stood, didn't turn to him. A minute flew away and he didn't say a word. "Inuyasha, don't you have anything to say?" No respond. She finally turned around but he wasn't there. 'Inuyasha?'
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Inuyasha leaped onto a branch and stared at the ocean, listened to the waves. Her words didn't left his ears, his head. He was angry, but somewhat sad. Sad..?
"I am just a toy to you."
'Of course. What did you think? Stupid…'
"It means nothing."
'I don't know why I saved you!'
"I won't let you playing with my emotions."
'But you hate me, don't you. If you don't… I don't care!'
"I fed up with you."
'Great! Something common… I can't be someone other! Hate me, I don't care! I am like this.'
"You are selfish."
'Why? When did I decided something myself? … No… She didn't mean it this way…'
"I am not a toy"
'But I act like you are one… Why..? Why can't I tell you..? I am a coward with a big mouth… I always hurt you, make you cry… Why..? If I were brave with feelings too maybe we would be able to be together…'
"Bastard."
'Yes, I am.'
Inuyasha clenched his fist and closed his eyes. He hit into the tree.
"Damn! Damn! Damn!" He buried his face into his palms. 'How can I be such a fool? She always cries because of me. She hates me..! How could have everything gone this far? Why didn't I realized it sooner! Now everything is hopeless..! It can't be helped..!' He shook his head violently. 'I can't believe it! No… I thought I won a war and I lost her… Why does it hurt this much?'
Inuyasha lifted his head and stared at the ocean, at the beach, at a broken branch. 'Why did I hurt her..? Why couldn't I wrap her in my arms and show what I am when I am alone..? Why couldn't I ask her where does it hurts? I am a selfish bastard.'
He stood up, leaped down and walked back toward the apartment.
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The telephone rang. Kagome stood up with a sigh. 'But I was right. Yeah. He is a jerk.'
"Yes? Oh, mom. How are you? How is Souta? I miss you. News..? What news? Yeah. Yeah. What!" She fell onto her knees and put a hand in front of her opened mouth. Tears welled up in her eyes and started to fall from her eyes. "Please say you are kidding. It can't be… " She put it down without saying goodbye.
Her face is tired, her eyes are two dark, empty space without stars. She stared into the nothing for a moment before burst out crying. "Why! How can you do it! Why everyone think I am an object! I have a soul, a heart!" She shrieked crying. "What the hell is wrong with anyone! I feel like I am going crazy!" She stood up, leaned to the wall, and the crying shook her whole self, soul and body.
Inuyasha stepped into the house and froze at the sight. His Kagome was crying heartbreakingly. 'Because of me…' He stepped to her and put his hand gently onto her shoulder to turn her to himself. He had to say and ask something.
"Kagome? Please don't cry! I want to say something. Please listen to me…" His voice was kind, loving and gentle. He watched her with so much love in his eyes. How much he wanted to caress her, hold her in his arms! But not now, she would think he is tricking. And she has every right to think of him this way… "Kagome-"
Kagome lifted her head and looked up at him. Her face was scary. Pale, her eyes were red and puffy, and there was a small, unhappy smile on her face. She watched his face. His eyes, his lips, his cute dog ears. Everything she got to know so well. His familiar face. No, she didn't hate it. Not at all. He was everything to her. "Inuyasha, isn't it strange? Now everything is over and I finally realized it wasn't a nightmare. It was a dream."
By Mmiray
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I hope you will forgive me… I haven't updated for a VERY long time. I am really sorry. Please everyone, forgive me.
Well it was a short chapter, forgive me for this one too. But I have already written the last chapters in Hungary and that one was longer. -.- … sob
And forgive for the crying and no happiness. I know, it starts to get really dark, but just wait! J I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
If someone want to help me check on the mistakes, then copy the chapters into Microsoft word, correct my stupid little (?) mistakes and send it to me in e-mail. mi-chanfreemal.hu
MILLION THANX TO DRVNKRAZEE, my professional ass-kicker. Thank her/him for this chapter, because I think I wouldn't have been able to make myself continue without him/her. Thank you again, dear annoying friend! -bow- -hug-
…well, my father is playing on the computer so I cannot update right away. Therefore, I decided to write you something about me. (I am writing on my little laptop. -love-
I am in a sad mode cuz I am away from my boyfriend for a weak. Well, I can live it through (I lived it through in school-time too) but I miss him. We are not like others who go out with each other... He lives 200km away from me so it would be really complicated to us to travel to each other every day. So we sleep at each other's place.
It's wonderful! We can be together all day! It's like I am the star of some manga anime. O.O I am 16 years old (I will be 16 years old on July 24) but we can sleep together. Well, we are going out for a year now. And I am very happy. He is my first boyfriend and my first at anything. I mean kiss and… uhh… etc… And we love each other very much. It's a really deep love, comes from the heart. I know it will not fade away. I am so happy!
And we met on the net! O.o Not on some partner finder page, on a manga forum. Strange, isn't it? So net-love exist! Hmph! First we went to the zoo and the amusement park. It was wonderful! When he had to go, I let him hug me. It was so warm! He said "I would like to do other things but I don't want to scare you away from me."
On the second meeting we went to the so called Margit-island. It's a huge island, and a huge park in one. There is a small zoo too. And people can rent bicycles, little cars. We rent one, had a lot of fun. We sat onto a huge tree, he was behind be, wrapping his arms around my waist. And I listened to his heartbeat. It was so relaxing. When our bus stopped at were he had to get off, he quickly leaned to me and kissed me.
Ok, end of freetalk, my father went to sleep. Bye till the next update! -wave-
Oh yeah! And I have already planned (really) the last chapters so thank you very much, but I have really good ideas :)