You wouldn't believe that there was once a time when it was all perfect and peaceful. But that span of time certainly didn't last very long.
Everything had gone wrong so soon.
I felt the firs symptoms of that change when my mother died. Shortly after, I discovered everything my parents had kept form me. They were so caught up in hiding the truth from me that when I had asked father why mommy died he suddenly had his wand pointed at me with a look of disgust on his face and coldy said, " You my boy, will never mention anything about your faithless mother in from of me. Is that clear?!" At that time I hadn't had his teaching of arrogance and so, all I could do was just nod and obey. I turned away from the man I called father and found sympathy in my godfather's company. He was the key to all the confusion.
I remember then that he had explained everything quite calmly while I was almost to the point of fainting every time something about the Dark Lord was said.
At the end of the long tale, I was eyeing Uncle Severus with much caution. As if he would do the same thing that my father did with me a few hours ago but surprisingly, he didn't.
Everything he said explained to me why I now had a new point of view to my father. It explained to me now why father had killed mum. It explained to me about the Dark Lord, Voldemort.
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Everything else soon followed and then even I didn't notice the years that had gone.
My father has taken well care of his servants to take care of me. I haven't seen him since that day, during the funeral, August 11, 2004 but he has passed messages to me through my godfather and has technically taken care of me by funding everything I wanted and needed. I bet he can't wait for me to find a wife and produce an heir soon but I have turned down all his requests for me to marry anyone because of a certain fact. The fact that I was only fourteen but my years in Hogwarts have surely developed my mind. As well as my body, through Quidditch.
I only have eyes for one girl and I think she's too wholesome to accept me in her life for I have tormented her for most of my school life. Although my actions are like this she doesn't get that this is the only way I know now to express how I feel but I am, willing to change that.
I'm willing to show Hermione that I can be exactly like the man in her dreams.
But first, I need to know who her ideal man is..
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It was clearly a fault that I had made. She loathes me with every bone in her body. I am willing to change that but I don't know quite how. Maybe I should ask for some help. Maybe Blaise knows what to do..
"That stupid excuse for a wizard!" Hermione shouted, venting in front of the youngest Weasley. " He cannot do this to me! He's just harassing me!" Malfoy had been following her the whole week and she's misinterpreting by thinking that he's following her just for fun but really, he isn't. Malfoy doesn't know that he's been seen at all.
That was the original plan. To go unnoticed and observe what she likes. Obviously, he's failed with the going unnoticed part but he's glad to hear that she doesn't know the true reason for his presence. His week was very informative. Head girl really is a busy position. I sometimes even had to run after the busy girl but of course, still unnoticed. I am curious as to how she knew I was there. I will find out soon enough.