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(Miley's P.O.V.)
I couldn't wake her up, this was really starting to scare me. She was now crying and thrashing around violently. " Lilly come on wake up." " Your scaring me, please wake up." I was doing the best I could to hold her down, but it wasn't working to well, so I decided to call for help. " DADDY!" " DADDY COME QUICK!" Oh please let her be ok.
It didn't take long for dad to get to my room. " What is it?" " What's wrong?" He looked panicked, and ready to fight off whatever it was that had scared me. Unfortunately it wasn't something he could scare off with his fist. I wish it had been, I would of welcomed a monster, compared to this.
" It's Lilly, she wont wake up, look." I nodded my head down to where I had the blond pinned.
" What?" He quickly made his way over to where we were, and put his hand on her forehead. " Sweet niblets, she's burning up... Miles, Go get a cold washcloth, we need to get this fever down." I got up to do as I was ask, but before I could even take a step, Lilly stopped thrashing, in fact she stopped moving altogether. " Miles call 911, NOW! "
I ran around the bed as fast as I could. Grabbing the phone and dialing the necessary number, I waited for somebody to pick up, it wasn't a long wait, an operator came on after the first two rings. " Hello, 911... what's your Emergency?" I didn't really know how to answer that, so I just described what was going on. When I'd finished explaining what the problem was, she ask me for our address, I gave her the needed info and when I was through, She told me an ambulance would be arriving shortly.
" Miles, come here, I need your help." " We need to give her C.P.R., I need you to blow into her mouth twice, if that doesn't work I'm going to push on her chest, I'm going to count out thirty pumps,on the count of thirty,I want you to give her another two breaths, so every time I get to thirty I want you to give her two breaths, Ok?" I was shocked, she'd stopped breathing. I couldn't loose her, I was petrified.
I gave my dad a nod, and we started in. After about a minute we noticed she started breathing on her own again. I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life. " Wow that was too close." Dad was sitting on the side of the bed, looking down at Lilly with tears in his eyes.
All of the sudden I heard the door bell ring, followed by frantic knocking. I was momentarily dumb founded as to who it could possibly be, then I remembered I called 911, it was the paramedics. My thoughts were still pretty scattered, from the panic of nearly loosing the love of my life, so I was rather slow on the pick up, but I somehow managed to make it to the door in record time.
" Hey, come in she's right up stairs... follow me. " I was trying to sound calm, which was pretty hard considering I was dying inside.
" K what's her name, and what happened?" The paramedic said in a sharp tone, obviously trying to get answers as quick as possible, while the other paramedics headed over to where Lilly was.
" Well sir, I wasn't in the room when it started but from what Miley tells me, Lilly was sleeping peacefully, then all of the sudden she just started whimpering and thrashing about." " She was still doing that when I got in here, it was so bad my daughter here, had to pin her down." " After a few minutes she just stopped moving altogether, then stopped breathing, so we performed C.P.R...As you can see, it worked." " Oh and she was also running a high fever, her skin was extremely hot to the touch.
" Ok, well we won't know what's wrong till we get her to the hospital." " You did the right thing, she appears to be stable now." The man finished talking to my dad, and went to help the other paramedics load Lilly into the back of the ambulance. " Ok were going to Malibu Banner, you can follow us if you'd like." The paramedic was now sitting beside Lilly in the ambulance.
My Dad nodded a yes, and one of the other paramedics closed the door, cutting off my view of Lilly. The siren went on and they pulled out. I didn't know whether to cry or scream, right now they both sounded pretty tempting.
Dad and I quickly and quietly made our way over to our car, got in, buckled up and pulled out. Jackson wasn't with us tonight, he was staying over at a friends house, so it was just the two of us. The car ride was almost completely silent, I knew if I opened my mouth to speak, I'd just break down in tears, and from what I can see dad's pretty close himself.
Traffic was light so it didn't take us long to get to the hospital. Once there, we ran in as quick as possible, talked to the necessary people too get checked in, found out where Lilly was and sat down and waited, like we had been instructed. About twenty minutes later a doctor came out, and spoke with us.
" Hello I'm, Dr. Greene, I've been tending to Ms. Truscott." The doctor had a very thick British accent. " She's seems to be in perfect health, her heart stopped out of fear and panic, it seems she must of had a very terrifying nightmare." " She was in a serious car accident, No?" This guy was a little hard to understand, but we managed.
" Yes Sir, she was."
" Well then, there you have." " I would wager she had a flashback, it's quite common, the heart stopping however, is not." " Whatever she saw must have been pretty bad."
" Yes I imagine it was." " How long will she have to stay here." Dad was trying to sound at ease, but I could tell he wasn't, by the way he was nervously rocking from foot to foot.
" Well we'd like to keep her here over night, just for observation, she'll be released tomorrow at noon."
" Ok, can we see her now?" He sounded anxious.
" I'm afraid not, She's sleeping now, we sedated her so she could get some uninterrupted rest." The doctor sounded very pleased with himself, it was kind of unnerving.
" Ok, thanks." Dad sounded disappointed.
The next day rolled around pretty quickly, Lilly was released at noon as promised. The doctor said she was better...and maybe she was from a medical stand point, but emotionally she was worse.
She looked sad, depressed and puzzled. When it was time for her to come home she allowed us to put her in a wheelchair, when we got home she allowed us to help her inside without complaint, it seemed like she'd lost the will to fight.
I'm use to Lilly not letting anybody help her unless we make her, It gets hard sometimes but I know that she just wants to be able to do the things she use to, without needing help.
Before the accident Lilly's was headstrong and very independent, after the accident she was just as headstrong as ever,and she tried to stay as independent as possible, so this sudden change is odd.
Were up in my room now, I'm sitting at my desk pretending to work on my computer, when in reality, I'm watching my blond friend out of the corner of my eye. she's sitting on my bed trying to read the latest fashion magazine, from the look on her face I'm gonna conclude that it's not working. She hasn't been able to read very well lately.
I need to come up with something to do, anything to take Lilly's mind off whatever's bothering her. I know, I'll call Oliver, I'm sure he'd like to come over and maybe he can cheer her up.
I quickly flipped open my phone and hit the number three, it rang twice before I heard the very familiar voice of ' Smoken Oken,' as he liked to call himself.
" Hello, Smoken Oken speaking." I chuckled to myself, at his introduction.
" Hey Oliver, it's Miley. " I was now, swiveling back and forth in my chair.
" Oh hey what's up?"
" Nothing much, I was just wondering if you'd like to come over, and hang out for awhile?"
" Yeah sure I'd love too, how's Lilly ?" We'd called Oliver from the hospital, so he knew what happened last night.
" She's alright I guess, she's more depressed than usual but I guess that's to be expected." I was talking in hushed tones, I didn't want Lilly to hear me talking about her, I figured it'd make her feel uncomfortable.
" Yeah, she'll probably be depressed for awhile."
" I know, but I think you being here might help."
" Well than I'll be over in ten."
" Great, see you then, bye." and with that we hung up.
" Hey Lilly, Oliver's coming over, he should be here in about ten minutes. The response I got was an indifferent shrug.
" What's wrong?" This time she didn't even acknowledge me, so I got up walked over to the bed and kneeled down in front of it, looking up at her. From my new angle I could see that she had tears in her eyes.
" Awww honey what's that matter?" A very confused look crossed her features when I said honey, so I quickly said something else. " I'm always here, if you ever feel like talking." She nodded and held out her arms. Accepting the invitation I got up and hugged her. I was in heaven, I love hugging her, she fits in my arms so perfectly. The hug was cut short when somebody pounded on my door.
" It's me, Oliver." I was disappointed that the hug was cut short, but at the same time I was relieved, because Lilly didn't have time to think over my choice of words.
" Come in." Oliver walked in caring a box of pizza, this brought a stunning smile to Lilly's face, It was so cute.
" Hey guys, I brought Pizza." Oliver was holding the pizza box up, like it was on display, while he walked over and sat down next us. He flashed us a proud smile and opened the box.
" Thanks, it looks great."
" Your Welcome." " So Lilly how are you feeling today?" He didn't get much of a response, but that was to be expected, we talked to Lilly just to make her feel included, we stopped expecting a response along time ago.
" The rest of the evening was filled with watching movies, and Oliver and I sharing small talk. It was over far to soon for my liking, but Oliver had school tomorrow and he needed to finish his homework so he left around eight thirty.
Right now Lilly's laying down. The minute I got on the bed, Lilly sat up and gave me a questioning look. " What?" she tilted her head to the side, gave me a small smile, shrugged and shook her head. She looked so cute, I started giggling, she just kept smiling and scooted closer to me. " What is it? " " Do you need me to get you something ?" She shook her head while scooting ever closer. I was leaning against the headboard, so I couldn't back up, which wasn't good, considering the closer she got, the more I blushed.
She's right beside me now. " Lilly, seriously what's going on? " Her response was to hug me, at first I wasn't sure whether to hug her back or run, I was sure if she looked closely enough she'd be able to see my secret, but I knew if I didn't hug her she'd be hurt, so I threw all caution to the wind and hugged back. She held on for a couple of minutes. When she pulled away she did the last thing I expected, she leaned in and gave me a quick peck on the lips, it was so fast I didn't have time to do anything.
Lilly had laid down and turned over the second she pulled back from the kiss, so she was currently facing away from me. I didn't know what to do so I settled on turning out the lights and laying down. After a few seconds I decided to check something out, I quickly leaned up on my elbow, so I could look down at Lilly, I watched her for a minute, then leaned down and quietly whispered in her ear " Good night Lilly." She shuddered a little, which made me smile, I shook my head, kissed her cheek and laid back down.
(Lilly's P.O.V.)
Earlier tonight Miley called me honey, I wasn't sure what she meant by it, and at first I didn't care, but after I watched her for a little while, I realized how cute she is. I shouldn't think like that, I mean she's a girl for heavens sake, I'm not sure if thinking she's cute means I like her. I mean, do straight girls think that other girls are cute? do they even notice?
I wanted to know, So I decided to do a little experiment, to see if I really like her, the way I thought I might, so I kissed her, it was a quick kiss but it confirmed my suspicions, at least about myself. What am I saying? I can't be gay, it's just wrong.
No, I'm not gay, it's not like I notice allot of girls, I've only noticed Miley, and that was just tonight. I'm sure it's just a passing faze, brought on by the fact that she's been so nice to me.
Wow Miley just kissed my cheek, and the way she said good night was so sexy. Oh no I can't believe I just thought that. It's weird, I've never thought about Miley like that before. This can't be happening, I'm sure her voice sounded sexy because I'm so drowsy. Yeah that's it, I'm not really in my right mind when I'm tired.
I can't take anymore, I've got to much running through my mind right now, especially after that nightmare last night. It just couldn't be real, there's no way that happened, it was just a nightmare, but it was so real, it was like it really did happen. Oh well there's no reason to dwell on a nightmare. I better go to sleep, I'm sure after a good night sleep everything will seem clearer to me.