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(Lilly's P.O.V.)
I'm not sure what to do, I'm laying on my back, with my beautiful best friend on top of me, and I'm completely inexperienced, Miley doesn't seem to mind though. Oh I'm so confused I've never felt like this before. I love the way it feels when she kisses me, but at the same time I'm scared.
Am I suppose to feel this way? What exactly's happening to me? Oh why did I always have to find ways out of talking about this subject. When they were going to talk about it in school I faked sick, When my parents tried, I believe plugging my ears and singing la la la I'm not listening was my mature reaction, hey can you blame me? Who wants to learn that stuff from there parents, but now I'm wishing I'd listened. This is so embarrassing, maybe if I don't move, Miley wont notice somethings wrong with me.
(Normal P.O.V.)
Miley Leaned down and kissed her girlfriend again, receiving a moan of satisfaction in response. Miley smiled, happy Lilly was enjoying it. After a few seconds however, Miley noticed that Lilly was tense and completely stiff, so she broke the kiss and got off of her.
" Hey Lil, you alright?" Lilly opened her eyes, slightly dazed and nodded. " You sure? cause you seem awfully tense." Lilly nodded again.
Miley watched the smaller girl for a second, trying to determine if she was telling the truth or not. After she was satisfied that Lilly did indeed seem fine, she spoke again.
" Ok but if there's ever something wrong I want you to tell me. alright?" Again she received a nod. Miley smiled, leaned down and gave Lilly a quick kiss on the forehead.
" Good. Now lets go to sleep, you look tired." Lilly smiled and turned on to her side, facing away from Miley. The brunette quickly got up and shut off the lights, before crawling into bed behind Lilly, and placing her arm around her waist protectively.
" Good night Lilly, I love you. " Lilly responded by putting her hand over the back of Miley's, interlacing there fingers and giving it a quick squeeze. Miley in turn pulled the blond closer to her, and fell asleep smiling.
(Miley's P.O.V.)
I woke up the next morning holding the love of my life. She was still sound asleep, so I kissed her cheek and gently shook her shoulder. " Hey sleepy head, time to wake up." She groaned while snuggling deeper into her covers. I couldn't help but laugh at this. Lilly has never been a morning person, When we were at school she was always rather grumpy for the first two hours.
" Lilly don't make me take drastic measures." Her only response, was to pull the covers closer to herself. " Alright you leave me no choice." In one swift motion I pulled her covers off. This earned me a very disgruntled glare. " I'm sorry but I did warn you." I used my best parental tone. Lilly smiled a bit, and stuck her tongue out at me. " Oh real mature Truscott." I smiled as I got up to stand by the bed.
" Ok Lilly, why don't you go take a shower first, while I call Oliver and tell him about us. " You do want to be my girlfriend right?" Last night I had completely forgotten to ask her to be my girlfriend, sometimes I can be a real air head. To my relief Lilly smiled and nodded.
" Thank goodness. You don't mind me telling Oliver do you?" She smiled and shook her head, as she got up and headed for the bathroom. " Can I tell Dad and Jackson?" She turned around at the door of the bathroom looking a little unsure at first, then slowly nodded. " Cool, and don't worry Lil Dad already knows I like you, and he's fine with it, and I'm sure Jackson won't mind." At hearing this, Lilly visibly relaxed.
Once she was in the bathroom, I called Oliver and told him everything. He of course was very supportive, and happy for us, and amazingly he wasn't really shocked, In fact he said the only thing he was shocked about, was that we didn't get together sooner. I invited him over, but he declined the offer, cause apparently he wasn't feeling to well.
Lilly came out of the bathroom as I hung up the phone. " Hey Lilly, I just called Oliver and told him the good news, he was thrilled for us." Lilly grinned while walking towards me." Once she got to me she gave me a real quick kiss on the cheek, blushed and quickly turned and headed for the door. " I'll be down in a sec, I'm just going to take a real quick shower." She nodded and headed out.
I was done in under ten minutes. I quickly made my way out and into the hall, but before I could head downstairs, I ran into Jackson, who was headed out to Rico's, figuring this was as good a time as any, I told him the news about Lilly and I. Surprisingly he took it really well, even going so far as to congratulate me. I couldn't wait to tell dad. I was so happy I bounded down the stair two at a time. The minute I hit the ground floor my senses were assaulted by the sweet smell of French toast.
Dad was working diligently in the kitchen while Lilly was sitting at the bar on one of our stools, eating her breakfast. Lilly had her back to me, so I stuck up behind her as quietly as possible, wrapped my arms around her waist and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek, causing her to blush and duck her head shyly. " Good morning sweetie. Enjoying your breakfast?" She nodded, while blushing a deeper shade of red and ducking her head even more, if possible. I chuckled a little as I sat down beside her on my own stool.
" So dad guess what."
" What?" Dad looked up and handed me my plate, he looked amused.
" Lilly's my girlfriend." I said this very proudly, with a huge smile plastered on my face. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Lilly shift uncomfortably and start fidgeting with her plate.
" Well it's about time, congratulations." Dad said this with a smile, while looking back and forth between Lilly and I.
Lilly blushed and looked up just long enough to give my dad a shy smile, which earned her a chuckle, and a pat on the head, from my amused father.
" So Miles, what are you two up to today?" Dad was now looking at me, as he served up his own breakfast.
" Hmmm I don't know. Lilly what do you want to do?" Lilly looked a little surprised at first, but quickly recovered. Her eye's lit up and she started enthusiastically pointing out towards the pool, wearing the biggest smile I'd ever seen. She looked like a little kid in a candy store, it was so cute.
" Let me guess, you want to get in the pool?" She kept smiling and nodded.
"Ok then we need to change." She nodded and held out her arms to me, indicating that she wanted help up the stairs. I got up and did just that. I helped her up the stairs and into my room, where she quickly headed into the bathroom to change. We were changed and in the pool in about ten minutes flat.
Lilly was wearing the same outfit she wore last time, but she looked colder than usual, her teeth were chattering and she was shivering. " Hey Lil, you alright? you look cold." She gave me a hesitant nod. " Awww come here, I'll warm you up." I came up behind her and rubbed her arms. She sighed and leaned back into me resting her head on my shoulder.
" There is that better?" She gave me a content smile and nodded. " Good." I kissed the top of her head and moved away, coming to stand in front of her. " You ready to trying walking again?" A disappointed look crossed her features, but she nodded her consent anyway.
" Ok good. Now I'm going to stand here, you try to walk to me, if you can't do it just shake your head, and I'll help you. Alright?" She nodded, despite the fact she looked a little unsure. I was standing about two feet in front of her, so I was close enough to help her, if she needed it, but my help wasn't needed she did fine on her own.
After about thirty minutes of walking around Lilly got bored and decided she wanted to play basketball, dad had a small hoop installed on the pool yesterday, so Lilly could sill play, at least one of the sports she loved, without the risk of hurting herself.
Normally I didn't like playing sports but It wasn't so bad when I was with Lilly, in fact it was pretty good, every time she went to make a basket I'd grad her in a hug and pin her arms to her side, at first she wasn't to happy, since she called it cheating, I on the other hand called it defensive playing with perks. After a while she saw things my way, granted it took a few kisses but I wasn't complaining and from what I could hear neither was she. I just wish I could hear her voice again. Hmmm maybe I can.
Lilly was trying to make a shot again, so I grabbed her from behind, and pinned her arms to her side, while I rested my chin on her left shoulder. " Got cha." She just smiled at me. " You did really good with the walking today." She gave me another winning smile and nodded slightly. I was still holding her, so I placed a kiss on her cheek, and then her neck, this caused her to moan a little. You like that?" She nodded.
" I miss your voice." I got a sad smile in response. " Do you want to talk again?" The sad look stayed in place, but she nodded. " Do you trust me?" The sad look quickly changed to a confused one, but never the less she nodded yes. " Good, I'm going to try something." She looked a little scared. " Don't worry honey, it won't hurt, just trust me." She nodded while I let her go, and went around to stand in front of her.
I put my hands on either side of her face, keeping her from moving her head. " Ok Lilly, close your eyes." She hesitated for a second, then did as I had ask. " Good now don't open your eyes. Ok?" She tried to nod, but I held her head still so she couldn't. " Now Lilly you have to answer me, or I can't get started." She tried to nod again but failed. " Lilly I can't understand you, what's your answer?" Again she tried to nod but failed, she was starting to get frustrated. After about six more times she was really mad. " I'm sorry but I still can't understand you."
" W-W-Well... if... y-y-you'd... l-let... g-go...of... m-my... h-h-head...y-you...c-cou-could." I couldn't believe it, she spoke, it actually worked. She was so mad she didn't even notice. I gave her the biggest smile I could, and did what she ask, but not before giving her a kiss.
" Lilly what did you say?" I was still smiling at her.
" I s-sai." She stopped mid sentence, and her eyes got really big. After a few seconds of apparent shock, she yelled woohoo and pulled me into a bone crushing hug. " I...lo-love...y-you. Tha-Thank...y-you." She was still hugging me.
" Your Welcome sweetie. I love you too." I smiled at her and kissed her temple.
