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A/N: Sorry it took me so long to update, but I got really sick, then I got a serious case of writers block LOL, so again I'm really sorry. Thanks to all the people who have been reviewing. A special thanks to ( Pink Starship Your ideas really helped :). I'm still not sure if I'm satisfied with this chapter, but I figure you've all waited long enough, so I decided to post it, as is. I might change it later, but I'm not sure.
Warning: something close to a sex scene, so if your offended by this sort of thing, I wouldn't read any further. Also. I'm not very good at writing this sort of thing, so I'm sorry if it's a bit awkward.
(Normal P.O.V.)
Miley smiled into the kiss, enjoying Lilly's bolder side. After a few, very enjoyable minutes of kissing, Lilly pulled away, out of breath and unsure, so many things were running through her mind, she wasn't sure what to do next, or even if what she had already done was right. She bit her lip watching Miley closely for any sign of disapproval. When Miley noticed the uncertainty in Lilly eyes, she gave her a reassuring smile, conveying without words, how she felt, then slowly leaned in for another Kiss. Deciding to take things a little further, Miley kissed the side of Lilly's mouth, then proceeded to kiss all the way to her ear, causing Lilly to shudder. After Miley was done there, she made her way down to Lilly's jawline and neck, quickly finding the smaller girls pulse point, and nipping and sucking on it. Making Lilly go weak in the knees and moan in response. Hearing that Lilly was clearly enjoying what she was doing, Miley smiled.
" Mi-Miles... I...mmm... th-think... some-somethings...mmm... wr-wrong!... I... f-feel... like... m-my...mmm... legs... a-are... go-going... out." Lilly stuttered out, moaning in between words, whenever Miley hit a particularly sensitive spot on her neck. Miley pulled away, smirking at Lilly's statement.
" No honey, there's nothing wrong, that's normal, but if your worried about falling, I can fix that." Miley said in a seductive tone, winking and wrapping her arms around Lilly's waist, but instead of linking her arms, she reached over and Locked the bedroom door.
Hearing the lock click into place, Lilly gave Miley a questioning look. " We don't have to do anything you don't want too, but with Dad and Jackson just down the hall, I figure it's better safe than sorry." Miley answered, Lilly's un ask question, chuckling a bit, while linking her arms behind the smaller girls back. Lilly couldn't help but giggle a little at Miley's statement.
" Ok." Lilly spoke, nodding her head in agreement. Miley smiled, bringing her left hand up to stroke the side of Lilly's face lovingly, she left her right hand where it was, on Lilly's back. The blond sighed in contentment, leaning into Miley's soothing touch.
" I love you so much Lilly." Miley spoke quietly, bringing her hands around in front of her and looping her fingers through Lilly's belt loops, while slowly beginning to walk backwards towards the bed, bringing Lilly with her.
" I... lo-love... you... t-to... Mi-Miles." Lilly grinned broadly, allowing Miley to pull her towards the bed. Miley smiled, continuing to walk backwards. She only had to take a couple more steps, before the back of her legs came in contact with the bed. Feeling the bed against her legs, Miley quickly spun Lilly around, successfully switching there positions, so that Lilly was the one who's legs were against the bed.
Lilly looked a bit shocked at there sudden switch in positions, Miley just gave her a gentle smile, then brought her left hand up placing it on Lilly's shoulder, and gently pushed her down till she was sitting on the end of the bed. Miley leaned down till she was eye level with the blond.
" Scoot up luv." Miley whispered quietly, reaching up and brushing Lilly's bangs to the side. Lilly quietly did as she was ask, followed closely by Miley. Once Lilly was in the middle of the bed, with her legs stretched out in front of her, Miley smiled at her, straddling her lap, and slowly leaning for a sweet kiss. Lilly immediately returned the kiss, putting her hands down beside her on the bed, and leaning back a bit.
Miley smiled into the kiss, bringing her left hand up and placing it on the back of Lilly's head too deepen the kiss, while resting her right hand lightly on Lilly's side. The blond moaned quietly in response. After a few seconds, Miley started trailing kisses down Lilly's neck and to her collar bone, nipping and sucking every once in a while.
The blond drew in a shaky breath, tilting her head to the side, to allow Miley better access to her neck. Miley kept up her pleasurable task for a few more minutes, before moving back up, and kissing Lilly on the lips again. " Lay down." Miley whispered quietly, nipping lightly on Lilly's ear, as she spoke, while at the same time, placing her left hand on Lilly's shoulder, and pushing gently, until Lilly was laying flat on her back.
Lilly wordlessly did as Miley ask, smiling nervously, and allowing Miley to push her back on to the bed. She wasn't really sure what was going to happen next, but she decided to take Oliver's advise, and just trust Miley. " Like I said earlier, we don't have to do anything, you don't want to do." Miley said in a reassuring tone, after she noticed the nervous look, on the blonde's face.
Lilly nodded in approval and understanding, before slowly and hesitantly, bringing her left hand up and placing it on the back of Miley's head, bringing her down till there lips met, in a passionate kiss, telling Miley without words, that she was ok, and wanted to continue with what they were doing. Miley eagerly returned the kiss, bringing her left hand up and resting it lightly on the side of Lilly's face, and placing her right hand on Lilly's hip, just barley under her shirt, while at the same time rocking her hips, into Lilly's in a slow and tantalizing way, causing Lilly to moan and thrust her hips involuntarily.
As they continued to kiss, Miley moved her right hand up, just a little, lightly grazing the soft skin of Lilly's stomach. Lilly moaned in response, and placed her right hand on Miley's side, mirroring Miley's actions. Lilly was enjoying the feel of Miley's hand on her stomach, until that hand lightly brushed over her scar, Causing Lilly to abruptly halt what Miley was doing, by pulling away from the kiss and placing her own hand over Miley's.
Miley didn't need to ask what was wrong, she already knew the answer. Lilly didn't want anybody to see the scar, Miley had never seen it, but she knew it was there, a constant reminder of the accident, and the surgery that followed the accident, all very painful memory's for Lilly, as well as Miley. The brunette could clearly see the pain in Lilly's eyes, brought on partially from the memories, and partially because she thought the scar made her ugly.
" It's ok honey, we don't have to do anything else." Miley said in a soothing voice. The last thing she wanted to do, was push Lilly into something she wasn't ready for. Lilly gave Miley a half hearted smile. It amazed her, how understanding the brunette was. In that moment she realized how much she truly loved, and trusted Miley, and she wanted nothing more, than to convey that, to her very understanding girlfriend, so she did the only thing she could think to do.
" It's... o-ok... Mi-Miles... go... a-ahead." Lilly spoke quietly, removing her hand from atop Miley's, and bringing it up, to rest instead, on the side of Miley's face lovingly. Miley was shocked and touched, by the display of trust. She knew how hard it was for Lilly.
" You sure?" Miley ask carefully, wanting to make sure that Lilly was truly ok with it. Lilly nodded in response, stroking her thumb, lightly over Miley's cheek. Miley smiled at the show of affection, lifting up just slightly to reposition herself, to where she was straddling Lilly's right leg, instead of her hips. Once that was accomplished, she brought her left hand up to her own face, and covered Lilly's hand, with her own, leaning into it lightly, before leaning down and giving Lilly a light kiss, dropping her hand back down, to rest on the bed, beside Lilly's head.
Miley pulled back, smiling. " Sit up, honey." Miley said, taking Lilly's hand and gently helping her up into a sitting position. Lilly gave her a questioning look. " Lift your arms up." Miley spoke quietly, putting both of her hands on the bottom of Lilly's shirt. Lilly quietly did as she was ask, lifting her arms straight up over her head, allowing Miley to take her shirt off. Once the shirt was off, Lilly blushed, immediately dropping her arms, and placing her left hand in front of the scar, in one last attempt to keep it hidden from Miley, who was currently giving her an understanding smile. Miley's gaze shifted from Lilly's face, down to the hand resting on her stomach. Slowly and carefully, Miley reached out, placing her hand on top of Lilly's, and slowly moved it out of the way, revealing what Lilly was so desperately trying to hide.
" Your beautiful." Miley breathed out, allowing her eyes to roam over Lilly's perfectly toned stomach, up to her partially covered chest, and finally coming to rest on her face, which at present, was tinged a deep shade of red.
" Th-Thank... y-you." Lilly laughed nervously, not really sure how else to respond to the compliment. " Y-You... kn-know... I... th-think... your... t-to-totally... over-overdressed." Lilly flirted, sounding confident, when in reality, she was 'anything' but, confident.
" Oh, really?" Miley ask, feigning innocents. " I guess, I am, so what are you gonna do about it?" Miley questioned, raising an eyebrow seductively.
" Um... I... uh... w-well." Lilly tripped over her words, unsure of how to respond. Miley smirked, chuckling a bit at Lilly's flustered response. Seeing Miley smirking as though she'd just won a contest, caused Lilly's competitive nature to kick in.
" This." Lilly whispered softly, into Miley's ear, while taking hold of the hem of her shirt. Miley audibly gulped, closing her eyes, clearly enjoying the feeling of Lilly's mouth so close to her ear. Lilly smirked at Miley's reaction, feeling she had won there little game. " Lift your arms." Lilly whispered, repeating what Miley had said to her, just moments ago. Miley just nodded in response, still breathless, from Lilly's close proximity, and Lifted her arms. Lilly quickly copied Miley's earlier actions, successfully ridding her, of her shirt. " Wow!... y-your... be-beautiful. " Lilly said, breathless, allowing her eyes to scan over Miley's flawless skin. It was Miley's turn to blush, and smile shyly.
Lilly didn't give Miley time to formulate a response, before she bashfully leaned in, capturing Miley's lips with her own, while placing her left hand on the side of Miley's face, allowing her thumb to brush back and forth over Miley's cheek affectionately. After a few seconds of that, she dropped her hand down to Miley's shoulder, resting her hand lightly on her bra strap, without thinking, she started to brush it to the side, but quickly stopped and pulled away breaking the kiss, as soon as she realized what she was doing.
" I'm... s-sor-" Lilly started to say, but her apology, was quickly cut short by Miley, who had pressed two fingers against her lips, successfully stopping her from speaking. Once Miley was sure the blond wasn't going to say anything, she took hold of her hand, bringing it back up to her own shoulder.
" It's ok Lilly. I don't mind." Miley said, covering Lilly's hand with her own. The blond gave her a questioning look, to which the brunette just nodded. Seeing that it was ok, Lilly finished what she was going to do in the first place. Quickly and carefully, ridding Miley of the last piece of clothing covering her chest. Lilly smiled bashfully at the brunette, trying to figure out, how to put into words what she was feeling.
Miley didn't let her get a chance to say anything, before speaking herself. " Now who's over dressed?" Miley ask, smiling confidently, with a slight chuckle to her voice, trying to hide her own embarrassment. At hearing Miley's comment, Lilly blushed, looking down shyly. She only looked back up, when she felt Miley's hand on her shoulder. When she looked up, she saw that Miley was giving her a questioning look. In response Lilly smiled shyly and nodded her head, giving Miley approval, and Miley took it.
Once Lilly was completely topless, Miley carefully pushed her back onto the bed, quickly moving down her body, till she was eye level with the scar, which started at the waist band of Lilly's low rise jeans, and ended just below her breast's. " I love you." Miley mumbled against Lilly's skin, as she started placing butterfly kisses, on the scar, in an attempt to ease at least some of the pain, brought on by the accident. She knew it wouldn't help physically, but she hoped that her love could help emotionally.
She kissed all the way up Lilly's stomach, following the path made by the scar, enjoying listening to Lilly's moans of pleasure, and the feeling of Lilly shuddering, at the feeling of every new sensation. The brunette finally stopped her trail of hot kisses, when she reached the blonde's chest, which was currently heaving slightly, from the force of her quickened breath.
Miley smiled down at the blond, who's eyes were tightly shut, and kissed her lips, receiving a moan in response, Miley bit lightly on Lilly's lower lip, asking for entrance, which Lilly, gladly granted. While there tongues battled for dominance, Miley's hand found Lilly's chest, and began gently kneading her right breast. Lilly moaned at the contact, that sent a bolt of electricity straight through her body, and added to the throbbing, that had already started between her legs, causing her to squirm.
Miley chuckled a bit, at Lilly's reaction, pulling back she broke the kiss, switching her attention to the girls neck, and began nipping and sucking on her pulse point, adding to Lilly's arousal. The blond squirmed some more in response. " Pl-Please?" Lilly ask in a desperate whisper. She wasn't really sure what she was asking for, all she knew, was something needed to happen, and quick, and she figured Miley knew what it was, and she was right, Miley did know exactly what the girl needed.
The brunette continued her loving assault on her girlfriends very sensitive neck, while she dropped her hand down to the front of Lilly's jeans, and applied a very light amount of pressure, causing Lilly to whimper and buck her hips, in a desperate attempt, to increase the pressure. After a few more moments of merciless teasing, Miley gave in, increasing the pressure, and Lilly's pleasure.
Lilly was overwhelmed by all the different feelings running through her body. On one hand she was enjoying it immensely, but on the other hand, she was scared to death, and unfortunately the fear won out. The building pressure was to much for her, she was soon asking Miley to stop, and Miley being the caring girlfriend she was, did exactly what Lilly ask.
She stopped immediately, asking if Lilly was ok, the blond quickly confirmed that she was fine, with a nod of her head. Miley gave her a questioning look, not fully believing her girlfriend. " Are you sure your alright?" Miley ask in a worried tone, brushing Lilly's slightly damp bangs out of her eyes.
" Ye-Yeah... I-I'm... fi-fine!...I j-just... do-don't... th-think... I'm... qu-quite...r-ready... to... go... an-any... fu-further." Lilly sounded small, timid, and a bit guilty. She felt guilty cause, it seemed she hadn't trusted Miley enough, and she was worried Miley'd be upset, and she hated upsetting her girlfriend.
" Ok, that's fine. I totally understand. I'm sorry if you felt uncomfortable." Miley spoke in a caring tone, hoping Lilly wasn't too upset.
" N-No... Mi-Miley... I.. Um... I... enj-enjoyed... it!... I... j-just... d-don't... th-think... I'm... re-ready... f-for... m-more." Lilly spoke quietly.
" I understand." Miley smiled, handing Lilly her shirt, while at the same time putting hers back on.
" Th-Thanks." Lilly returned her smile, accepting the shirt, and pulling it over her head. Once both girls had there shirts back on, Miley pulled the smaller girl into a tight hug. Lilly giggled, returning the embrace.
" I think it's time for bed. Don't you?" Miley ask, standing up and heading for her closet to find a pair of night clothes. Lilly was a little hesitant to answer. She was still a little worked up, from there earlier activities, so she didn't think she'd be able to sleep, so she decided to answer truthfully.
" Um... y-yeah,... b-but... I'm... n-not... su-sure... if... I... can... f-fall... a-asleep." Lilly answered, sounding a bit embarrassed. After finding the clothes she was looking for Miley came back into the room, and gave Lilly a knowing smile.
" Take a cold shower, that should help with your... um... sleeping?... problem." Miley chuckled slightly, winking in Lilly's direction, causing Lilly to blush, even more that she already was.
" So... h-how.. do... y-you... kn-know... a... c-cold... sh-shower... w-works? Lilly smirked, feeling she'd caught Miley off guard. At first Miley was a little embarrassed, but that soon faded, once she realized, that's what Lilly was aiming for.
" Well, let's just say I've had that... " Sleeping "... problem more than once, and a cold shower, has always worked for me." Miley stated, placing air quotes around the word, (sleeping, ) pretending not to be affected, by the embarrassing nature of the question. Lilly was shocked that Miley didn't have trouble answering the question.
" Oh... um... w-well... uh... I...I... g-guess... I'll... t-try... it... th-then." Lilly stumbled over her words, backing up towards the bathroom, as she talked. Miley smirked, waving as the flustered blond stumbled into the bathroom and closed the door. Once the door was closed, Miley chuckled to herself, shaking her head in amusement, as she changed her clothes.
Lilly stayed in the bathroom for about fifteen minutes, before joining Miley back in the room. " Uh... wa-water's... st-still... warm... if... y-you... w-want... to.. t-take... a... shower. Lilly said, drying her hair with a towel, as she made her way over to the bed. Miley, who was laying on her back, with her eyes closed, looked up at the blond, as soon as she heard her voice, and smiled.
" Hmmm, I figured as much." Miley said in a cocky, yet playful tone. Hearing Miley's statement, Lilly stopped drying her hair, and gave Miley a fake glare, to which, Miley held up her hands in mock surrender. " You know what, I think I will take a shower, but I don't think the hot water will be needed." Miley winked, as she got up and headed for the bathroom. Lilly laughed, watching Miley disappear, into the bathroom.
When Miley got out twenty minutes later, she found Lilly sound asleep. The brunette, smiled at how innocent Lilly looked while she was asleep. She always looked innocent, but more so when she slept. Miley slowly made her way to the bed, careful not to make any noise. When she finally reached her destination, she shut off the lights, and crawled in beside Lilly, placing a gentle kiss on her cheek and whispering, I love you, before rolling over to lay on her back.
" L-Love... y-you...too." Lilly mumbled out, groggily, as she rolled over, and snuggled into Miley's side, placing her head on her shoulder. Miley smiled down at the girl and placed a light kiss on the top of her head. " Night Luv." Miley whispered, before following Lilly's example and drifting off to sleep.
The next morning found both girls in good spirits. They got up, got dressed, headed downstairs, and ate breakfast, after they were done there, they headed for the couch, to sit down and discuss what they wanted to do for the day. " So I'm thinking, either the mall, or the beach again. What do you think?" Miley ask, leaning back on the couch.
" Um... h-how... b-bout... the... m-mall,... th-that... s-sounds... f-fun." Lilly said happily. Miley smiled at Lilly's obvious excitement.
" Ok, the mall it is." Miley smiled and patted Lilly's knee, before getting up, and extending a hand, to help Lilly up. " Shall we?" Miley ask, in a fake British accent. Lilly giggled, taking Miley's out stretched hand and allowing herself to be pulled up.
" We... sh-shall." Lilly answered in the same accent, playing along. It didn't take the girls long to get on the road, once Jackson agree to take them. As always, Lilly held onto Miley the whole way there. Of course Miley didn't mind one bit.
" We're here." Jackson said, glancing back at the two girls, with a smile.
" Thanks." Miley said, getting out of the car, and heading around to Lilly's side to open the door for her.
" Your welcome, have a good time. Just call me when your ready to come home" Jackson said sincerely, through his now open window.
" Will do, and thanks again." Miley said, waving at her brother. Lilly just nodded her thanks. Jackson watched them walk off, making sure they made it to the entrance safely, before he drove off.