Two months passed. Buffy was distraught after what happened with Angel she tried and tried to make it better with him, but nothing. He told her, a relationship would never work out, because there was no trust, an just lies. He needed to be with someone who he could trust and who would love him back completely.
From inside Buffy's bedroom, the pounding of the rain against the glass of the window was violent. The wind sounded so loudly. Buffy sighed as she looked outside, dark clouds formed everywhere. She didn't know how or when she would get over this. She found out from Gunn that Angel was seeing someone, she was his new partner, she worked with him. Her name was Kate. Buffy couldn't understand, ho he could just forget what they had, what they could've had. Buffy let out a breath and turned to go lay on her bed.
Buffy sat straight up in her bed, breathing hard. Buffy felt sick to her stomach so she ran down the hall to the bathroom. This was going on for almost a week now. The noise from Buffy running to the bathroom, wakened Cordelia. The knock on the door made Buffy jump. "Buffy. You okay?" Buffy didn't say anything, she just sat on the bathroom floor. She spent the last thirty minutes or so throwing up. She had no idea what was wrong with her. Buffy slowly stood up and brushed her teeth. A couple minutes later Buffy walked into the room wiping her mouth with a towel. Cordelia gave Buffy a hug. "Maybe it's time we go see a doctor…it could be like a bad flu or something." Buffy pulled away. "I don't know, I just wish it would go away. I've already missed so many days of work." Buffy had to get a job, she worked as a waitress at a high class restaurant. Which wasn't so bad. She moved in with Cordelia when she got evicted from her apartment. Angel had everything stopped. He froze all of Thomas's bank accounts and had contact between Buffy and her father stopped. Buffy was pissed when she found out but eventually came around to understand why he had to do it.
Cordelia crossed her arms and was contemplating what Buffy could have as she sat down next to Buffy. "When was your last period?" Cordelia asked turning towards her. Buffy thought a moment. ""I can't remember that." Cordelia smiled. "Maybe your pregnant." Buffy shook her head. "No" Buffy stood up. 'I can't be." Cordelia nodded. "Would it be Angels?" Buffy narrowed her eyes. "Uh. Yeah. I haven't slept with anyone else." Cordelia stood up. "Okay. Lets go to the store and get some pregnancy tests and we'll find out." Buffy let out a breath. She didn't know how she would feel if she was, Angel wouldn't even talk to her.
Cordelia and Buffy rushed to the aisle where all the pregnancy tests were. Buffy looked at them and couldn't decide which one to get. "We'll get all of them." Buffy looked at Cordelia. "I can't afford that." Cordelia rolled her eyes. 'How bout we call Angel…he should pay for this." Buffy shook her head. "No." Cordelia grabbed the one that said 'Clear Blue' "Here. This will be just fine." Buffy nodded. "Okay. Lets get this over with." Buffy and Cordelia bought the test and then headed home.
Buffy and Cordelia waited outside the bathroom. Buffy paced back and forth. Cordelia stopped her. "Hey. I-I want you to know that, if it's positive, we're gonna…we're gonna get through it." Buffy smiled and nodded. "I know." Cordelia hugged Buffy, the timer went off, causing them to break away. Buffy went to go look. "Ugh. I can't. I can't look at it." Cordelia put her hand up. "It's okay. I'll do it." Cordelia went into the bathroom, then emerged holding the stick. "Umm it's negative."
Buffy took a step back. Not wanting to believe it. "What?" Cordelia walked over. "It's negative." Buffy nodded. "Oh. Oh. Well there you go. Wow! That is—that's great—that is really great-great news. You know?' cause the whole not being ready and kinda the financial problem I have, the father not being in the picture and all that. This is what's suppose to happen right?" Buffy wiped a tear from her cheek. Cordelia gave a short smile. "Well--great. Here." Cordelia handed Buffy a tissue.
Buffy took it dried her eyes the best she could. Inside Buffy deeply wanted this. She found herself disappointed and she couldn't understand why. All she could think of was Angel, and how upset that he wasn't in her life anymore. She would love to be a mother, and would just love it if Angel would be a part of it, and now all that was gone.
"God this is so stupid!" Buffy cried out. "How could I be upset over something I never had? It's really negative?" Cordelia smiled as she handed her the test stick. "No. Its positive." Buffy looked up not believing her. "What?" Buffy looked at the stick seeing the positive sign. "It's positive…I lied before and I'm sorry but now you know how you really feel about it all." Buffy cried and smiled. Cordelia hugged Buffy. "Now you gotta tell Angel." Buffy pulled away. "I think I'm going to wait on that." Cordelia nodded. "Well. That's understandable. When are you going to tell him?" Buffy thought a moment. "In about seven months."