I don't know about you people, but when I write, I write with my heart, and I see everything I write about in my mind first before I even consider putting pen to paper or turning on my computer.
For this story, I put myself in the mindset for my character.
After watching the season two finale, I can't continue. As I am writing this the ending credits are rolling, along with the tears pouring down my cheeks. After writing, dreaming and living this story for weeks trying to get it right., this has broken my heart into piece so small I can't find them. But they're cut my insides to shreds.
After the death of essentially my mother and father, I cannot continue this story. Maybe sometime in the future I'll get over it, and continue.
But right now, I need to mourn.
I'm sorry.
Owen Harper & Toshiko Sato 4/4/2008
We'll miss you.
May you rest in peace.