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AN: NC-17 warnings for #82

81. Pen and Paper

Light scratches were the only sounds that filled the room, that and the occasional sip of tea. Iruka sat on his couch as he wrote, a pill of crumbled paper next to him. He groaned and took the piece of paper he was writing on and crumbled it up.

"This shouldn't be this difficult," he look at the blank piece of paper on his lap, attached to a clipboard in lieu of a desk. He sighed and pushed back his bangs. And began again…

Happy Birthday, 'Kashi –

He paused…Should I use his petname? Iruka nodded to himself, It makes it more personal…

Today is your birthday, the anniversary of your birth, and whether you like it or not, you're getting older.

He paused again, trying to figure out a way to avoid the word "shinobi" and "duty". After a while, he smiled and continued…

And despite of your age and everything you've gone through, you have grown into a wonderful person. Someone that literally hides behind a mask (that I have to admit, adds to your charm), and acts as if he's as passive as a stranger, but I know you care when you don't show it. You care about your comrades, your team, your village and me (even if it may not be the same way).

Iruka blushed and continued writing…

You have shown me a part of yourself that people hardly get to know, despite of how difficult it may have been for you. We have grown together through the past years, and I can't see myself spending my life with anyone else…

Iruka blushed at how corny that sounded but he continued anyway...

And I can't wait the years that await us. To celebrate your birthday another countless times and live our lives together…

Iruka continued writing, letting his heart move his hand, smiling as he did so.

Kakashi entered his lover's apartment, via window of course, after not being able to fall asleep, why don't I just move in already? Kakashi smiled at the thought, and made a mental note to ask Iruka in the morning, I practically live here anyway…When he saw that his lover wasn't in bed, he frowned, but saw a light streaming in from the living room. He walked through the door and smiled at the sight in front of him. Iruka had fallen asleep, while apparently writing something. He walked to his sleeping lover and couldn't help to peek at what kept the chunin up. Kakashi silently read the letter, a smile tugging at his lips as he did so, a fluttering in his heart.



Iruka stirred, "'Kashi," he said softly and opened his eyes to find mismatched eyes warmly looking at him. He smiled and remembered why he was in the living room he moved to cover the letter he was writing but a pale hand cupped his cheek and lips met his a sweet kiss.

Kakashi broke the kiss and brushed his smiling lips against the younger man's, "Let's go to bed, Love."

Iruka smiled at him and locked him into another kiss before nodding.

Yes, they couldn't wait the years that awaited them.

82. Can You Hear Me?

Hot water splashed between them as Kakashi thrust into the younger man. Iruka kept a hand firmly over his mouth for keep from crying out in pleasure, as his other hand gripped on the older man's glistening shoulder.

"Iruka…" Kakashi whispered into his ear and pulled the tan legs higher.

Iruka choked on a moan, and felt his body flush hotter. He looked at his lover through half lidded eyes, and locked his gaze with the mismatched pair.

"Let me hear you, Ruru," he grinned and pulled the hand away.

Iruka found his hands being pinned against the rocky surface behind him. He moaned and gasped when the older man drove faster in him, hitting his prostate with every thrust. He bit on his lip to try to keep quiet, but lips sealed over his and a hot tongue delved into his mouth, making him kiss his lover just as hungrily. The open air carried their gasp of air and the splashes of water. A hand snaked around and steadied him by the small of his back as Kakashi began to kiss his neck.

"Iruka," he groaned into his lover's ear, and grinned against, "You're being quiet…too quiet."

Iruka gasped as Kakashi drove harder into him, hitting his prostate head on, "'Kashi," he breathed and bit his lip.

"Let me hear you Ruru," he said in the younger man's ear, "Let me hear you moan in pleasure, let me hear you cry out my name, let me hear how much you like it."

Iruka shuddered at the sultry voice that was whispering into his ear, and he gave, "'Kashi," he whispered back, "'Kashi," he said a bit louder and was rewarded by a pale hand grasping his ignored member, "Oh god – 'Kashi!" he rocked against the hand stroking his member, "'Kashi – ahh!"

Kakashi grinned against his lover's neck, and pulled away to have a better look at his lover, the flushed face and parted lips that panted for air, "Ruru," he growled and pumped his hand faster.

"Kakashi! Oh god –," Iruka tugged at his hands and the pale hands let them free, he instead gripped the pale shoulder as his body arched toward his lover. He felt the free hand follow the curve of his spine and 

rest in between his shoulder blades. Lips kissed his chest and a tongue swiped at his nipple, "'Kashi…'Kashi."

"Iruka," he growled back and nibble along the tan clavicle, "God, Iruka…" his own moan broke him off.

Iruka felt a tightness in the pit of his stomach and rocked faster against the hand and pale hips, "'Kashi – I -," he made a noise that was something between a half moan and half whimper and looked at his flushed lover. He cupped the his lover's face into his hands and brought their lips into a passionate kiss. He broke away with a gasp, throwing his head back as he cried out his lover's name as he came, his hips rolling against his lover's thrust.

"'Kashi," he whispered, as his lover's hands found purchase on his hips. He flexed and the older man groaned in appreciation.

"Iruka," he leaned forward and buried his face into his lover's neck as his hips jerked against him, filling his lover with his seeds.

They sat in the hotspring, stated and reluctant to move.

"Do…do you think anyone heard?" Iruka whispered after a few moments, a blush crossing his cheeks.

Kakashi chuckled, "I don't care if they did," he lovingly nuzzled his lover's neck, "I could care less if anyone heard us."

Iruka blushed hotter and chuckled, "Yeah, you wouldn't."

83. Heal

Kakashi sighed and leaned his head back against the wall behind him. Above him he could look through the window he climbed in through and into the dark sky dusked with bright stars. He lost himself looking at the winking specs, it was relaxing, but not what he needed. He shut his eye and felt a shiver course through him.

"Kakashi?"

He opened his eye again, and tiredly looked to the doorway of the bedroom. He watched as the younger man walked towards him, chocolate eyes scanning him.

"I'm fine," he said a bit hoarsely.

Iruka knelt down in front of him, "Are you sure?"

Kakashi looked into the chocolate eyes, and noticed that the younger man wasn't asking if he was alright physically. He sighed and closed his eye as he shook his head, "I'm just tired…" he pulled down his mask and offered the younger man a small smile, "I'll be fine."



Iruka looked at his lover worriedly, and then smiled warmly at him before scooting in closer and pulled his lover into a warm embrace. He smiled as the silver head buried itself in the crook of his neck and arms loosely wrapped around his waist.

"I'll be fine…" he said softly, feeling himself begin to doze off, the comforting warmth and healing aura lulling him to sleep.

After a few moment the arms around the younger man's waist dropped as if deboned and the older man's body leaned completely against his lover. Iruka cradled the silver head to find the jounin sound asleep, he smiled and lifted the jounin into his arms and laid him on the bed. He removed the soiled uniform, hardly stirring the sleeping jounin, and ran a warm damp towel on the pale face.

"Welcome back home, Kakashi," he whispered as he slid in next to him, making the older man move closer and sigh in his sleep.

84. Out Cold

"Oh god I'm tired!" Kakashi walked into Iruka's apartment and went straight to the bedroom as he shed off his clothes. Iruka followed suit.

"Why are you complaining? Aren't you used to this type of training?" Iruka entered the bedroom to find the jounin walking out of the bathroom with only a loose pair of sweatpants. Kakashi stopped and looked lazily at him.

"First off, Gai's challenges are not training. They're sometimes really…idiotic, and just tiring," he stretched his arms above his head, making Iruka's mouth go dry, "That and he caught me after I was done training," he made his way to the bed and plopped on top of it without ceremony.

"Hey! You should shower first!"

No response.

"Kakashi?" Iruka frowned and walked to the older man. He peered at the pale face to find the older man sound asleep, "Wow, out cold, huh?" Iruka watched the older man sleep and suddenly he felt tired too. He sighed and laid next to his lover who was nearly sprawled horizontally on the bed. Iruka didn't mind though.

85. Spiral

Iruka laid on his bed, an arm tucked behind his head, and watched the breeze drift into his bedroom through the window above his bed. He watched as the spiral windchime turned clockwise, then counter clockwise, before repeating the motion. The bells gave a soft chime that echoed the wind that blew in. He doesn't know why it's there. Mostly because a student gave it to him, and it was summer. He figured it was a good season to bring it out, and since he didn't have a balcony or anything, he found a spot 

above the window. He watched as the bells hit against each softly, the improvised tune echoing in the room. It was relaxing and somewhat entrancing. He felt his eyes drift closed and the body next to him move closer, resting the silver head on his shoulder, and half sprawling on top of him, despite the heat. He smiled and subconsciously ran a hand along the bare back of his lover. The windchime continued to softly play it's random tune and turn in its spiral, clockwise, then counterclockwise, lulling the lovers into deeper sleep.

86. Seeing Red

Kakashi lounged in a tree near the academy, casually waiting for the school day to end. He looked up from his book when he heard someone land on his branch.

"Genma," he greeted before returning his attention to his book.

"Hello to you too, Kakashi," Genma frowned and clicked his senbon, "Hey, I'm here for a reason you know?"

"Hn."

Genma clicked his senbon again…then again until the jounin looked up, glaring at him, "Anyway, I was thinking…do you think you and Iruka would be interested in a foursome?" he asked casually, "I haven't asked Raidou because I want something to back me up you know?"

Kakashi gripped his book a bit too hard, "What?"

"Foursome? You, Iruka, Raidou and I?"

The thought alone of having someone see his lover – let along touch him – Kakashi felt his eyebrow twitch, "Genma," he said slowly.

"Yeah?" he asked a bit anxiously.

"You have five seconds to get out of sight, before I make you regret asking me that," he snarled.

"Woah!" Genma backed off, "It was worth a try!" was the last thing he said before jumping off the branch.

Kakashi gave deep sigh and shook his head, that stupid senbon sucker…he raked a hand through his hair. Sure, he admits he's a pervert, but he's also a possessive bastard –

The release bell rang. And all thoughts of anger fled, and a smile crossed Kakashi's lips.

87. Food

"Ruru," Kakashi practically whined.

Iruka sighed, "What is it Kakashi?"

"I'm hungry."

"Well do something about it."

Kakashi blinked, then grinned, "Really?"

"Why not?"

"Can I have anything I want?"

Iruka gave a frustrated sigh, "I guess –," a firm kiss cut him off, and gasped when he felt a hot tongue trace his lower lip, the kiss turned heated as it was deepened. Iruka was pushed against the wall, a warm body pressing against him as hands held on to his hips. He followed his lover's mouth as he tried to pull away, pulling him back by the back of the neck. They moaned into the kiss, and suddenly Iruka was hungry too.

88. Pain

"Ow!"

"Damnit Kakashi! Hold still!"

"Stop being so rough – ow!"

"Stop whining and deal with it."

"….OW!"

"You know, I wouldn't have to be doing this if you were more careful."

"I was being careful, thank you very much! – ow!"

"Oh come on, it's only alcohol, it doesn't hurt that much."

"It does when you press it – ow – like that!"

"It's cleaning the scratches that you got from your stupid stunt."

"It wasn't a stupid stunt, it was a stupid challenge."

"Oh, now you sound as if you regret it."

"Running laps – while doing a handstand mind you – got me here – ow! And it's painful."

"…"

"Did you just snort?"

"How exactly did you hurt yourself?"

"…That's beside the point!"

"You had a point?"

"… …ow!"

"I wasn't doing anything you baby! – don't pout –"

"OW! You did that on purpose!"

"Oh, my hand must have slipped."

"….yeah, whatever – ow."

"I'm almost done, and then you will tell me how you got these."

"…"

"Deal with it."

89. Through the Fire

They say around the campfire, telling jokes and pretty much not acting their age. Genma purposely caught his marshmallow on fire and hovered it near Raidou. Raidou in turn glared and threatened him with his own fire marshmallow. At first Iruka laughed, but then they continued their quarrel. Using their sticks like katanas and stabbing into the air.

"Why do I have a feeling, that these two, if not Genma, is going to catch this forest on fire?" Kakashi asked wearily and watched Genma laughed as he watched his own lover nearly topple over a log.

"And they're not even drunk," Iruka added, grateful that they didn't bring any alcohol on their night out.

Kakashi chuckled and watched Genma fling his fire marshmallow at his lover, Raidou glared and began chasing him.

Iruka couldn't help but laugh, "Those two," he simply stated. He looked up at the clear sky. From here they had a great view.

"Are you cold?" Kakashi asked and rubbed his lover's arm.

"Ah, a bit," Iruka admitted sheepishly.

"Let me get some more fire wood," he stood from the log he was sitting on and went to the pile on the other side of the fire. He knelt down and fed the fire a couple more pieces, and glanced up at his lover 

who was looking at the sky again. He had to double take. He found himself staring at his lover. The fire gave the already golden skin a mystical type of glow, and the licks of the fire only added on to the sight. His gaze softened at the serene look on the handsome face, a warm smile on those wonderful lips. Iruka looked at him and he felt himself blush, even though it was dark, he was grateful for his mask. He stood and glanced behind him, making sure the other were not around, apparently they either hurt each other or…got caught up in the moment. He walked back to sit next to his lover and slipped off his mask. He saw a glint in the chocolate eyes that could have been because of the fire or purely something else, but it made him smile regardless. Their lips sealed in a sweet kiss, a hand cupping his cheek, moving to the back of his neck. Kakashi shifted, moving to straddle the log and pulled the younger man closer. Iruka smiled and broke kiss and followed suit. Kakashi grinned and lifted the younger man's hips on top of his and pulled his lover's pelvis closer. Iruka chuckled and leaned in for another kiss, this one more heated. They pulled each closer, feeling the warmth of the other and the fire next to them. The night wasn't cold anymore.

90. Triangle

Kakashi watched as his lover dozed off, lying of his stomach, completely sated. Kakashi smiled as the younger man purred under his touch as he trailed a finger along the curve of his spine, following curves and muscles. He followed the spine of a shoulder blade, feeling the skin break out into Goosebumps. He returned to the curve of the spine, trailing his fingertips along the smooth skin and reached the base of the spine. He began to trace the sacrum triangle, that wasn't visible, but he knew it was there, before following the dip of the hip. He smoothed his palm long the back, and returned back to the sacrum triangle and watched a smile bloom on his lover's lips.

"You're awake?" he asked softly, a note of amusement in his voice.

"How can I fall asleep when you're feeling me up?"

Kakashi raised and amused eyebrow, "Oh? Have my innocent touches aroused something?"

Iruka cracked an eye open, "Innocent? I beg to differ," he grinned.

Kakashi leered at his lover and continued to trace the triangle at the base of the spine, "How about you show me instead?"