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Once again, sorry for the longness, many problems, but will update more often, i promise, unless my life turns to more crap, which i doubt and stuff but anyway, sorry its so short, but i know where i want to take this story, just having a lot of trouble getting there, but hang in there, and well enjoy.
As we walked towards the front door Ashley ran her hand down my arm as she laced our fingers together and I can't help but smile as I feel those goose bumps run up and down my spine. Almost the same feeling Kyla gives me, Oh crap, Kyla is going to be pissed. I look down ay mine and Ashley's hand and see how perfectly they fit together. Like pieces of a puzzle, they are like made for each other or something, its actually pretty weird. Almost like soul mates you hear in fairy tales or something like that.
We got to the main waiting room in the airport before I stopped and pulled my hand away from Ashley. She turned to me with a look sort of hurt and it hurt me seeing her like that.
"I forgot my phone back there" And I turned right around and walked away. I heard footsteps behind me and I turned around to see Ashley following me and I wait for her and lean into her ear.
"Wait for me hear, in the waiting room, I promise to get back." I whisper while making sure I graze her ear as I say this. She just nods her head turns around and walks away. God, I got her in the palm of my hand. I walk towards the closest bathroom I can find and walk in while I stare into the mirror. I turn on the sink and splash water on my face.
I take my phone out of my purse and go through my pictures. The truth is I saw Kyla in the waiting room, and thank god she didn't see me holding Ashley's hand, thank god she didn't see me at all. Because Kyla can read me like a book, she probably can tell if I've kissed someone else, especially now that we've kissed.
"God why is this so difficult?" I say out loud
"What's so difficult?" I hear from somewhere behind me.
"Who's there?" I respond out loud, there is no way it's a ghost.
"Oh sorry for eavesdropping, my name is Madison" This Latina girl says as she comes out of the stalls. She's really cute you could say, but I don't know, I don't really find her that attractive. God, I swear, now I like over examine all the girls I see and I decide to just tell myself my feeling for them. This is really weird, I see Madison move her mouth but no words come out, and with that I return to the real world.
"I'm sorry, what did you say?" She laughs at me a bit, and it sounds like an annoying laugh, like the ones where you want to take the person and throw them out the window and stuff.
"Some was off in la la land, I asked for your name" She laughs some more, I start to look around, god damn it, stupid windowless bathrooms.
"Oh, I'm Spencer." I respond while I stick out my hand waiting for a handshake.
"Hey Spencer" She takes my hand and gives me quite a strong handshake.
"So picking up some family?" She asks and I blank out for a second.
"I forgot" She laughs again and I swear I start thinking just about making a hole in the wall and throwing her out it.
"You're quite the dork aren't you Spencer" She says with a slight chuckle, as my wish for a hole in the wall gradually disappears.
"I'm here because my friend's sister just came from L.A." I say and she just nods as she finished applying a massive amount of lipstick on her lips.
"Well I got to go Spencer, I liked our little conversation even though you apparently weren't here the whole time" She starts to laugh, great, and the wish for the hole is back.
"Here is my number, call me this weekend we can chill, you can even invite your friend and her sister" She says as she smiles and hands me a piece of paper with her phone number on it. What does she like carry these around in her purse in case she meets some random girl in an airport bathroom.
"Ok, I'll give you a call Madison" I say as the Latina leaves the bathroom. I look into the mirror once again and look through my cell phone once again and just look through all my pictures with Kyla. God we're so happy together, I have just been waiting for this to happen for so long, why did Ashley come and ruin it, well maybe I'm not so into Kyla as I thought, maybe I'm into Ashley more or maybe, god this is hard.
I leave the bathroom and a million things are running through my head, god who should I be with, not in a million years did I think this would happen, its just like if someone told me yesterday, I would make out with my best friend and find out I'm into her sister that she didn't know she had, god I even confused myself. I walk into the waiting room and find Ashley and Kyla actually talking, that really doesn't make any of this easier. Apparently Ashley hasn't told Kyla that we've made out in the bathroom. Because I'm pretty sure Kyla would be pissed.
And for some strange reason, I know who I want to choose, I already know who I'm going to choose. But who do I talk to first, to who do I break the new to first. God, well at least I did already make one decision one left to go. I walk over to the girls and look at them both and see them both with smiles plastered on their faces.
"Umm, Ashley can I talk to you for a second?" I ask her and she just looks at her sister and nods at me and gets up.
"Kyla, me and Ashley will be right back, I just want to show her something." I say to her and she smiles at me, I can see its fake, but I can't deal with that right now. I take Ashley pretty far away from the waiting room before turning to her and saying.
"Ash, we need to talk."
