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Srry for the short length, but it's the only way to end the chapter, cause if i ended it where i wanted to end it next, this wouldn't have come out til tomorrow, so now tomorrow new chapter and stuff iight, trust me, well enjoy the update and review please, iight...
"Ok" she says with sad eyes, which makes this much harder than I thought it would be.
"The thing is I like you, I really do, you're beautiful, you're gorgeous, your body is great, and you're almost perfect." I stop there and see her blush a bit, it causes me to turn and look down also blushing.
"But" She snaps me out of my sudden interest with the floor under me.
"But, you're not Kyla, she's my best friend, she has been since I moved out here, I mean, I think I love her, she knows so much about me, and I know so much about her." I say
"But you don't" I give her a confused look
"What do you mean?" I ask her wondering, how she would know, even if it was true
"You don't love Kyla, just because you've been friends with her so long doesn't automatically make you soul mates." She spits out, I look at her with complete anger, how does she know how I feel.
"You are no one to tell me what I'm feeling or who I'm feeling it for, ok, got it?" I practically yell out.
"If you loved her, you wouldn't have been questioning it before, you wouldn't think you're in love with her, you would know, and you sure as hell wouldn't be having this conversation with me, when you finally realize you're true feelings and all that bull shit, I am not going to be waiting or anything, so make sure Kyla is what you want, because even though I barely know you, I know what I'm feeling and if you're not feeling that now, then you shouldn't feel it later either, got it?" I sort of got confused at what she said, I'm sure she got pretty confused too, it was said out of pure anger but she meant it.
I nodded my head and she just turned around and headed outside with me following. We get to Kyla's car as Ashley gets in the back and I get in the passengers side with Kyla holding her hand after I get my seatbelt on. She looks at me and smiles before starting the car and casually talking to Ashley.
I look over at Ashley and see her answering all of Kyla's questions while she looks out the window. Sure I feel bad, I really have feeling for Ashley, but Kyla and I have been through so much, it's just like, a fairy tale movie thingy, two best friends fall in love, and they live happily ever after, except in movies neither best friend has feelings for some other person.
But, no, I know I made the right choice, Kyla, I love her, I know I do, there isn't anymore doubt, I have to, I mean she's my best friend, she's been their for me through thick and thin and all that other stuff.
We reach our destination as Ashley and Kyla get the stuff from out of the trunk in the back and walk in the house, Kyla gives Ashley a short tour of the house ending at the guest room. Kyla tells Ashley she'll continue the tour later since they should get some sleep, it is 7 a.m. and neither of the three of us have gotten much sleep. We nod and head to our bedrooms, Ashley to the guest room with Kyla and I in Kyla's room. I lay down on the bed, and Kyla lies next to me. I look into her eyes and see her fall into a deep sleep, I just watch her sleep and she looks so beautiful.
My bladder decides now would be a good time to empty itself apparently. I walk out of the room and into the bathroom as I hear some movements in the guestroom which is right next to the bathroom. I walk and close the door and do my business on the toilet. I hear the guestroom door open and close and someone walking down the hallway. I peek out slightly and see Ashley walking towards the stairs, I see the booty shorts she's wearing to bed, god she's so hot. I close the door and just think about everything that has happened today.
My best friend and I finally recognize our feelings, and now I realize all these other feelings too, god it's so difficult. I hear someone coming up the stairs. I decide its Ashley and I try and quickly finish my business. I wash my hands and walk out just as Ashley gets to her door. I look into her eyes and get lost into them ass he does the same. She opens the door to her bedroom and leaves it open, probably and invitation to come in, and I am just too nice to reject an invitation.
I walk inside and close the door behind me and see Ashley drinking a glass of water, she gets under the covers and moves to on side of the bed probably letting me know the other side is for me. I walk over to the bed and get under the covers with her as I hug her and just hold her in my arms. She turns towards me and gives me a kiss on my lips, I return the kiss and we make out for a good 5 minutes before we realize that to live we kind of need oxygen.
I look into her eyes, god maybe she's right. She kisses my nose before she turns away from me and I hear her start to snore. I get up and go around the bed, I kneel down and just run my hands through her hair and kiss her softly on the lips before heading back to Kyla's room. I get up and head towards the door and see it slightly open, god, I guess I should tell Kyla her guestroom door is broken.
I head back the Kyla's room and Kyla is not here. I lie down on the bed anyway and wait for her, she comes in after about 5 minutes of waiting and lies down next to me. She lies down and turns away from me and whispers.
"Hold me please?" She asks me, of course I will. I hold her tight to my body hoping I never have to let go, sure I have feelings for Ashley, but I think Kyla is more important, well I hope she is.
