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Sorry...I know i should be updating more frequently, so again sorry, so because you've been so patient, expect a bunch of updates this week, and on Friday the mother off all updates, i will be updating every single thing, and even starting a sequel the the story i finished like a month or two ago, and start some new stuff, and well its just gonna be crazy, so Friday, and every day before should be crazy, so stay tuned i guess, and R&R, i love it.

"What are you talking about?" I ask her, acting as clueless as I can.

"I was home, when you got there didn't my dad tell you I was sleeping" I said.

"I'm not talking about when I went to go see you, where the hell were you this afternoon?" She practically screams.

I just looked at the ground, getting ready to get yelled at. I don't know how she knows, but she does, I can see it in her eyes.

"Why would you do this Spencer, I can't believe you would do this to me, what do you have to say for yourself?" Kyla asked, I just tried to keep the tears from falling down my face, never has Kyla yelled at me, and now it's even worse because, just yesterday we just reached a new level in our relationship.

"I'm sorry" I say, saying it with complete sincerity. I mean it so bad, and I want her to know it, I want her to know that if I could change it I would.

"Sorry, all you can say to me is sorry?" She screams again. Raising her voice, trying so hard to not let those tears in her eyes out, she's trying so hard to make me feel bad, and I deserve it.

"Get out, I don't ever want to see you again, ever" She screams the word stronger than the rest. I decide it would be better just to go, but I can't without saying something.

"She meant nothing Kyla, she's not like you, she's not you, I want you, not her, I'm sorry." I say as I place my hand on the doorknob hoping she changes her mind, hoping she tells me to stay so we can talk about it.

But Nothing.

I just hear her start sobbing, I turn around to look at her, her face in the pillow, her whole body just laying there, as I hear the sobs come through the pillow.

"She means nothing to me, you do, you're my everything, she just isn't you" I say as I open the door and see Ashley standing there. Her eyes shining, from the tears she's holding back.

And that's when it happens, I feel my heart break into a million more pieces, the million pieces that it was just in, broke again,.

I reach out to touch her face, but she just moves back and walks towards her room. I close Kyla's room and follow Ashley, and then the door is slammed in my face.

I knock on the door, hoping I can at least talk to Ashley, I felt horrible for saying all those things.

"Go away" She says as I just stare at the door, hoping she opens it anyway.

But nothing.

"You knew this was going to happen" I say without thinking, damn it Spencer, think before you speak.

"Fuck you" She yells.

"If you hadn't been such a slut this wouldn't have happened" God damn it, what the fuck happened to think before you speak.

The door opens and Ashley slaps me clear across the face, I can feel the hand mark on my face.

"I'm so sorry" I barely whisper.

But nothing.

The door is slammed again right in my face. I sigh and just decide to head out would be the right thing to do.

But I have to know how she knew, why did blow up right in my face, why did this happen.

I walk into Kyla's room, hearing her still crying. I sit on the edge of the bed.

"What the hell do you want?" She asks, and I just flinch when she says the words with such anger.

"I know this is like completely insensitive of me, but, how did you know?" I ask.

"Your phone" She says.

"What about my phone?" I ask, her answer not really shedding any light on the situation.

"When I texted you this morning, I was just leaving the house, but I heard your stupid ring tone upstairs" She said as she got up and started searching her drawers.

"So stupid me, I though, she left her phone in my room, but when I got there, it wasn't coming from my room, it was from the guest room"

Crap.

"I thought maybe Ashley found it, like you placed it somewhere before you left and forgot it, and Ashley found it"

Stupid phone.

"But then I got a response, and I thought it was Ashley, so I was about to yell at her for having your phone and all that, but when I peeked in, there you were, lying to me, via text message"

"And that was the final straw, I can't believe I actually had to see it with my own eyes to believe it, I could have just not ignored the signs, I mean they were right in front of my eyes"

"What signs?" I ask, wondering what she's talking about.

"I saw you last night in the same bed, I thought, Spencer's just being nice, feeling bad for my sister, she's trying to comfort her, why am I so stupid" She yells out to nobody.

"And then after that I see her in her bra's and panties, practically sucking your blood from your neck" Crap. I knew I saw that door move.

"Your guest room door is broken" I say randomly.

"Spencer, I left the door open those times, hoping you would get it that I was watching you, god you can be so stupid sometimes" She spits out.

I just look down at my feet, her insults hurting more and more. And then I hear a car beep. I look at Kyla as her phone starts ringing. She picks up and starts whispering into the receiver. Only hearing the last thing she says before she hangs up.

"I'll be right there" With that she gets up and grabs her things before walking out the door.

"Where are you going?" I ask.

"Out" She says coldly, walking away faster than usual.

"Where?" I ask, curious to where my best friend, well I think best friend, was going.

"You're not my girlfriend, I don't need to tell you everything" She yells out.

"Sorry" I say defeated, and just watch her walk out the door. She pops her head back in as she says one last thing.

"We'll talk about this tomorrow" She says as I hear her walk down the stairs then out the door. I immediately get up and walk to the window, it's that chick Katie, what a bitch.

I look at my phone, it's pretty late, I guess I should head back home, I walk out of Kyla's room and I look over at the guest room, Ashley's room, I walk over and just stand there for a couple of minutes.

I lied to Kyla.

Saying Ashley meant nothing, she certainly meant something, sure not as much as Kyla, but she still meant something. And for some reason I knew Ashley was on the other side of the door, looking at the other side of the door, just daring me to knock, but I can't, I need to fix things with Kyla first, but what do I do about Ashley, about my feelings for her. I can't just ignore them, I can't just ignore instincts anymore.

And with that I hear footsteps coming to the door, here's my chance, move, leave, get out of here, I can't deal with her right now.

I hear the door unlock, and then I hear footsteps again, this time walking away from the door. She's giving me a choice, I don't have to go in, I don't. I can just walk away and forget it for today, just go home and go to sleep, and then talk to Kyla tomorrow, and then to Ashley, it's that easy.

So I make my choice as I grab the handle and walk in the room.

"Ashley?" I ask to the body lying on the bed.

But nothing.