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yezzir. I am back, and well it's an incredibly long story to tell why it has taken me so long to post a chapter to any of the stories.

Ya see, I did get my computer fixed, and all that good stuff. And I wanted to surprise everyone with a huge post of like everything. I actually had one of the three stories i currently have finished, this one to be more exact, and I had like 3 chapters for the other stories, as well as like 2 one-shots and two chapters for a new story. Long story short, I was at college where I left my flash drive with all the stories/chapters at college, and it got taken. And I was so heated, that I just decided to not write anymore.

That was in like the middle of November. At like the end of December, I decide, i can't leave everyone hanging, I'm going to just have to rewrite my stuff, and blah blah blah. But I did not learn my lesson as once again I just saved my stuff, not posting any of it at all. And what do we see, the new flash drive becoming corrupt, so all files are gone, and so is the flash drive, because i did in fact throw it against my wall. This being at like the end of January.

And well In the middle of March once again, I couldn't leave people hanging, cause I hate when people do that, but life's just getting crazier and crazier so I haven't had to time to write, until now. And now I'm going to just directly update whatever i write. So here you go, first of many, well first of one for tonight, and hopefully tomorrow and Sunday I have the other two stories updated too, and then we'll see if people are even still interested in my stories to continue or just start something anew.

We sat there quietly. Ashley and Kyla on the couch while I sit here on the love seat in nothing but a robe. At least Ashley had time to put on some booty shorts and a tank top, while I just stared at Kyla with my mouth wide open, I just looked at her eyes and saw the hurt. She eventually broke eye contact and looked up at Ashley, I turned also to look at Ashley and saw her putting on her wife beater.

"Down stairs now" was all she said as she stormed down the stairs; well that's what it sounded like, the stairs being stomped on.

"Here put this on and hurry up" Ashley threw the robe at me as she headed out the door, apparently not really liking the angry side of Kyla which I of course have seen before, and trust me you don't want to be on it.

So instead of putting on my old clothes or looking for new ones I just put on the robe and ran downstairs right behind Ashley.

And that's where we are now, and have been for the past 15 minutes, as Kyla just talks to herself and me with my head down occasionally looking up to see Ashley staring at me and smiling. Then it ends up with me blushing especially when she pointed at me then at her neck. I turned to my left to look at the mirror on the wall and saw what Ashley was talking about. I huge hickey on my neck and I immediately covered it up with my hand.

"I already saw that Spencer" Kyla said a little calmer than before. And again we just sat in silence for a while until Kyla finally spoke again.

"I came back, I told what's her face to drop me off back at home because I felt so bad, I told myself, I'm going to go home, call Spencer and apologize, that was the plan." She said while looking at her hands on her lap.

"But imagine that when I come home I see my so called girl friend with my sister" She says with a loud sigh at the end.

"Oh god, I didn't know this was going to be such a drama filled relationship" She said, as she brought her hands up to her face.

"If only, I hadn't ever kissed you, If only I didn't get lost in those blue eyes, none of this would've happened" She says as her eyes start to water.

"I wouldn't have cared if you were with her, I swear I wouldn't have." She says this time tears running down her face.

"Wait this isn't fair" I practically yell. I have no idea from where but I have to keep going now.

"How come Ashley isn't getting in trouble" I say, I mean come on, I wasn't the only on in the room.

"Because I don't even know her that well, for all I know she loves wrecking relationships" She says as she looks at Ashley.

"No, no, no" She gets up as she starts to defend herself.

"You're right you don't know me so you're not allowed to judge me just because I really like Spencer" She says.

"It's not my fault that she's just so gorgeous that I couldn't control myself." I smile of course.

"Kyla I swear, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just couldn't control myself, I know this is a horrible start to our relationship but please I just want to start over" She says as she kneels down in front of Kyla and puts her hands on her lap.

"I'm so sorry Kyla, I don't know what's come over me, I mean you, you're my best friend, who's been there since day one when I moved out here. I mean god you've seen me at my worst, at my best, and vice versa" I say as I look her straight in the eyes.

"It's just when I saw Ashley, all these feelings came out of nowhere, she's so beautiful, not that you're not, it's just like, it's a different type of beauty between the two of you." I finish now really knowing what else to say.

"I think Ashley is right, we just have to start over and there's really only one way how" She starts as she gets up.

"I'm going to go to my room" She says as she grabs her purse and fixes her wrinkled shirt.

"Ashley will be going to her room" I look at Ashley who looks at me and simply shrugs.

"Spencer, you have to choose tonight, me or Ashley" She said as she looked at Ashley.

"Whoever she chooses, the other butts out" She says to Ashley as she sticks out her hand for a handshake.

"Deal" Ashley says as she ignores the handshake and hugs Kyla. Kyla just hugs back and starts sobbing.

"You're going to be the best sister ever, I just know it" Ashley whispers, but loud enough that I can hear her.

"Spencer this is the easiest thing for you, either come to my room, go to Ashley's room, or you can just leave the house, and best friend till the end I guess. But, you know that's just not you, you will spend the night in one of our rooms, hopefully you follow your heart." She smiled and turned around and started heading towards the stair case.

"No matter what, we're going to be friends" Ashley says simply before smiling and then hugging me before she also heads towards the stairs.

I just take a seat and think.

Kyla's been there with me through everything.

Ashley really never had the chance to be though; she was basically on the other side of the country

Kyla is so safe, she's my safety net, she would always catch me if I fell and she always will.

Ashley though, I just feel so safe with her even though I barely know her.

Kyla is just so amazing.

But so is Ashley.

Kyla is so mature, I mean look at how she handled the situation.

I don't even know if Ashley is like that.

I guess it's just a question of who I love more at the point.

But how do I decide, I mean Kyla has been there with me since the beginning.

Ashley hasn't

But Ashley just made all these feelings come up when I barely recognized my feelings for Kyla

Ugh this is so hard.

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So after about 30 minutes of just sitting here, thinking, talking to myself, hearing the two women I think I love pace around for 15 minutes, I think I know who to choose.

So I walk up the stairs and finally reach the door.

I put my hand on the doorknob as I turn it I open and just see my choice sitting on the bed, with nothing but the most beautiful smile I've ever seen in my life.

As I close the door behind me I walk over to her, give her a kiss and let my hormones take over me and try to show her I love her so much and in the back of my mind I just really hope I made the right decision.