Chapter 4

Chapter 6

We had just gotten back in the carriage when both Mark and Glen gave me the cold shoulder. As the carriage started moving they started talking between themselves while I just stared out the window.

When we arrived back to the castle both Mark and Glen left without me and without saying goodnight.

"You alright my lady,"

"Yes James I'm okay," I said stepping out of the carriage.

"Till tomorrow then my lady,"

"Till tomorrow," I replied back while walking away and going into the castle and up to my room.

I sat in my chambers staring at the small black box that was sitting on my windowsill. I was about to open it when I heard Mark and Glen down below.

"I can't believe she's a princess,"

"Me neither Glen, I mostly can't believe that Chris's father is her godfather,"

"She probably didn't like talking about him, I mean look how much venom she put behind the word godfather when she was talking to him,"

"I don't care she should have told us."

I started crying when he said that and opened the black box. Inside the box was my only friend, a small sharp blade. As I took it out I stared at it contemplating my decision.

"Its been a long time my old friend," as I said that I made sure I had the bottle of rubbing alcohol and proceeded to slit my wrists.

Mark and Glen were still talking until Mark noticed blood on Glen's arm.

"Glen your bleeding,"

"Its not mine Mark," when Glen said that Mark looked up to see me holding my wrist.

"Shit Glen cause of us giving her the cold shoulder she's hurting herself,"

"Shit said Glen while they began to run inside and up to my bedroom.

I sat there cleansing my wrist when Mark and Glen came bursting into my room.

"How dare you come bursting into my room,"

"How dare I?, how dare you Liz, why baby are you slitting your wrist?,"

"It's the only way to know that I can fell,"

"Why?, you have us darlin',"

"Yeah, right!, like in the carriage, or when you were downstairs right now mad at me,"

"Baby we were in shock, we couldn't believe that Chris's father was your godfather,"

"I'm sorry,"

"No, we're sorry darlin' do you forgive us?,"

"Of course Mark, of course Glen," as I said that I leaned up and kissed them both on the lips.

That night we made love like there was no tomorrow and fell asleep content and happy.