Chapter 5

3rd Base

Bases

Hello! Oh my goodness! The reviews! I'm so happy I don't really think I can control myself! Today I was at work and I actually got up and was like "Oh my gosh! 76 reviews! No way!" and then my boss was like 'what are you on about now?" and I was all "Uh, well you see sir, um, well I was um…." "Fan fiction again?" "Yes sir," bows head "76 you say?" "yes sir," lifts head, in hope

Then he just walked away, shaking his head, and then over his shoulder yelled, "Well done, now go get my damn coffee Jenna," Hehehehe I love Super Kuper (my boss, who claims to hate my nickname for him, but I see that little smile he has whenever I do!) Not to mention he is a TOTAL babe, sorry Brian.

Okay enough personal babbling, I just though you all would like to know…. If you didn't I'm sorry….

READ THIS! Okay, Charlie is NOT home, yet. Okay? Okay.

Ahem, oh with the story… Enjoy!

Did she just do that? Where is the Bella that would blush if Emmett just said the word 'sex?' I think I'm starting to miss her, I'm not going to be able to control myself, oh my god that feels good, I need to stop this, I'm just going to lift her head, in just a minute. Okay one more minute.

Bella was licking at my tip, lightly, teasingly, amazingly…..

"Bella," I groaned out, I'm not sure if it was to stop her, or to make her do more. Damn her for her wanting to be a freaking tease all of the sudden.

"Edward," she moaned and licked the length of me.

"Jesus," I muttered.

She smirked and did it again, the feelings she was giving me, I remember our first day in the meadow and I how wonderful it felt for her just to touch my arm, this was though…. 1,000 times better.

She put my tip in her mouth, swirling her tongue around it aggressively, it felt so good. I dug my fingers into her bed, probably causing wholes in her mattress, I'll have to get her a new one. This is exactly why we can't have sex.

"Bella, oh god, I hate my self, Bella stop." I grunted out, my body was ragging against my mind, I wanted so badly to let her continue, it felt so good.

"Why Edward, you taste so good,"

Fuck! Did she have to start this now?

"I want to put all of you in me, Edward. I want make you squirm, I want to make you cum, right now, in my mouth." Oh double fuck.

My body that had now gotten a mind of its own, arched upward, closer to her. Her mouth had let me go, but her hands were still running up and down, up and down. Allowing that now dirty talking mouth to torture me.

"I want to pleasure you, but mostly I want to tease you. I want to hear you beg, Edward. I know you want it, do you want me?" Say no Edward, say no Edward…

"Yes, yes, I want you so much," I arched up again, damn mouth, both of ours. They're both gonna kill me…

"Give in Edward, make love to me, make me cum while you're inside of me. While I cry out your name, you would be towering over me, thrusting into me, again, and again, and again until we both can't take it anymore. Too much pleasure, it would be too much, so then we would explode into each other. My hot liquids with yours, both in ecstasy." Triple fuck, Edward don't give in, your stronger than this, stronger than her, get up, leave NOW.

"Bella," I moaned, oh shit what am I going to do! I would die if I hurt her, but I'll die if I don't have her. Damn she looks sexy.

She trailed those soft, pink, swollen lips up my chest to my neck.

"Give in Edward…" she purred in my ear, then she bit my neck, right where it changes to my shoulder.

"N-no," she bit my ear, waves of pleasure shook through me, making me shiver and arch up, this felt too good.

"Stop it Bella,"

"Give in Edward, take me, be inside me, love me, do it Edward. Prove to me how much you love me, give in…" she murmured nuzzling my neck.

"I do love you Bella,"

"Prove it then, you always say you would do anything for my happiness then be a man and do it, make me happy, give me what I want. Edward show me that you do more than talk," Okay, now that was just pissing me off, damn it she knew how much I wanted this, wait she did right?

"Bella, you know that if I wasn't the monster that I am that we would have, what do you say, gone around the bases and made home run many, many times already. Bella I want you so bad it hurts, don't you see that? Once, and if, you are a one of us than we'll be at it like rabbits, just we can't now, and your making that very difficult!"

She turned her head into my shoulder, now what was she thinking?

"Fine," she got up from her bed (naked I might add, making my resolve weaken even more) and started to put her clothes back on (thank god.)

"Bella, what are you doing?"

"Well, its obvious that you don't want to see this," she waved her hands up and down her half naked body, "So I'm covering it up for you, love," her tone was harsh, shit.

"Bella, I'm sorry, my love, you know how much I want to give myself to you, but you also know that I could hurt you so easily, come here," I stretched my arms out to her, beckoning her. She walked two steps back over to the bed and crawled into my arms.

"You didn't hurt me once and we've just been to third base,"

"Yeah, but Bella, I could hurt you so easily, so quickly…"

"But you didn't!" she got out of my arms, making me feel cold and hard again. My sun, my warmth was gone.

"But I could!"

"But you didn't Edward! Can't you see that this hurts! Its hurts that I have to beg my own boyfriend to have sex with me! It hurts that I put myself out to you, offer you the most sacred thing, I offer my virginity and you reject me, again and again! It hurts, Edward! It really hurts, and now I know that you would hurt me, because you've gotten a climax, you've gotten a hand job and blow job, and you haven't hurt me! Now I know that its me! It not that your scared about hurting me, you just don't want me!" she crumbled to the ground, crying hysterically.

My heart broke in a million pieces. I was hurting this much? I hated myself, to an extreme. How had she put up with me? I am such a monster. Such a terrible boyfriend, if she'll even ever have me back. I'm a terrible person, no I'm not even a person. This women I love more than anything, and now she's sobbing on her knees because of me, and I've already done so much damage to her already.

I slowly got off the bed, put on my boxers in vampire speed, and walked to her crumbled form.

"Bella, love?" I slowly sat in front of her, taking are delicate trembling hands away from her face. My heart broke again, seeing her unleashed tears running down her beautiful face. I made a desision right then and there, I leaned in kissing her with furiously that I never had before. She seemed shocked but then responded with the same amount of conviction I was showing. She wrapped her hands in my bronze hair, and molded her body into mine. I groaned, I was just in my boxers. I crushed her lips and forced them open, letting my ice cold tongue enter her hot mouth. She moaned as I stroked her tongue, I got up, lifting her up as well. I pressed her against her door, sandwiching her against my body and the hard wood door.

"Edward," she gasped out as soon as I let her mouth free, I had to have more of her taste and warmth. I kissed her neck, paying attention the spot under ear, where I know that if I lick it she trembles in my arms. She was panting and wrapped her legs around me, pushing against my aching cock. It was aching for it, for entry. I grinded into her, making sure I wasn't hurting her, and she arched up to meet me. I wanted to give in to my impulse and crush my hips into hers, to grind as hard as I could, but I knew I couldn't. The temptation was growing large so I had to keep in control. She leaned her head onto my shoulder and bit it. I groaned, arg that felt so fucking good.

"Do that again," my now husky (though still like velvet) voice gasped out. She smirked and bit my shoulder harder. I groaned aloud and pushed into her, consciously making sure it wasn't too much. She licked my ear lobe and arched into me, with her hands entering my boxers all at the same time and I though I had lost it. A thousand waves of pleasure shot through me all at once. I was going to thrust into her tonight, she was going to be mine.

I unhooked her bra, leaving her perfect breasts to warm my chest. I leaned down and started to suck on them. Her hand was tracing the start of my long hard shaft as I had her left nipple in my mouth, swirling my tongue around getting harder by the minute at hearing her moans.

I wonder why I keep dreaming of dancing tacos…

It came from downstairs. I froze, then "Bella! You home!" She didn't answer, he was walking upstairs, "Bels?" I swear if she is with that heart breaking, good for nothin'…

I whispered my goodbye and then I was out the window.

Well, I hope you like it! Now, I really do think that you should move your little mouse to the 'review' button and then write a review! Because you know that would be really great, and don't you want me to embarrass myself in font of Super Kuper saying 'HOLY SHITE! 100 REVIEWS!" yeah, ya know ya do!

Oh and for all those who say I need a beta, I have tried to get one, but my email is not working so I can't. I asked Brian if I could use him and said no, so I told him to not be expectin' any for some time. Hehehe…

Yeah, so I was thinking that maybe you guys had some ideas? Maybe if you see a mistake put it on a review and I'll go fix it? Or maybe… I don't know that why I need your help if you want to see my work beta –ted.

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Dreaming Lillies

Jenna