Hello people! Ah thank you SOOOO much! Over 100 reviews! Kay now time for new embarrassing story of the day….

I was at home and I saw that I had 112 reviews and I got up and started to do my happy dance, mind you I was wearing nothing but Brian's T-shirt, so anyways my happy dance includes me singing 'I'm too sexy this shirt….i'm a modle ya know what I mean, I do my little turn on the cat walk…" and so. So I'm walking to the kitchen, with my back turn singing and dancing like an idiot when I hear wolf wisles. Brian's coworkers, all men I might add, where in the kitchen and one of then said "Brian, I'm glad your girlfriends hot, other wise we'd think you were crazy for moving in,"

HONESTLY!

Hope that was embaressing enough…..

TO THE REVIEWERS THAT I WANT TO ANSWER (you can skip, nothing vital)

Other little thing, Edward is using the words 'cock' and 'pussy' and he just FINGERED Bella, I'm sorry but I really don't see why I'm getting complaints about him cussing too much. First off, no one is ever that freaking nice, I assume he has some pretty bad thoughts that he never speaks of. Second, if you don't complain about all that other stuff, why would cussing be a problem?

Not to offend, or judge, I just think that that is a little… ah weird.

I see Edward dark like this, the man is not god, which I think has his bad days as well, remember the dark ages.

Thank you to Sporkedd I did change that line to what you suggested, much better.

And to those who offered to be my beta I'm not sure how that would work with me not able to use email, please explain.

Oh and for the question "What are the bases?" they are used to explain steps in a physical relationship, ei first base kissing, second hand jobs, third oral, fourth home run….

Oh and for the reviewers who asked what was Alice going to say to Edward, I am not at liberty to say, for it is going to be apart of the plot. Yes a plot. You know what that means, this story is going to be pretty effing long!

Hope I cleared some stuff up!

Anyways oh and I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!

On with the reading, Enjoy! (sorry this was eternally long!)

Damn you Charlie, no wait I should be thanking him, right? Thank you Charlie, I was about to lose it, I had lost it. But I was going to have sex with Bella! Wait no Edward, that's a BAD thing!

No its not. Came a soft voice in my head. Who is around? No one seemed to be, was I talking, thinking really, to myself? Oh dear lord. Maybe I really have lost it. What is wrong with me! Was I really going to give in that easily?

Apparently.

Shut up! She was crying, because of me! I can't cause her pain, I would do anything to stop her pain! And I was going to stop it!

Liar! No you weren't,

Yes I was!

Was I seriously have a 'yes' 'no' fight, IN MY OWN HEAD? Okay I've now 100 percent lost it, I'm now officially crazy, send the men with white coats.

Ha! As if they could drag you away and lock you up!

They could if I let them!

And so it began, I was bickering with myself. Its probably just the extreme sexual frustration, that's all. I blame my randy male inside me that has been looked in a cage for 100 years and has now had the pleasure of almost breaking free, to only be slammed back in again.

I was running home, when I came to a stop when my cell phone rang, it was Bella.

"Yes Love?"

"Edward?" her voice was relieved.

"What is it?"

"I'm uh, going to go away for a little bit, just for the weekend. Don't worry, I love you, I'll miss you, Goodbye Edward." She was crying.

"Bella! Bella!" I yelled, but the line was dead, she had hung up. What the hell was that? I ran home to find Alice, what if she had seen something, what if that was she had called earlier… What if it wasn't to warn me that I was going to give in…

My cell phone rang again, it was Alice.

"Alice, what did you see?"

"Edward Bella's gone,"

"What do you mean?" Don't think like that I'm sure that she's fine, don't freak out yet…

"Her futures disappeared." I was quiet, so could just be going to go see Jacob, but then why was she crying… "Edward come home straight away!" Now Jasper's voice yelled in my silver phone. I hung up and started to run, but then my phone vibrated, I had a text message.

You're not crazy, I was in your head little Eddie. And like Bella said, do you just talk the talk? Would you do anything for your dear old Bella? Well, times running out, Eddie. Don't go home.

Where should I go? It vibrated again.

Go to La Plush. First Beach. You did say anything.

Okay put the gun down! This was NOT what I intended, BUT I promise that I'll update VERYYYYY soon! I promise! I'm SO sorry, but it really did have to happen, don't kill me, don't rant at the computer screen, yell at me in a review!

Please still review, even if it's a death threat!

Lots of Love,
DreamingLillies

Jenna

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!