Author's Note's: Okay I had all this in one chapter at first but it was getting long so I split it up, sorry though that I took longer to post this one, there was still something's that I wanted to add before putting it up. I added something that I just watched on Law and Order. It was an older episode but yet it sparked something for my story. Enjoy, oh and please review (Okay I know I ask that a lot, but I LOVE you feed back.)

Disclaimer: I do NOT, in any way, own Twilight or New Moon, all that credit belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

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"She saw you and your mother talking. She apologized and she gave you her blessing."

"Really?" I couldn't hide my excitement.

"Yes, but."

"But what?" I felt my heart drop.

"She still wont trust Edward, so she will be watching him closely. But over time I am sure she will come to love him." She smiled as she sat down next to me. "I am sorry that your mother feels this way right now. Like most humans, there is something that warns them to stay away its just self preservation." She smiled. "We are happy that you are not like that."

"Thank you Alice." I hugged her.

"It is safe." Alice said no louder then normal. I looked at her with confusion.

"Jasper wanted to know if it was safe to come back in."

"Sorry but I couldn't handle it any longer, you two were driving me crazy with the bouncing of emotions." He smiled sheepishly.

"Sorry." I smiled as Edward just smacked his back. He was now standing next to Edward at the foot of the bed, where Alice and I sat.

"So what cause you both to feel so awful?"

"I will tell you later." Edward noted. Jasper nodded.

"So any new decisions?" Alice chimed changing the subject.

"No, I still haven't decided between Jasper and Emmett. Although."

"Although what?" Jasper pushed.

"Well Alice said who ever I don't chose could give Bella away, but I think that is up to her." She smiled knowing that yes I loved both Jasper and Emmett but there was someone else that I want to do that.

"Well I knew that, and I think I know who she will chose, but that doesn't mean that I can't argue with Emmett, you know its fun watching him become agitated." Jasper laughed.

"And who do you think that is?" I asked with a smile.

"Well we all know you wish it was Charlie, but I think that you would like it to be Carlisle." I shuddered at Charlie's name, but my smile never left my face.

"I do with that Charlie could be there. And yes you are right; Carlisle has become a father figure to me, even before Charlie died. I hope you and Emmett don't mind but I would rather it be him."

"Of course I don't mind he is a father figure to us all, and I am sure Emmett will fell the same. But come on Edward you should chose me, I mean just imagine the look on Emmett's face and besides I am the better man for the job." He smirked.

"Well I don't know." I could tell that Edward was just playing with Jasper.

"You know it will be you silly, I told you that." Alice laughed.

"What?" I asked forgetting that she saw this coming. They all laughed.

"I saw it. Remember I can see the future." She laughed even harder as I blushed. Edward then came and sat down beside me.

"Now Alice no teasing Bella." He then kissed my cheek as my blush deepened.

"So do I have the job then?" Jasper was still pushing Edward.

"If I tell you yes, will you two leave us be?" They nodded. "Then yes Jasper, you can be my best man. On one condition."

"And what is that?" He asked as Alice and I eyed one another.

"You let me tell Emmett."

"Ah, not fair. But I guess I have no choice."

"Nope." Edward smiled and then motioned to the door. They got the hint and left us alone.

"You do realize Emmett will be heart broken."

"He will get over it. Yes this will be our first wedding but I will tell him that he can be the best man next time."

"I guess so. So I think that we should pick a date, I mean that is if you want to."

"I already have one in mind." I looked at him with shock as he gave me that crooked smile I loved.

"Which is?"

"Well I was thinking the end of May. It will be after graduation, but before summer and I don't want to wait to long." I nodded it was perfect, I loved spring. Not only that but he promised that he would change me first and May was only a few months away.

"Sounds perfect, but that mean we have to get busy planning." He laughed. "Did I miss something?"

"With Alice helping it won't take that long. She saw you coming before we even met, remember. Plus she has seen it, so I think she knows how it will go. Don't worry everything will be perfect." He hugged me tight as he said this.

"I hope so." I hugged him back before he took my face in his cool hand and kissed me sweetly. As our lips pressed together he slowly laid me down and crawled on top of me never letting our lips part. My heart began racing immediately, and he let out a small laugh as he slowly moved his lips down to my neck. I felt his cool breath against my skin cause me to shiver slightly in a good way. His hands were holding mine above my head as he now moved his lips over my collarbone. My body jumped in excitement he then tensed up, he glanced up at me with passion and lust in his eyes that made my heart skip a beat. Again he laughed as his body loosened again, and then he laid his head on my chest and listened to my heart.

"I will miss this." He sighed; letting my hands go be then pushed his arms under my body and held me closer, I also wrapped my arms around him.

"Miss what?" I asked, even though I knew what he meant.

"I will miss hearing your heart beat, it is lovely listening to it. I love it when my actions cause it to race." I could feel the smile on his face. "But none the less I will love be able to do other things that we can not do right now, for fear that I might lose control." I then blushed. "I will miss that too." He laughed, and I joined his laugh. It felt so nice to be this close to him, at times I wondered if this could be real. As we laid there I drank in his sent as he did mine.

"I love you Edward."

"Not as much as I love you."

"I beg a differ." I smirked as he titled his head up to look at me with one raised brow.

"And how so?"

"I am willing to die for you, well sorta speak." I smiled.

"True, but I still am not happy about damning you to a non-life, even if I will be able to spend eternity with you. I don't think that it is…"

"Edward I thought we agreed on this, please don't tell me you have changed your mind. It is what I want, you know that." I was becoming worried; he had to change me he just had to.

"Is it really what you want? You do realize it will be painful and that you will be damned just like me." There was pain rising in his voice.

"If you were truly damn, how could you be happy?" That took him by surprise, it was hard to make him speechless but when I was able to do it I took pride in myself. After a moment of thinking it over he spoke.

"You have a point there. I am truly happy with you, and I guess that if I were completely damned I would be alone. But still." He laid his head back on my chest as he continued. "I am not sure if I can damn you to this non existence."

"It is what I want, I want to spend all of eternity with you. And if I have too I will go through the pain, and become damned as you say, just to be with you."

"Are you sure?" He was still hoping that I would change my mind, that I would wake up and see that become a vampire was no way to live, and that I would leave him. But that would never happen I love him too much and this is was I want.

"I am positive! There is nothing I wouldn't do for you, as long as it meant I could be by your side forever!" I had to add the last part in because I knew that if I didn't some how he would tell me that it was best to leave and forget about him, to find a human partner and grow old and have children with him. He nodded and then we returned to the silence. It felt so right to be with him, I could stay like this forever, but like always my human needs showed themselves.

"I guess we need to get you some food." He laughed as my stomach growled. I realized then that I had forgotten to eat lunch.

"Come on I will take both you and your mother to dinner." He smiled as he sat up, I frowned cause I didn't want to leave I was enjoying myself. "Don't frown we have eternity together." With that thought I let a smile fill my face. Eternity together, I liked that a lot.

"Are you sure you want to be around me mom, I mean her thoughts are mean."

"I can deal with them, and besides Alice's vision needs a little help to come true."

"Okay then, but I think that I should go talk to her first just to be safe, do you mind?"

"No, not at all. I will walk you back to your room and then wait out in the hall till it is safe." He then stood and held his hand out for mine. I gave him my hand, and that is when I realized that I wasn't wearing my ring.

"I will need to put my ring back on." I smiled hoping that he wasn't mad at my mom for doing what she done.

"Yes you will, as a matter of fact your mother is wondering how I could afford something that large." He laughed.

"You can hear her thoughts still?" He nodded. "Sorry."

"Don't be, she is not thinking anything negative, she is slowly warming up to the idea. She is just worried about you. But right now she is wishing she could talk with you, so lets get you back okay." I nodded as we walked out of the bedroom. Jasper and Alice were both sitting on the couch watching television, well pretending to watch it.

"Were you two off too?" Jasper asked with raised eyebrows.

"I am taking Bella and her mother to dinner. Humans have to eat more then we do." He laughed.

"Humans are weird creators." Jasper now too was laughing.

"You call us weird, you're the ones that drink blood." I teased

"Hey some humans do too." Alice laughed. "They are even weirder ones out there, they actually call themselves vampires. I was watching a cop show about a group of young teens that did this, and what is worse is it was human blood they drank. Although I couldn't help but laugh at them, I mean they hated sunlight and wore all black and even had fake fangs glued to their teeth." She was shaking her head.

"You're kidding." Edward choked.

"Actually its true. I came across some of them in Phoenix, back before I moved to Folks. They believe in all the myths, some of them actually sleep in coffins. I had the pleasure of going to school with a few of them." Jasper began to laugh.

"You humans truly are weird. If only they knew the truth."

"Jasper I have to agree." Edward added.

"You really came across people like that Bella?"

"Yes, Alice."

"Oh please do tell this is fascinating."

"I think she should eat first." Edward snapped although there was a hint of curiosity in his voice.

"Oh come on Edward, don't you want to hear about humans that believe they are one of us?" Jasper too was curious.

"Okay I will let her explain, but the short version." He then pulled me over to a chair and sat down and placed me on his lap.

"Okay do tell us."

"Well Alice, to tell you the truth I don't know that much they kind of scared me."

"But the real vampires don't?" Jasper laughed.

"Nope." I smiled. "Well they always stuck together never really talked to anyone else, if you were not part of their convent as they called it they wanted nothing to do with you."

"They actually call their groups convents?" Alice asked with wide eyes, both Jasper's and Edward's eyes were now wide too.

"Yes, there are a few things that they actually got right."

"Like what?"

"Not only calling their cult, as I call it, convents but the whole sticking together and not interacting with other people." They all nodded knowing that, this was what they did; I was exception to that. "No mater how hot it was they were always in black, black pants, black shirts, and a lot of the guys wore black trench coats, while the girls liked fishnets. And they apply a heavy layer of black eyeliner, they guys always seem to wear the most. The part that freaked me out the most was, that some of them actually wore fake fangs, and worse some actually had their real teeth carved to look like fangs."

"Do our fangs freak you out?" Edward teased.

"No, your are real!" I teased right back

"No teasing Edward, let her finish!" Jasper jumped in.

"I don't really know much more. I avoided them the best I could. The only other thing I do know is that, they would get together in this club called 'Bloodlust' after school and talked about the different myths, and if you all really existed and if you did how they longed to join the walking dead as they called it, they…"

"The walking dead? That's an insult!" Alice cut me off.

"Anyway, do they really drink blood?" Jasper was really curious

"I believe so, but I can't be sure. I would hear them talk about how they couldn't wait to sit around and drink some cruor." All there mouths dropped and eyes became wide.

"Bella do you know what cruor is?" Edward asked in shock, his voice was a little shaky even. I just shock me head.

"Cruor is another word for blood. It is actually the portion of blood that helps a person or animal form a blood clot." Now my eyes widened.

"So it is true they do drink blood." Alice was still shocked.

"Man, you humans just get weirder and weirder." Jasper was shaking his head.

"I wonder what they would do if they met you?" I could fight the urge to ask the question that everyone was thinking.

"Probably run, more then likely they do that just for attention, but then again you never know. You after all want to become one of us." Edward answered.

"But my reasons are different."

"True, you are one of a kind. But now I think we should get some food in you." Kissing my cheek softly we stood and headed for the door.

"Enjoy your meal Bella." Alice called, as we were halfway out the door.

"Thanks, I will." We walked down the hall in silence, I think Edward was thinking about the story that I had just told him.

"What are you thinking?" I finally asked, even though I didn't want to be the one to break the silence but I could take it any longer.

"How strange you humans are." I laughed. "I only wish I could be there when Jasper tells Emmett. As we left I heard Jasper plan to go tell Emmett everything you told us as soon as we were gone. I am sure…" He paused. "No, I am positive he is telling him right now. Of course him Rose don't believe him, but they are going to ask you none the less." He smiled as we approached my room. "Now go on in and talk with your mother, she is worried about you and feels awful about your fight." He must have seen the fear in my eyes. "Don't worry she will not get angry this time. She wants to just sit and talk with you. She is scared of pushing you away. So don't keep her waiting any longer."

"Will you be near if I need you?"

"Of course I will be right out here, just say my name and I will come in. I promise." I nodded and then reached for the door.