Authors Note's: Funny story, I am running out of things to write in my Authors Notes, lol. But I have lots ideas for the story, sorry that it has been a slow in story line lately but you have to get through the boring to get to the exciting. And once again, Review's PLEASE. I like to hear what you think; it's what keeps me writing. P.S. Sorry about all the errors in my chapters I will try and spot them better. One more thing I will be changing the rating due to some things I am adding in this chapter.

Disclaimer: I do NOT, in any way, own Twilight or New Moon all that credit belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

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Edward walk both Renee and me up to our room, and me being me I fell twice but each time he caught me much to Renee's amusement.

"I had a lovely evening, but I will leave you kids to say good night." She kissed my check, and then shocked both Edward and me by kissing him on the check. He stiffened and eyes grew wide, I could tell that he was not prepared for that. Luckily she didn't seem to notice how cold he felt, because she then smiled and went into out room.

"Are you okay?" I asked, for he still did not relax. Every muscle in his body was strained and his hands were in fist at his sides.

"Give me a moment." I nodded and backed up against the door and waited for him to get control. He was use to me over stepping the boundaries every now and then but it was a totally different thing for Renee to get that close. "Bella I am sorry." I could see the guilt in his eyes.

"There is nothing to be sorry about."

"Yes, there is. I almost lost control." He turned from me.

"But you didn't, and I know you wouldn't." I smiled as walked over to him and placed my hand on his cheek. I felt him relax more under my touch.

"Thank you for believing in me." He then kissed my hair as he completely relaxed.

"I will always believe in you Edward, I love you."

"I love you too Bella." As I pulled my hand from his face and wrapped my arms around him and he wrapped his around my waist, he leaned down to kiss me.

"Get a room!" Rosalie teased from down the hall.

"You're one to talk Rose." Edward smirked.

"And that is where I am headed silly." She laughed as she walked into a room where I heard Emmett and Jasper talking.

"You're kidding?" Emmett was shrieking.

"Nope, ask Bella yourself." Jasper retorted.

"What are you boys arguing about?" Rosalie asked as she shut the door behind her. I looked up at Edward with wide eyes. What were they talking about, and why did Jasper tell Emmett to ask me.

"Jasper is telling him about the humans that think they are us." He half smirked, thinking back to that particular conversation.

"Oh, I can only guess what Emmett will ask me later." I shook my head at the thought.

"Trust me he has a lot of questions, but then again we all do." He smiled for he had some himself. "We can save them for another time, you need to go to bed. Tomorrow is going to be an even harder day." I nodded in agreement, tomorrow is Charlie's funeral, and it is going to be tiring not only mentally but also physically. As I opened the door and began walking into the room I noticed that Edward was not following. I turned and look at him with my head titled to the side.

"Bella with your mom here I think…"

"She will be in the other room, I am on the sofa bed. Besides you will know when she is awake and can sneak out." I was pleading, I grew use to sleeping in his arms and I didn't want that to change now.

"I don't know Bella, it might be safer if I…"

"Please Edward, I have grown use you holding me at night." I felt silly begging but I am still waiting for him to leave me again. There must have been something in my face that gave me away.

"I am not going any where again, I couldn't even if I tried." He placed a cool hand on my cheek. "Once Renee is asleep I will be back." He smiled in defeat, but I could tell that he truly didn't want to be parted from me as well. Not only was it harder to keep me safe with Victoria around but he loved my company as much as I loved his. After a quick kiss that sent my heart crazy we parted and I rushed though my nightly routine.

"Bella, sweetie are you okay?"

"Yes mom, I am just tired." I tried to look more tired then I actually was.

"Okay sweetie, I am quite tired myself. I will see you in the morning, remember we have to get up early." Again kissing my cheek she headed into the other room. I then pulled out the sofa couch and before I was completely settled in, Edward was there. He was sitting at the foot of the bed when I noticed him and jumped back.

"I know I have said it before but I don't think I will ever get use to that." He just slightly laughed.

"Why don't you lie down and get some sleep." I nodded and laid down as he moved next to me. Like always he laid on the top of the covers as to not make me cold but when I frowned, like always also, he smiled and moved under the covers with me. We looked deep into each other's eyes as we wrapped our arms around each other. I then placed my head on his chest.

"I love you Edward."

"As I you." We laid there in silence for what seemed like forever.

"Bella can I try something?" He asked with a hint of lust in his voice. I then tilted my head up to him and saw my favorite crooked smile.

"And what would that be?" I teased. Before I could do anything he was on top of me, but this time he had lust in his eyes. My eyes widened in surprise, he smiled. "What are you thinking?" His smile grew and has he leaned down to kiss me. This was not like one of our normal kisses, he parted his lips and then parted mine with his tongue, and my heart was racing.

"Bella breathe and relax." He whispered as he deepened the kiss. I was now joining in, our tongues were messaging each other's when he slowly pulled away and started moving down my jaw line. Then I became breathless again as I felt his hands slowly moving up my shirt. "You need to breathe." He laughed as he then moved his lips to my collarbone.

"It's…hard…when…" I was blushing.

"Would you like me to stop?" I couldn't speak, but I knew I didn't want him to stop, so I did the only thing I could think of. I slowly moved my hands up his shirt; he smiled and got the hint. He took his hands out from under my shirt and then began to unbutton it; I blushed even harder for I was not wearing a bra. As he moved back to my lips and began kissing me again I started to unbutton his shirt, then pulled it off of him as he did the same with mine. I was rubbing my hands across his bare back as he started to move his hands across my stomach and then moving up to my breast, his touch made me crazy. This was the close's we have ever been and it was wonderful. He then began to kiss my neck again as his hands now moved south to untie my pants string; I shivered as his breath touched my neck. His hands then paused and I felt him tense up. His head raised from my neck and I caught a glimpse in his now black eyes, at first I though he was going to lose control but then he smiled and his eyes softened.

"Are you sure you want to so this?" He asked making sure I was ready for this.

"Yes." I whispered with a smile and blush. Then taking my bottoms off he began to take his off, but I pushed his hands away and took them off myself which cause him to laugh softly, the last thing we wanted to do was wake Renee. That's when it hit me, my mom was in the other room.

"What's wrong? You want to stop?" I could hear the disappointment in my voice.

"No, but what about Renee?" He then laughed again.

"She is not a problem." There was a hidden message but I didn't care at that moment. Edward and I were about to make love, which I didn't think that we could do with me as a human.

"Are you sure you can handle this?"

"Positive." He said as he then kissed my neck again, slowly moving up to my lips. His hands were softly coercing my body. For a while we just pressed our naked bodies against each other and kissed till he slowly moved his legs in-between mine, and then pulling them up to his sides. I then let out a sigh in pleasure, which he smiled at. My hand were on his back pulling him closer when I felt him penetrate me, and that his when I saw pure pleasure in his eyes. I have never felt like this before, and this was something that I wish would never end. Pulling him closer to me I began to kiss him deeper then I have ever, he was returning the kiss when once again I let out a sigh as he moved down my jaw line and then to my neck. Once again his breath made me shiver, but this time his reaction was dangerous. His body became tense and then I felt his hands squeezing my sides. I looked into his eyes and the lust they just held was no longer there but they were thirsty. Before I could react and try and calm him down I felt his teeth sink into my neck. Why did I have to be so stupid, my body had to shake causing him to lose control and of all times. He was drinking fast, and I knew that he had completely lost control to the thirst. Feeling dizzy and weak now I just laid there knowing I was going to die, but then he pulled away.

"Oh my god Bella!" He shrieked. "I am so sorry I didn't."

"Ed…Edward…its okay." I could barely talk; my life was slowly fading away.

"No Bella its not, please forgive me." Then he quickly sat up and held me to his chest, he would have cried if he could have.

"I forgive…you. I…I…love you…don't ever…ever forget."

"Oh god Bella, I…please don't leave me, please." I smiled at him.

"Don't feel guilty…its what I wanted." There were tears in my eyes.

"I love you Bella, and I will be right behind you. I promise."

"No, promise me…you cant."

"Bella I cant live without you, and its my fault that…I don't deserve."

"Please…don't…I…I…love…you." My eyes were now to heavy to look at him; I heard him begging as I slowly slipped away.

"I love you too, and always will." Then there was nothing but darkness.

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Author's Note's: YES, another cliffhanger. And sorry about the detail it you don't like reading that stuff. Don't hate me but I like this chapter and you will understand what happens in the next chapter I promise. Review please.