Authors Notes: Alright I know everyone is like WHAT!?!? But I thought that this would add a HUGE twist to the story. Don't worry too much I am not going to kill Bella off, well sort of speak. But this will help in the long run you will see, trust me. Anyways like always I hope you enjoy this chapter as well and don't forget to REVIEW!!!

Disclaimer: I do NOT in anyway own Twilight or New Moon; all that credit belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

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As the word cancer played over and over and over again in my mind my body became lifeless. This can not be happening; I am too young to be this ill. My mind began to race around the idea of me actually dieing that I became oblivious to everything around me. I didn't notice when Alice came busting into the room or that my body was shaking from my sobs, I couldn't even hear Edward trying to comfort me as well as himself. All I knew was I was at the end of my rope. Before long I was consumed with the feeling of pure helplessness that I was over taken by the unconscious world without actually falling asleep. It was like this cloud was covering my eyes and ears, I couldn't see or hear anything but I knew I wasn't asleep, because I could feel Edward slightly shaking me. As the idea that Edward actually couldn't save me this time, that fate was going to win in the end I fell deeper and deeper into despair. All I wanted was to be with Edward for the rest of eternity but now it looks like I won't be able too. Then without warning I was over come with amines pain and I blacked out. When I reopened my eyes I saw Edward pacing back and forth. I knew he was worried and deep in thought when he didn't realize me getting up and walking over to him. Even under the circumstances I couldn't help but laugh when I wrapped my arms around him he actually jumped, I scared him a vampire with excellent hearing and senses. He quickly turned around and without fully thinking he pulled me into a tight hug.

"Edward…I…I…can't breathe."

"I'm sorry." He let go of me a little, but only enough that I could breath again. "I thought I was going to lose you." I just pulled away from him and walked over to the bed. What can I say to comfort him when I know I am going to die. He was looking at me with a pained expression as I sat on the bed and pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them.

"I don't want to die." I whispered as the tears began to run freely down my face.

"I won't let that happen." He cooed as he came over and pulled me into his lap.

"How?" I cried into his shirt. "I think that…"

"Bella I won't lose you, I can't. Remember I told you I am a selfish creature and I will do what ever it takes, even if that means changing you." I looked up at him, and right then and there I knew no matter what he had to do he was not going to lose me. "But Bella can you tell me something." I nodded. "What happen back in Carlisle's office after he told you?"

"What do you mean?" I looked at him a little confused.

"Once you were told you went into a comatose like state, you became unresponsive." He took an unneeded breathe. "You really had us worried."

"All I know is that I was in shock, I still can't believe it. I don't want to believe it. I remember everything going dark; I couldn't hear or see anything but I could still feel you." I looked away. "I think because I felt completely helpless, that I gave into the despair that was slowly taking hold on me. I still feel helpless." I started cry even heavier now. Edward's face fell again, I knew he wished there was something that he could do to comfort me more but all he could think of was to hold me close. "What is Renee going to think?"

"We don't have to tell her!" Alice stated as she entered the room.

"Alice I have to tell me mother. She is bond to know something is wrong when I am dead." Both Edward and I flinched.

"Bella don't talk like that, you are not going to die." Alice snapped. "None of us will allow that." She then came over to me and hugged me tightly but not so tight that I couldn't breathe.

"Alice and you stay with her for a minute I need to go ask Carlisle a question." She nodded.

"Wait Edward please don't leave." I held on to him for dear life he just looked down at me.

"Bella I will be right back I promise." I didn't care if he was going to be back or not I didn't want him to leave.

"Please don't leave me." Both him and Alice exchanged a look and then looked back at me, they both looked helpless.

"Alright I won't leave." He pulled me closer to him. "Alice can you…"
"I will be right back." She smiled and then walked back out of the room. I just sat there soaking Edward's shirt with my tears and he tried to calm me down.

"Shh it will be okay, I promise."

"But you can't promise. Like you told me before it was my plan to die, from the moment we met."

"I was wrong, I won't loss you." He then started to rock me back and forth as I continued sobbing.

"You wanted to see me." Carlisle said more then asked as he entered the room.

"I wanted to ask you seeing there is nothing that you can do medically for her; do you think she can survive through the transformation?"

"Yes she will survive it, if you decide to change her." Carlisle smiled.

"Are you sure? I don't want to do it until absolutely necessary."

"Well Edward when I changed you, you were much sicker then she is. And if you were able to survive it so will she." As I sat there and listen to him actually saying that he was going to change me now and that he would do it I stopped crying. Maybe we will still get eternity together. "But I do want to let you know not to wait to long, she doesn't have much time left." After Carlisle said that I began to lose hope again.

"I know, but I will still need to prepare for this." Edward then looked over at me. "Bella if you still want this, I will change you in the next few weeks." I still couldn't speak so I just smiled and nodded. "Are you sure?"

"Yes Edward, I don't want to leave you." He smiled. "Besides this is what I have wanted for a while now."

"Wait!" Alice barged into the room.

"What is it Alice?" Edward half growled.

"I just found out that prom has been rescheduled for two weeks from Friday, Edward you can do it then." Alice smiled.

"Bella?" He asked making sure it was okay with me. I then looked over at Alice with a look of suspicion, and she nodded. She knew all along this would be the night I was going to be changed that was what her note had meant.

"Sounds perfect." I smiled at Edward who smiled in return.

"It's settled then." Carlisle smiled and then left the three of us in the room.

"Alright over the next two weeks I will need to hunt more often that way I won't hurt you."

"I completely trust you." I smiled.

"At least one of us does."

"Edward things will be fine, I have seen it." He then looked over to his sister who shock her head and then left us alone, but not before she hugged me and told me she saw it all alone.

"Well it looks like you will be one of us in little over then two weeks." He smiled.

"And I can't wait." I then kissed him softly.

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A/N: Sorry this chapter is shorter but I am trying to finish this story up. NO don't worry there is going to be a sequel. But also I just couldn't think of anything else to add to this chapter because the exciting part is coming up and I so BADLY want to get to that, well I will be updating soon, hopefully but until then REVIEW please.