Title: Scalpels are my best friend.
Summary: After the disappointment of 4.11, Meredith can't take the heartache so she finds something else to do to feel relief.
Note: Sorry I barely update. Its school's fault. Enjoy.
I still don't own Grey's Anatomy but if I did I'd hire all of the fanfiction writers and create episodes from their stories! )
Derek made it out of the hospital just in time to find Meredith leaving so he quickly got into his car and followed her.
In the other car where Meredith was supposed to be driving straight home, she made a little detour to the liquor store.
Derek was confused; Meredith has missed her turn to her house. Half-way there he knew where her destination was.
Meredith made it out of the car and into the store without noticing Derek.
Meredith chose her poison and was on her way walking up to the cash register when she felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned around but no one was there. She turned back to the cash register and was met by two very blue, very familiar eyes.
Shit.
She turned around again and was looking for another cash register.
"Meredith." Derek said. It sounded as if he was pleading.
Meredith found another cash register and waited in line.
What the hell is he doing here?
"I followed you here from the hospital." He said as if he were reading her mind.
"I didn't say anything."
"Yeah well, I know you enough to know what you're thinking."
"You don't know me."
"Meredith, turn around and talk to me."
"Why should I? You got me suspended from the hospital! I have to stay home and try not to-" she stopped mid-sentence at what she was about to say and closed her mouth.
"Try not to what? Kill yourself drinking?"
Kill myself? Maybe I should try that. He doesn't even realize what he's saying.
She stayed silent. Trying to figure out if she were going to leave or buy her tequila and then leave.
"Meredith, is that the reason why? Please tell me you're not going to drink yourself dead because if you ever die I wouldn't know what I would do without you-"
"I'm not planning not drinking myself dead."
"Then what? What is happening with you that everyone knows about? Even Rose-" he shut his mouth realizing he just brought up Rose. His recently ex-girlfriend.
"Rose, she's nice. I approve of her." Meredith said trying to change the subject.
"Meredith, don't do that."
Meredith was next in line.
"Do what?" she said innocently.
"Act like you're okay when you're not!" he screamed.
By now everyone in the store was watching the unhappy couple fight.
"Derek can lower your voice, you're making a scene."
"I don't care about the other people. I only care about you and only you."
Now Meredith turned around.
"Care about me?! You're so full of it!"
"What do you mean!? I love you! You're not ready! You don't trust me! You think the worse of me! All the time!"
"Then why do you bother with me? If I don't trust you? If I'm never ready? Why would you even bother?!"
"Because I love you!! Are you not listening to anything that I've been saying?!"
Okay, maybe this isn't how I wanted things to be but she just gets me so angry sometimes!
Derek calmed down. Remembering that he's the reason she's like this.
"Meredith,-"
Meredith was paying for her tequila and walked away.
Right outside that door, Derek grabbed Meredith by the arm and made Meredith drop all the bottles onto her feet, some of the glass bouncing off the floor onto her chest and arms.
"Oh my god Meredith I'm so sorry."
"I' ve heard." She said coldly.
"Here let me help you." He used his coat to wipe her arms, lifting up her sleeves a little to see her bandages.
Then he remembered. Her wrists. Those cuts. What happened?
Meredith saw him looking at her wrists and remembered. Crap, the bandages.
"No, don't touch me." She ran to her car and was looking for her keys in her purse.
"Meredith, what happened to your wrists?"
Is he really that stupid? I mean come on he's a neurosurgeon!
Meredith found her keys and got inside her car.
Derek stood in front of the car.
"Derek is such a jackass." She said to herself.
Meredith outsmarted him. She put the car in reverse and backed off and drove.
Derek wasn't far behind her but he didn't expect what was about to happen.
Meredith was about to make her turn to her house but then all of a sudden a truck came and smashed right in the side of the car where Meredith sat.
"MEREDITH!" he screamed as he watched the truck collide into Meredith.
Uh-oh. Meredith was in a collision. What will happen next? I'll update as soon as I can.